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/puts band-aid on hand

ugh that blows. :c hope you get that jumpdrive and your licensee back!


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didn't realize I'd posted last /crai

Wow, hope things get better for you soon. ._.

On another note, it's good to see you around here again. :'D

Aww good luck! Shame you'll miss the rut, but that's okay! Sounds like you have a busy time ahead of you, which is a good thing in it's own way.

It was good to see you. :3 I was surprised to see Crucio. ^^<3

Good luck with your upcoming surgery, I'm glad you have your parents to help you right now too. Take care! <3

Sighthoundlady, Flyleaf, <3 <3 <3

Best of luck and a smooth recovery to you ;__; <3

Good luck to thee. B|

Pegasicorn, Snowsauria, Thanks you two~<3

Will add you in a second! Skype froze on me. Trying to shut it down so I can restart it.

Edit,
Skype's fighting me. >:I Still working on adding you. :/

Thanks, Kaoori. ^^<3

♥ Good luck, you.

Aww ;; hope the surgery goes well and that you recover quickly ♥ best of luck.

Aww, poor girl. Thanks for the update Ivi <3 Feel better soon Gus ;^;

Aww, I definitely understand how you feel. I hope you start feeling better soon. Get rest and don't push yourself too hard! <3

Fincayra,
I know you would/will. <3 Though I'd probably wait if you'd only be renewing it to play with me. As I'm not sure how long I'll be with internet at this point. But I look forward to playing with you when we get the chance to!

Hey! Haven't seen you in ages! <3 <3 <3

Sorry to hear you have to get surgery too. :/ What are you getting done? If you don't mind my asking.
And I guess it's not so much 'scary' for me as it is me just dreading it. (Though I have mild anxiety attacks the night before because I tend to numb myself to it until then.) Truthfully the worse part for me is the IVs (I'm a hard stick and so they poke me a billion times and I bruise up badly) and the pain meds. Besides having a hard time swallowing pills (I literally choke them down by forcing myself to take them) I don't do well with them. I avoid taking meds when I can so when I HAVE to take them I have no tolerance for them and they affect me strongly. I also don't like "going under" as I have issues with the thought of not being able to wake up. Though I guess I'm at the point of getting use to it as every few years it's something else they need to knock me out for. :/ In other words I'm just one big baby. XD I do better with pain then I do with the listed above.

Ew, yah that doesn't sound fun. Luckily I've never had much done to my mouth. I only was born with one wisdom tooth and it's never gave me trouble. I've had braces and my jaw "widened" because supposedly my mouth was "too small". But that wasn't surgical. My brother had his wisdom teeth taken out though. They'll probably give you some heavy pain killers which will make you sleep for a couple of days too (on top of the after affects of anesthesia). That's what they did with him. Are you saying the numbness has a low chance of being permanent?

Sounds to me like you have a mild phobia of hospitals. And on top of that stress and anxiety from knowing what needs to be done. Just let the doctors/nurses know that you're feeling that way. If you have good staff they'll be understanding. And if it starts to become overwhelming you might want to see about medication to help with it. I have very "mild" anxiety. I call it that because I can pretty much manage my attacks. But if it starts overpowering you yah might want to get a bit of extra help.

Before surgery isn't so bad. The worse part is just the waiting. Though even if they have you all set up don't be afraid to say you have to go to the bathroom. Because it is a bit harder to go right after surgery and still in/out of anesthesia. So go while you can and it's easy. XD
After surgery it's annoying because you're coming out of anesthesia and can't really 'stay awake'. You'll be having someone help you get where ever. To the car if you're going straight home after. From there you'll be in and out of sleep a lot. I was kinda bad getting on the computer that night and the day after my hand surgery. With my knees I guess they put me in a deeper sleep / stronger stuff because I was out a lot more and longer for a few days.

If you have any questions feel free to ask me or if you want to just talk about how you're feeling you are more then welcome to talk to me. <3 Like I said I've never had my mouth done so I don't know the details there but I'll help where I can. ^^

I can understand that. Because I don't like getting upset in front of anyone myself. Which when I do I get even more upset. lol At the same time though even though I try and smother it I get annoyed when people don't understand I'm upset when I have it buried and wont give me some space. Maybe we're both just crazy. : P Haha

Well, I'm glad I could help you feel better. : )
And you're lucky. I'll go then have to go again an hour later. >:I
Also don't be surprised if you feel a little nauseous because of the anesthesia. It affects me that way. If you're feeling a bit sick after - once you get home have someone help you put a pillow under your legs to help elevate them a bit. It really does help. Most people don't get sick from it though so you might not get that affect.

You're welcome to add me to Skype too if you want/need to talk.

I used to play Wow before Mists and Cataclysm , But since I moved out of my folks house my dad kind took over all my characters and has the account to him self. >: I'd love to play again. Maybe I'll have to some time. I'm currently into Guildwars 2 because of the lack of subscription fee. one time pay for an mmo is kinda nice ;; Maybe sometime when My job is more stead and I finally have a gaming rig built I might get me WoW again. But hey If you ever get into guildwars 2 I'd tottally play with ya XD Good luck with the hand though doesnt sound very fun >:

;w; I've had it for a good While.I'm just using it as my main blogger account i've swapped so many names, but I quite like this one. Got this picto from Kitrako a while ago. I know there is one that belonged to Qaud's Blixt that has recently swapped hands. But this pictos been Abigale picto for about.. i think a year now ^^

I used to be on clockworkc , and before the Leveled. But yes the hat pictos are my favorite ;w; ♥

Agreeing with everything you wrote. Well put. Don't see why this was blown up to such epic proportions in the first place; Thrage was entitled to his own opinions. What's regrettable is the fact he was in a position of responsibility where such a controversial mindset would earn him serious backlash.

Adding that I am bisexual, or at the very least bicurious. That said, I would not date a Transgender, but does that mean I hate them? Absolutely not. It is my own preference, just as Thrage stated his own, albeit my admittance is far less crude. I prefer men because they're who I feel the most comfortable dating, but I can't deny I've glanced at women I find attractive and I've fantasized being with one. There are even some hot androgynous/Transgendered people. But because of my personal beliefs, I will only ever date men - it's my choice despite my feelings of attraction to women, as well. That's just who I am and I'm not afraid to state my preferences and who I will and won't date. Whether they'll admit it or not, everyone has standards and I think the majority don't want to lay that open for fear of offending someone, or they just want to be assholes pretending to 'defend' the LGBT community.

Sorry to hear you have to leave again, hopefully this means your hand is much better though. Take care and I hope we'll be seeing you soon again. <3

;_; no
*grabbyhands*

Glad you're doing well <3