BONDS
Family
Herla (Beloved, partner)Herla is Gehirn's chosen partner, after many relationships and failures on the Irish' part. They started out quite simply as friends, Gehirn having a partner thus anything further simply was not on their mind. And that was fine, for the longest time.
Over time, with his mate missing and his feelings for her fading, Gehirn's feelings towards Herla started to change. Realising he might yet again fall for another doe whilst mated, Gehirn broke up the relationship with his ex before starting anything with Herla. He wanted to be absolutely sure this time.
A time of self-exploration and no-promises started, still Herla sticked loyally to his side.
Their partnership was fluent and unforced. Never was there the moment the one asked the other to be their mate, no date to be celebrated every year.
Herla brings out the more carefree and happy side of Gehirn, as well as his insecurity's and protectiveness. His biggest fear is for harm to come to her or their children.
Gehirn adores Herla in every way, even if she keeps getting lost trying to find him. They got officially married in India.
Verve (First born daughter)Verve is Gehirn's first daughter, and his and Trees' child. Being a large fawn at birth, Verve easily survived winter and became a healthy, tall doe. She is a source of worry for Gehirn, as well as one of comfort. Having raised a daughter to be headstrong, individualistic and intelligent, Gehirn believes life can't really make it more difficult for him. Unless Herla births three girls, then he might contemplate suicide.(I genuinly wrote this before there was even talk of it being triplets. Poor guy)
Verve's view on life is quite different from his own, especially after her long trip to the savannah's outside the forest. Tries to respect her views, as long as she respects his. Close.
Johan (Son of him and Herla)A bit of a headstrong fellow, not unlike his mother Gehirn likes to think. The buck is often found in less-than-likeable company, monsters, predator's, other possible Johan-eaters. Those seem to be his favourites. Really, the buck has aged Gehirn by at least ten years. Gehirn fears Johan's judgement, and really wishes he'd try to hang out with bucks and does his age. And species, preferably. Has tried in the past to accept Johan's different choices in company, but after having to drag him out of trouble multiple times Gehirn has sort of given up. Very tired of the disrespect from the buck towards him and Herla, and very worried about the future.(Keeping that here for history's sake)
With the buck aging, he and his father got more onto one line. Events taught Johan what his parents really were so worried about, and a lot of his naïvety seems to have evolved in a more mature sense of self. Aware he seems interested in Herla's midwife-job, and there has been talk of Johan being taught the ins and outs of it. Perhaps any other father would've worried that made him seem too feminine. Thinks that's a bullshit mindset and is very proud of his son taking interest in such a proud job. Still really terrified of childbirth himself, so can't really help the buck there. Teaches him how to handle obnoxious deer though, how to defend himself and others if needed. Sees more and more of his own protective tendency in Johan.
Leto (Son of him and Herla)Much calmer than his brother, Leto gives the parents a lot less stress. Soft spoken and reliable, Leto doesn't seem to cause Gehirn as many gray hairs as his twin brothers. Human faced and bigger in size, Leto has a lot of the looks from his father. Which of course, pleases Gehirn. Especially seeing his nose being continued. Where would we be without.
Can see a lot of himself and Herla in the buck, he seems to take on other parts of both parents than his brother. Leto a lot more aloof like his father, yet as gentle as his mother. Watches him in amusement as he tries to keep groups of deer together, especially family.
Vasana (Daughter of him and Herla)Loud, energetic, likely trouble at a later age. Vasana reminds him a lot of himself in her rowdy behaivor. Very fond of her. The only one born pretty much healthy. Pretty aware she's large, wonders if she'll be competing with him and Verve for largest-family member. Really hoping she doesn't win. For her sake. Verve's ridicoulously tall, but don't tell her that.
Indira (Daughter of him and Herla)Born second, a very white, sickish little girl. Had some trouble recognising himself and Herla in her, since neither of them are white of fur. Figures there's likely a pale ancestor around, and is kind of curious of who's side that'd be on. Likely not his. Protective about the girl, dotes on her whenever he can. She has improved a lot on her walking, pretty hopeful about her future.
Neela (Daughter of him and Herla)The youngest, born close to dying in a sense. Extremely stressed at first if she'd make it, but Neela pulled through. Yet never uttered a word. As soon as she recovered a bit after their india-trip, he got to see who Neela really is. A tiny pest. Had a lot of trouble keeping her in-check and chasing her all over the forest. A bit worried at times they'll go through the same with her as they have with Johan. Has slowly been making process though, getting better at communicating with the mute girl. Especially now she can talk. Silently amused by her rowdy behaivor, even with a gentle mother as Herla it seems most his children can't help but take on him a little.
Ciel (Like a son, adoptive)The young stag had him quite concerned, even annoyed in the past. Always bringing Herla into trouble. The boy seemed to resurrect as a fawn once more, and had lost his memory. Very skeptical about this in the beginning, though it became clear Herla wanted to do everything in her power to make this second chance work. Decided to set his worries aside, and helped her out where he could.
Quickly became attatched to the young boy anyway, taking care of him as if one of his own together with Herla. Trusts the stag, he is a tremendous help to him and Herla in protecting and taking care of the children. Doesn't always sit on one line with him, and butts heads fairly often, but only because Gehirn doesn't let him sit on his ass moping.
Sonne (Son of him and Trees)Lost contact with. Never had much of contact with him to begin with, as his mother decided to raise him with a herd of wolves outside of the forest.
Close friends
Virgil (Beloved, source of conflict. †)An important, close relationship that held strongly for years.
