May 22, 2011 - 7:40pm — Rutilus
...more like talking to myself.
Taliene.
You've always been flat to me. Especially in the beginning. I know you're not flat, but it's been so hard to portray that when you're so peaceful, so motherly, so sensitive - so stereotypical if not written properly. There were other sides to you, of course. You like to think of yourself as selfless, but we all know you're not. You're selfish. You want to cling to things. And you wallow in self-pity from time to time. Lately, it's been easier to portray you, but that's because you've turned...bitter. Dismal. Dark. I'm better at writing dark sides of characters rather than your old, calm self. And as boring as you can be, you still mean a lot to me.
Rutilus
Ah, Rut. Rut, Rut, Rut. What character could compare? You're my ultimate favourite of any character I've ever made. You started off as this ridiculously flirtatious, happy-go-lucky idiot, and then you...transformed. Became the guy you are now. Protective. Rough, but with that insanely sweet side. Still a flirt, but playfully. Not a heartbreaker, like everyone thought you were. Still sarcastic. And your darker sides - my God, those are fun. Ever-conflicting; you're optimistic, you're pessimistic. You get the blues and then you're right back up again. Your insane moodswings, your tendency to lash out...I love writing you, Rut. Always have. And you come insanely easily to me. The fact that you have more female friends than male friends makes me smile - you're so incredibly defensive of them. Are you ever going to kiss Tuna? Probably not. You're smarter now. Sometimes. And yet you have such stupid, oblivious moments. Idiot. Don't land yourself in hospital again, and we're going to get along just fiiine.
Jared
Oh, Jared. Even from the beginning I barely ever played you! Always so timid, so shy, so boring. You and Taliene fitted together like that. And yet I could never get rid of you, no matter how hard I tried. You caused me some bloody grief, I can tell you that. Funny, what you've turned into - of course you're still shy, but you're not...terrified anymore. You can approach groups and you can laugh and run around now. Remember the Rut? Good times, eh, you little cross-dresser? You want to get out and see the world now. Done with fixing cars and computers for a living. You want to travel and that's fine by me - but you'll have to get past Taliene first. She's not going to be pleased.
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Well, that was fun.
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Was fun to read too! =P
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It's wonderful.
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
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Not at all. Thank you for
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet