Interaction and Roleplay Blog - Dragonflies and Nobility (always open)
Writings by Me and Gift Writings from Others
Deer Height Chart
Biographies
Dragonfly Deer (Scape, Magnet, Spade, Richter, Kinsha, Toukan, Tundra, Suiren, Radeon, Blue)
Bastilion
Numb
OOC "deer"/The Leowolf
Default In-Forest Looks (a "=" means this deer still needs to collect their set in version 3.4)
-- Scape - nightfall pelt, orca mask, orca antlers
-- Magnet - golden butterfly pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers
-- Spade - secretary bird pelt, real deer mask, kirin antlers
-- Richter - great argus pelt, real deer mask, peacock feathers
-- Kinsha - golden butterfly pelt, orca mask, butterfly antennae
-- Toukan - swan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Tundra - brown and tan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Suiren - kirin pelt, Forest Spirit mask, secretary bird antlers
-- Radeon - secretary bird pelt, - mask, default antlers (often with poppies)
-- Blue - nightfall pelt, golden butterfly (whistling) mask, magpie feathers
-- Bastilion - real deer pelt, - mask, zombie antlers
-- Triston - brown and tan pelt, - mask, long/tribal set (golden) antlers
-- Numb - brown and tan pelt, skull mask, gazelle antlers
-- The Leowolf/OOC "deer" - butterfly pelt, gazelle mask, beluga antlers
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-- Toefat - orca pelt, secretary bird mask, great argus antlers; though can be almost anything [Note: this is a "community" deer, meaning I'm not the only one who knows the username and password.]
WHY ARE YOU ON SKYPE TWICE
UM. I DON'T KNOW? 8D; It's
You win page 75 by the way. ='D
Oh I get it, the Windows Live
Ahhh, right. I saw one for
BLOG POST Am I really 29
Am I really 29 now...?
Oh , Happy Birthday Pega
Have a good one , Dear
Damn , that cake looks delicious
It was. B) Layers of
Thank you! =D I plan to go out with one of my real life friends later.
Happy Birthday! You're
Happy B-Day Pega!
Thank you! 83
Super duper happy birthday!
-Slides more cake- B)
No cake now pls. 8'D I just
And that's not including the pot stickers and 5 other pieces of sushi I had before those.
DEER STATUS Toukan is
Toukan is ONLINE
(Gasp?)
Oisín is happy to see a
I'm glad I ran into one of
I'm pretty sure he's at least
Probably. I can't remember.
There's also Touk's brother he hasn't met.
DEER STATUS Toukan is
Toukan is OFFLINE
BLOG POST Hi I live?
Hi I live? \o/
Fallout 4 still has my life.
BLOG POST I fed durrs.
I fed durrs. What did you do today? B|
I w-want to feed them
There were a lot in the parks
Lucky you, and lucky them to
Just Italian bread. My friend
omg so cute! How did you
We were in my friend's car.
I'm a bit jealous X3
BLOG POST I don't normally
I don't normally post about my personal life on here. Hell, I hardly post anything these days (hi guys who might still read this, I still live? 8D). But I need to vent this somewhere.
Life is going...well, to shit right now. Ever since my father retired just over a year ago, things have been shaky money-wise. But we held together enough. Then my job at the frozen yogurt shop I was working at ended. I knew it was coming; there was a 5-year lease and my boss couldn't afford to renew it. He'd lost too much money to that place already.
So I was unemployed as of August. I got unemployment payments, sure, but those barely helped me pay off my student loan bills. I was still slowly losing money out of my savings. By the time my unemployment ran out, I was lucky to get a job at Michaels, one of the arts and crafts stores in the area. Things looked ok, if not great, again.
Except now, ever since the store manager got replaced with a different one, all the part time workers' hours are getting shuffled around funny, or cut. Like mine.
My hours are shit.
I plan to talk to the store manager today to see what's going on, because I can't keep up payments at this rate. I may even need to finally see if I can talk to someone at the student loan agency to see about lowering my payments or stopping them for awhile (my loan has a few terms attached that make doing that a little tricky; I won't go into the why of it, but I would've reduced it sooner if not for that)
My dad's been getting social security payments since he retired, but that money doesn't cover everything, so he started driving with Uber last year. It was never much, but it helped keep us afloat enough.
Except someone rear ended his car yesterday. It's not the first damage his car has taken this year either. There's some kind of bad luck going on there...
The car drives fine, all the lights work. But it looks. Bad. Can't drive with Uber with that. The other person who hit him is responsible, so their insurance should pay for it. But there's the matter of needing to get an estimate, which does cost.
And now I find out the cable bill hasn't been paid yet. That's the house phone, tv, and the internet. It's about $190 a month.
My father can't pay it. I can't pay it. We're not sure how it's going to get paid.
