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May 5, 2009 - 3:34am — Rutilus

THIS BLOG IS OUT-OF-DATE AND IS BEING KEPT FOR NOSTALGIC PURPOSES ONLY. PLEASE FIND ME OVER AT HELEL.

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The easiest way to communicate me and learn more about my characters if I'm playing with you is to add me on MSN. Seriously, please do so. I'll talk to anyone.

may contain mature language

31.08.12. Started 16:32.

It's been a month since I've posted anything on here and quite honestly, I think I'm done with this place. I've checked back here and there and just...nothing on the site appeals to me anymore. I'm done with trying to stick around and be active, because I just don't see the point anymore. Typically, there's a chance you'll see me in the forest as one deer or another; be it as an original character or a fan-character. Please, if you want to keep in contact with me - add me on MSN.

I'm not going to say 'oh I'm leaving', because there may be a time in the future where inspiration will strike and I'll come back and make characters and lose myself in illusion again, but for now I'll just say that my absence is pretty much just going to continue on this site, unless I stumble across something that I feel I have to comment on.

I've created a sort of 'TEF tumblr' where I can store character information and such and it can be all pretty and such and I won't have to worry about posting it here. As of now, that will be your best bet at keeping up with any characters I make, though if I do put them inforest there'll be information on their pictogram pages.

I don't think the community has had much need for me in a very long time. So, here we are.

I wish I could say I'm sorry, but I'm not.

See you on the flipside, guys.

<3

EDIT: I just realised tomorrow is Rut's birthday. Haha.

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May 13, 2009 - 1:22am — Rutilus

YESYESYES! -- Dannii

May 13, 2009 - 1:23am — Her

Raku will draw a

Raku will draw a picture...and EAT IT.

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 13, 2009 - 1:24am — Kanaf

Raku will draw a picture...

Raku will draw a picture... and EAT IT... FOR JUSTICE.

Herilu<3

... AND EAT IT.

May 13, 2009 - 3:16am — Pegasicorn

Ohoho. I saw Tybalt and

Ohoho. I saw Tybalt and Mercutio when Kinsha was running by. X]
Also saw a Lyric. =B while playing my new deer I'm developing a personality for |D

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The Dragonfly Deer's Biography
Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."

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May 13, 2009 - 8:16am — Rutilus

c| Actually, Raku and I were

May 13, 2009 - 9:37am — Pegasicorn

|D He didn't wanna get too

|D He didn't wanna get too close and get caught though. The area was kinda open.

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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."

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May 13, 2009 - 4:33pm — Her

DON'T LET BENVOLIO FIND OUT

~~DON'T LET BENVOLIO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS TWOSOME OR HE'DGETDEPRESSED~~

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 13, 2009 - 5:37pm — Rutilus

LolPega |D Darn. ....HE'D

LolPega |D Darn.

....HE'D GET DEPRESSED FOR JUSTICE. -Benvolio'd-

-- Dannii <3

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May 14, 2009 - 10:33pm — Her

AND WAS PLAYING THE ELECTRIC

AND WAS PLAYING THE ELECTRIC GUITAR A GOOD REMINDER OF RANCE&JUN? 8D I want to play that but oh well. suchasexyinstrument

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 14, 2009 - 10:40pm — Rutilus

8D I WAS REMINDED OF RANCE,

8D I WAS REMINDED OF RANCE, JUN, RUTILUS, AND FOR SOME REASON, LIGHT.

-- Dannii <3

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May 15, 2009 - 4:07pm — Her

-smirks irl at the Light

-smirks irl at the Light part-
EDIT: LOL I DIDN'T NOTICE MAHA'S UPDATES lololollolol.

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 15, 2009 - 8:41pm — Pegasicorn

*has no animals in her deer

*has no animals in her deer updates* ....heck, I only put updates for the deer that's on or was on last. XD

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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."

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May 15, 2009 - 8:45pm — Rutilus

But Pega, you're...SPESHUL.

But Pega, you're...SPESHUL. <3 8D

-- Dannii <3

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May 15, 2009 - 8:55pm — Pegasicorn

=B --- The Dragonfly Deer's

=B

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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."

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May 16, 2009 - 4:16am — Lacey

Her is not Rutti's mate?!

Her is not Rutti's mate?! What happened?

May 16, 2009 - 4:18am — Rutilus

They broke up D|

They broke up D| complicated.

-- Dannii <3

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May 16, 2009 - 4:19am — Lacey

OHMAIGOODNESS. DX

OHMAIGOODNESS.

