Hello everyone Wow it's been awhile hasn't it? Close to two years now since I left, only a few months since the post that made it official.I am writing this letter that my lovely friend fish has agreed to post for me as I honestly don't even remember my account password.(plus I still have issues with the website and my computer for what ever reason) speaking of forever ago. This post.. I am regretful tosay I never saw this.

It is a funny story how I got here. You know how they say things happen for a reason well this is proof. it happened right here. I was feeling really awful earlier, having a rough time these days, health wise I'm ok, like fish said the surgery did go well, however it didn't totally fix my problem but I can cope with it. What I mean is I was feeling emotionally terrible earlier.. Like no one cared about me, I'm stressed to the max between university and my crap personal life at the moment...I had been drawing to get my mind off it all,but got bored with it and googled my user name (did I mention I was bored lol) this was the first post that came up. I read the whole thing with tears in my eyes. When I saw it at first I was like. I shouldent read this no one cares no one posted, I will only feel worse, but I kept going thank goodness I kept going. I never knew so many people still cared after I had been gone so long.I have lost touch with many of you because due to all the spam I was getting on my firedance account, I had to change my msn username *i never blocked anyone or ignored them* I was forced to leave, and during that time I switched I had no computer. This is getting long so I will wrap this up.

Seeing this made me feel loved, and I want to say thank you. I can't say when or if I will ever return here, I had a lot of reasons for leaving,but I will say this I love you guys and I will never forget you because you never forgot me.. I may not have seen the post before, but I saw it when I needed it most. -fire