I posted about [url=http://www.endlessforest.org/community/commissions-2]commissions[/u], which I'm hoping will get a few bites of interest. But looks like that might go the way it did last time I tried. So I'm scrambling to try to figure out somewhere else I could apply to work and hope I get called back. I was lucky Michaels did. No other place did. No one was really hiring at the time.
So many people around here are falling into problems, I don't expect to get any help. I just needed to get that out of my system and update anyone who's curious what's up with me about what's been gong on lately.
SO HOW'S LIFE FOR EVERYONE ELSE? 8D
damn girl, really sorry all
I've been in the same boat for awhile, I've just failed so spectacularly that I'm reluctant to tell the whole story because wow, how could so many things go wrong so fast |D
It's just such a shitty spot to be in, and it makes me so angry when it happens to people, it really shouldn't be this hard, but it is.
I can't do much for you other than say hey I'm here if you need to vent or whatever (I feel you on commissions, I tried last fall and I got a resounding nothin out of it lol), I can promote the hell of you though, since all my money has to go to food and my cats haha
Also, my student loans are awful as well, and I don't know if this will help at all, but this is the program I entered into and it's made it a lot more bearable: https://www.nelnet.com/income-driven-repayment-plans
they've been nothing but helpful and supportive and it's saved my ass something fierce lol, I don't know if it's something you'd like to look into or if you're already on something like it, just thought I'd share it just in case~
sorry I can't do more <3
You , really , have no luck ,
You were and are in my thoughts ,even we don't see us so much anymore !
Miss you really much !
Sending you lots of positive vibes and hugs .
Pegaaaaaaaaa *frantically
Are there any temp agencies in your area? They can be great at finding work fast, and by that I mean that the longest time I've had between jobs has been the weekend. They also tend to find jobs that have openings that are so urgent to fill that they'll bring in anybody who is willing enough to learn. I have a background mostly in dogsitting and tech/QA support but I've done medical data entry, lots of different filing projects, logistic planning, coordination, and analysis, communications coordination, and now I'm an HR assistant doing a whole ton of on-boarding shenanigans.
(Also thank you for the reminder, I wanted to hit you up on your commissions page..)
Godspeed, Pega ;; We're here for you!
Eh it's been rough here, too,
hopefully everything will sort itself out
nice to hear from you though
And there I go tearing up
Cato: No, it's cool. I know a lot of people are basically getting hell from life right now. I appreciate having people to listen. ♥ I did get some advice earlier from another friend similar to what you're suggesting regarding student loans. It would be great to get those out of the way, cuz then I could start helping with bills again and maybe actually have saving instead of shoving all my money into that pit. 8|
The good news is, I talked to the store manager at my job, and he's apparently only heard good things about me. It's just that there's basically a budget on how many hours they can give out, and this is the time of year when business slows down. Yay for part time?
Flyleaf: Dude, you are way too nice, you know that? ;; ♥
And you're gonna get art anyway whether you want it or not. >8|
Fish: We do have Lyft, annnnnd my dad didn't like trying them out. |D They and Uber have this thing you can do called "pool driving" or something. For Uber, it's called Uber Pool. You basically take on more than one trip at once if two or more riders are going the same way. It's a way for riders to save money. Uber has this voluntarily, but Lyft just puts you in that program without any option. Plus other things about Lyft aren't quite as great, such as how much they pay you reimburse tolls you might be charged, etc.
I forgot all about temp agencies. That could be an idea, yes. My only problem is, I have no car of my own to drive, so my father currently drives me to work, or, when I can afford it, I use Uber. Right now, I'd rather walk the almost-hour it would probably take to get to my current job than pay for that. |D Unless I find something else that's worth it. I do have ideas of what to do, but thanks for reminding me that that's an option. =B
Paz/Amary: Yea, I've been reluctant to talk about problems going on myself. It's been shaky here for awhile now as you can see.
Hope things improve for you too. Too much crap going on for everyone I know it seems. B(
Ahh, fair enough! I don't
The only reason I'm able to use this particular temp agency despite not having a car is because I live relatively close to Seattle where all of the jobs they find for me are located and my transit options are pretty nice UNLESS THEY MAKE ME GO SOMEWHERE WEIRD IN SEATTLE UGH. There's another agency I signed up with on accident but they find jobs more south of Seattle and more to the East which I can travel to, but I'm not willing to spend 4+ hours commuting every day 8') Everybody's situation and areas are different. Sorry if I seemed like I assumed you had access to the same things as me!
Still wishing you the best of luck! Hope your weekend was nicer~
Yea, definitely feeling more
BLOG POST I guess I should
I guess I should give an update related to the vent I did last month? ='D
Dad's car is only NOW finally getting fixed. That crap dragged out so much. Insurance companies suck. 8| But on the bright side, the adjuster for the other guy's insurance decided on an amount that was less than the value of the car, so my dad did get a check from the company to get the car fixed. And a friend of his knows a guy who can fix it for a lower amount. It just might take awhile, but it's better than not being able to afford it.