DX

May 16, 2009 - 11:53am — Draak

AwLorak<3333 Cirrus:

AwLorak<3333
Cirrus: *nuzzlespamsLorakthenhugsRut*

And your text has gone all green and linky :U
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May 16, 2009 - 6:20pm — Her

hghsgs poor Rut. D| ...FOR

hghsgs poor Rut. D|

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 17, 2009 - 3:28pm — Her

KER-POST ON HERE BECAUSE

KER-POST ON HERE BECAUSE SOMETIMES ...ILOSEIMAGES.

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 17, 2009 - 3:32pm — Draak

Cirrus: I SAW NOTHING.

Cirrus: I SAW NOTHING. LITERALLY. I THINK. LORAK SAVE ME ANYWAY.
Laaaaaaaaaaaaag |D
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May 17, 2009 - 5:04pm — Rutilus

LOLOL HER ILU <3 LORAK:

LOLOL HER ILU <3

LORAK: -cuddles Cirrus-

-- Dannii <3

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May 17, 2009 - 5:05pm — Seele

Aw love, I didn't know you

Aw love, I didn't know you felt ignored ._. Polt did her best by jumping around Carlisle and such, but I thought he was more of a calm character/a watcher. She invited him over to dance multiple times too, like at the rock XD But I was really laggy so everything was a bit slow.

And, can I be honest? When you were on with Lyric and Magnur I felt ignored too. And such things happen with others too. I think it's the roleplay aspect that can cause confusion. I really wasn't sure how to respond to him, sorry. Polt does her best though, she hates it to feel left out herself too. She's too sweet ._.""...

But I did like seeing Carlisle around, he's pretty magnificent 8D

--Stays a lonely Seele

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May 17, 2009 - 5:38pm — Fenqua

-eyebrowraise- To pray is

-eyebrowraise-

To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul

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To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul

May 17, 2009 - 5:40pm — Rutilus

^^; Meep. I understand <3

^^; Meep. I understand <3 Carlisle is indeed quite calm and relaxed, and after I thought about it for a while I realised I don't really blame them for not paying much attention anyway xD He wasn't really joining in cuz he's...calm, like I said.
And I'm really sorry about Lyric and Magnur D| It was just a pretty epic roleplay and people kept interrupting so we were getting irritated and decided to sort of ignore everyone til we were done the important parts ;_;
So I don't blame you for being unsure and not really doing much around Carlisle :3 <333 And thankyou!

Lol Misako ilu xD <3

-- Dannii <3

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May 17, 2009 - 10:02pm — Lacey

lD Lacey feels stupid. Sorry

lD Lacey feels stupid.

Sorry she wasn't much help, she didn't really know what to do. And she was really confused!

Sorry for her acting so weird and akward. XD

May 17, 2009 - 10:03pm — Rutilus

Heh, it's allright xD Rut

Heh, it's allright xD Rut understood <333

-- Dannii <3

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May 18, 2009 - 12:11am — toboe

I'm not going to yell at

I'm not going to yell at you, but please, listen. Just because I told you about my attempted suicides, the fact that I slashed at my wrists last night, please, please don't ever think for even a moment that that's okay. It's not the answer. My arm hurts so badly, now, and I regret digging a blade into my own arm more than you could possibly imagine. At the time, it seemed so logical. Now I wonder...what was I thinking? Please, Dannii, don't take this road. I am far, far down it, and I don't ever want you to feel this way. I'll have you know that you brighten my days so very, very much. At home...things are bad. But here, with my friends, with you, I can escape. And I bet you feel the same way. So please, don't ever, ever do what I did. I'm afraid of pain, yet I did that. I'm afraid of what lines I will dare cross next. Don't force yourself to my level. You've got to be one of the most amazing people I've ever met. Sure, you made me mad. Sure, we've fought. But that's what makes a friend. And the fact I can say this honestly, it's what makes a friend. I really hope you heed my words...

May 18, 2009 - 12:01am — Draak

I think it sounded like a

I think it sounded like a random panic attack. They make you do funny things you dont normally. Made me get upset in class they did one time. I NEVER cry and I'd NEVER want to cry in class, it's embarrassing. I still dont know why it happened and it was over three years ago. And it started with the hyperventilating too.
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May 18, 2009 - 12:14am — Draak

...I'm just gonna say

...I'm just gonna say this...Rai I'm glad you think now "what was I thinking?" *flees*
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May 18, 2009 - 12:17am — toboe

Surprise, surprise, Rai is

Surprise, surprise, Rai is not a happy person ^^
But yes, I realize what a stupid act of violence I commited.
I will make a grand effort to not repeat that stupidity...

May 18, 2009 - 12:29am — Her

;__; I'm not going to say

;__; I'm not going to say anything other than offer you take a nap. I know it sounds lame to sleep in the morning but it just feels really nice to lie in bed away from a computer to think about things.

And don't die.
Anything but that.

...FOR JUSTICE.