In other news, I talked to my student loan "handler" (whatever you call the company you pay off student loans through), and they gave me a form I could use to apply for a temporary lowered repayment plan. Not ideal, but after debating for awhile, I filled it out, faxed it to them, and got a response a few weeks later. My payments are reduced for two years, and then they'll go up a bit compared to what I was paying. Expected since it was explained on the form, but not as bad as I thought it might be.
So, basically, you could say we're doing ok. Not perfect, still could be better here, but ok.
Also I just made the cutoff date for the yearly review at my job, and it was only good things. ='D That makes me happy. Got a small raise too.
And while I'm here, I might as well share this.
The Ranger by Pegasicorn on DeviantArt
Some friends and I are doing the Dungeons and Dragons thing. \o/
Or will soon. When I finish fleshing things out. Because I volunteered to Dungeon Master. Even though I want to play too, and that up there is my member of the odd party we'll have. (A Tiefling bard, a half-elf rogue, another Tiefling but sorcerer, and my human ranger.)
THIS WILL EITHER GO FANTASTICALLY, OR GO DOWN IN FLAMES. EITHER WAY, IT SHOULD (hopefully) BE EPIC. 8D
\o/ glad things are starting
hopefully it'll keep up with that for the time being, no more stress @-@
also have fun with the DnD, sounds like it'll be a lot of fun c: I'm usually always a fan of a party that has a bard on it, they're so fun XD
I've always wanted to try some tabletop rpgs but none of my friends have the slightest interest, and the one that does is all the way across the country...I'm also too scared to hook up with a bunch of strangers on Roll20 :c lol
It's nice having some
If Critical Role has taught people anything, it's don't underestimate the bard. USE THEM CHARISMA SKILLS cuz my guy has none 8D (-1 modifier on purpose for the winfail)
And funny you should say across the country. The friends in questions are all ones I know online so we're gonna be attempting Roll20 or a mix of that and Discord. 8D Even have a dice-rolling bot in our group channel.
haha that's the ONE rpg show
I started stumbling onto some on my on and that's the only one my non DnD-interested friends ever heard of so the started over-recommending it to me lol
BUT I have encountered many other bards that embodied the same thing and it's great. Bless bards lol
and that sounds cool~ maybe one day I'll be brave enough to group up with strangers on Roll20, with my recent track record of attracting asshole-crazy though I'm not ready to try my luck |D
It's the only one I DO watch.
I'm both terrified and excited as hell for when I finally start DMing my own game. Gonna be so much talking to myself though. 8'D Even without me playing a party member too. I'll just have to think of it as verbal story-writing.
My friends are all those I made through TEF (though they no longer or very rarely play now), but I'm not sure you actually know them. ='D
Yeah Matt Mercer is really
And yeah DM'ing can be a challenge, I've helped my one friend set up a campaign before, but that wasn't even the performance part. It's definitely a skill you have to hone, but if you've got a good set of players they'll support you and help you out...and maybe occasionally give you a hard time because they need to keep you on your toes lol
There's an off chance I might vaguely know one or 2 depending when they were here XDD But sounds like you've got a good group going and you're gonna do fine C:
Ahh, yea, I get ya. I'm kind
There is a chance you know of at least one of them since they were around for awhile. I could just list their TEF usernames. \o/ Ourania, Skitties, Haru.
I've taken on the title of "Damage Management", cuz let's face it, that's what "DM" really stands for. B|
Sadly i am not really a gamer
I would love to play other games with tef people .
Send Ourania lots of hugs ...i haven't seen her a loooong time !!
Haha that's how I am with the
Actually I think I might kinda remember Ourania and Haru, I don't think we ever interacted, but like a lot of peeps here I see y'all in passing haha
omg, I need to remember Damage Management, that's perfect
@Flyleaf: Hey, nothing wrong
Sent hugs Oura's way for you. =]
@Cato: I'm glad Oura's into CR too, so we both flail about it together whenever something happens. ='D But it would drive me mad if no one was into it.
It was either that or a much worse word that starts with "dumb". That one wasn't my idea either. ='D
Lol that's why I'm glad my
I did actually have CR spoiled a bit for me with its most recent event, so even though I've had the playlist bookmarked I have to wait a bit until I forget the spolier a little haha
Don't look at untagged fanart lesson learned @-@ "oh hey that looks neat and dramatic what a pretty original piece-oh...oh that was for Critical Role. Oh that was a spoiler. A big one. hoo boy."
Ahhh damn, that sucks. |D I
My best irl friend is the same way with me actually. Even though she's not into this stuff, she puts up with me talking about it. ='D I try not to overdo it. Heck, even after my deer obsession started from TEF, she started texting me deer-related images and things she'd find.
Glad to hear things are
IoRez! Long time no see!
Yea, not perfect here, but definitely better than before. =]