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May 18, 2009 - 12:41am — Kanaf

... ;_; im sorry, i really

... ;_;

im sorry, i really am, even if you dont wanna hear it. i shouldve been there yesterday, but i was off dicking around with my friends... im sorry, because i wasnt there...

*hugs and hides*

... AND EAT IT.

May 18, 2009 - 12:43am — MickKreiger

Jesus Christ...you aren't

Jesus Christ...you aren't allowed to die bcuz you and I both know the lingering pain that causes. Also they should never let you into tech again--Mick Kreiger
Mick and Mika = <3 <3 <3
at first I was like -gasp- and then I LOL'd

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--Mick--

May 18, 2009 - 7:30am — Draak

Rai wrote:Surprise,

Rai wrote:

Surprise, surprise, Rai is not a happy person ^^
But yes, I realize what a stupid act of violence I commited.
I will make a grand effort to not repeat that stupidity...

I'm not too good with advice and that but it's good that you realise that. And I'm sure there would be devastated friends here if you left.
I'm definately sure that you have good friends on here who are willing to try to help and support you when things look bleak. That goes for you too Dannii *hug*

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May 18, 2009 - 10:18am — Rutilus

Thanks, Raz... I honestly

Thanks, Raz... I honestly have no idea what I was thinking.

Rai, I'm so sorry ;___; One of the first thoughts I had once I could think again was "Rai" because I had the feeling you might blame yourself since.....yeah. But..Gah, I'm so, so sorry ;^; I promise I'll never worry you like that again <3 And you won't do it to me, either, right? ;_; -cuddle-

Raku - Don't be ridiculous! <3 It's not your fault you actually have a social life n.n <3

Mick - ...I'm quite touched that you care <333 And you made me smile xD

And thanks again, guys. I honestly love you all D: And so I promiseeee I'll never, ever do anything like that - I won't even think about it.

<333 I fail at replying to things that make me cry with affection.

-- Dannii <3

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May 18, 2009 - 10:24am — Draak

No probs c:

No probs c: <3
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May 18, 2009 - 11:03am — Draak

c8 8D MOAR <3

c8 8D MOAR <3 SPAMS

dksjdhfkjsdfhskjhfasd IreallyreallydohopeHerandRutgetbacktogether._.

<-> WHATABOUTTHAT? LOL
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May 18, 2009 - 11:13am — Rutilus

LOLOL <----------------------

LOLOL

<-------------------------------------------------------->

-- Dannii <3

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May 18, 2009 - 11:37am — Draak

LOL ITS JUMPING OUT OF THE

LOL ITS JUMPING OUT OF THE BOX

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May 18, 2009 - 12:21pm — Seele

Aw, I didn't know how to

Aw, I didn't know how to exactly help you earlier, so I'm glad these awesome people did. And I'm really relieved to see you're cheered up again! And this comment is lame sorry ._. *Huggles* BUT I CARE I DOOOO~!

--Stays a lonely Seele

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May 18, 2009 - 8:40pm — Pegasicorn

I didn't know what to say

I didn't know what to say before since I don't know how to deal with certain situations, but please stay safe.

That goes for Rai, too.

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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."

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May 18, 2009 - 10:27pm — Rutilus

<3 -- Dannii <3 Blog,

<3

-- Dannii <3

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May 18, 2009 - 10:48pm — fayne

Love isn't

Love isn't everything.
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May 19, 2009 - 12:04am — MickKreiger

Yes fayne well done it's a

Yes fayne well done it's a third of everything since to love you have to hate and to understand love and hate you need indifference
--Mick Kreiger
Mick and Mika = <3 <3 <3
at first I was like -gasp- and then I LOL'd

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--Mick--

May 19, 2009 - 12:09am — fayne

...:U -+- Bios

...:U
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May 19, 2009 - 12:15am — Rutilus

-grins at Mick- -- Dannii

-grins at Mick-

-- Dannii <3

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May 19, 2009 - 2:20am — toboe

No problem ^^ I know I'm not

No problem ^^
I know I'm not that good at advice and helping out, and I tend try to mend too quickly, but if you need to talk, I will do everything possible in my power to help you when you call on me.

Much love.

May 19, 2009 - 2:44am — Kanaf

Owen: D-d-don't worry,

Owen: D-d-don't worry, D-Danielle, I'm as hhhharm-mless as a f-f-fly c:

(LOLPOINTLESS)

... AND EAT IT.

May 19, 2009 - 7:55am — Rutilus

Rai; you're probably one of

Rai; you're probably one of the people that are able to give me the best advice <3 And I'm here for you, too, okayyy? <3 ilu.
-fail-

DANIELLE: ...Owen! It's you! cB -much happier- -epic nuzzle- Hi!

-- Dannii <3

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