The stag harboured many conflicts throughout their relationship, though continuously returned to one another. Loved the stag dearly, though became aware far too late they only ended up hurting eachother. Virgil passed away from old age after travelling outside of the forest through a broken portal. Recieved a tine upon his passing, though buried it a few weeks after.
Ravenflight (Beloved)When Ravenflight and Gehirn met, both were quite a lot younger. For years the two would meet on-and-off, getting into trouble and causing mischief. Making it into the newspaper with their drunken endeavours.
Ravenflight became a love interest for Gehirn, though he never voiced it. He watched as she ran off with another stag, who, in his eyes, was not worthy of her at all. Of course he was right, but things were too late then. And likely for the best. Both stubborn, headstrong and powerfully opinionated deer, Gehirn and Ravenflight would've made for a very clashy pair. Being friends suits Gehirn just fine, as he looks out for her constantly. The two fought by eachothers side, helped eachother through the deaths of beloveds, and saved eachothers lives.
Poltergeist (Close friend †)Even though his nature was completely opposite to the calm and loving Poltergeist, the two found a lot of rest in eachothers company. At times, the doe seemed wiser than the older stag.
As Trees adopted Poltergeist as her daughter, Gehirn never adopted Poltergeist as his own. Perhaps because he and Trees were not together back then, or because he knew Polts actual mother.
It seemed her death took a big toll on the stag, as Poltergeist died giving birth. Ever since, he has feared for pregnant does their lives, and seems extra protective about them.
EphiréGehirn was never too sure what to think of the quiet, reserved stag called Ephiré. Always unsure of other stags, especially those his size, it took him quite a while before he knew what to make of this one. Opposite to him, Ephiré is collected and calm, and has such an effect in turn on Gehirn. Got to know his more silly side too, and is ever so proud when he gets Ephiré to goof off or to behave a little less reserved. Ephiré could be considered Gehirn's closest male-friend right now, which is quite an achievement in Gehirn's eyes. Finds the stag has suprisingly soft lips.
Charges
Sterre (Charge/adoptive daughter)Since Gehirn used to be close to the does mother, he feels like it is up to him to support Sterre further on in her life. Has unfortunately not been able to see much of her previously, now hopes to change that. Finds her cheerfull attitude refreshing, likes to hang out with her. Keeps her close, even after her breakup with Ciel. Does not see how that should change his feelings towards her at all.
KaikiasAnother buck Gehirn has kept an eye on from the age of fawn. Gehirn is always very surprised by how much Kaikias knows from just actions, and not words. The young buck always being very helpful in protecting the group.
Proud of him, glad to be in his company and proud to regard him as one of his charges. Missing
CaerFound her as a young fawn together with Herla, and soon became a constant presence in their life. Watched her grow up into a young doe. Protective about her, looks out for her. Sees her less these days though, regrets that. Missing
ShoUnaware of his parents as they met, Gehirn quickly took the youngin under his wing whenever possible. Watched him grow into a stag as well, where he went his own way. The buck now seems hesistant upon joining Gehirn and his family, finds this a bit bothersome. Doesn't want to push him, but heck Sho! How difficult can it be! Seems the stag has forgotten about him and Herla. Has pretty much given up on him.
WaarhijdBeing his adoptive daughter in the past, Gehirn never could really set aside his fatherly feelings for her. Even though their relationship turned cold after he was tired of her irresponsibility, they were able to sort out their issues later on. Protects her whenever she needs it, and enjoys their conversations. Missing.
Friends
Isiel (Friendly acquaintance)Met through Herla, still somewhat new in the relationship but likes the doe's temper and general atmosphere. Somewhat hopes to get to know her better, seems like a sane one. Enjoys talking to her.
Ramsus (Errr)Difficult to describe. Ramsus started out as just another creep creeping on Herla, sold him a smack and a warning. It was free.
Only got more annoyed as he seemed to constantly need to stick his nose into his family's business. Johan already seeing him as a good friend and now even Herla started to have doubts. Grumble. They had the same goals and enemies though, so some form of alliance was born.
Doesn't see the stag as a danger anymore, even sort of enjoys his company. Finds him really difficult though. Has tried to see him in a more positive light, but can't get around the stag's general angry disposition.
JulietGehirn has always enjoyed the young doe’s company and playfulness, but also realizes she is Jack’s charge. Not getting along with the white stag at all, Gehirn keeps his distance from Juliet when he is about. Tends not to go to her, but wait for her to come to him. Their relationship has no pressure, enjoys her silent company. Missing
IaurdagnireHolds deep respect for the great stag named Iaurdagnire. Met him as a friend of Virgil's, and was greatly impressed. He does not fully understand what the blue stag goes through every season, but he tries his best to.
Learned of what seems to be the giant’s death, very confused but deeply concerned. Knows he is close to Ravenflight as well. Fought for his return together with many others. Likes to bother him, a good addition to "man-time".
DajhiDajhi is a doe that quickly grew to become a close friend of Gehirn. He loves to talk to her, tell her about his experiences in life. Ever since Dajhi got pregnant by her mate, Gehirn has been very protective about the doe, trying to help her wherever he can. He finds her to be a very sweet, calm doe whom often reminds him of Poltergeist. Missing.
Gustiro (Eeh?)Quite confused about this one, even though trying to help out the stag in the past to get over his own dislike.
Can at times not help but feel sorry for the stag. Thinks he's a big dork that gets into trouble too often and hangs out with a bad crowd. Missing.
Eraline (Acquaintance †)Never got to know her too well, saw parts of her stubbornness as well as her playful nature. Was mated to Ciel. Passed away.
Disliked
Djinn(Dislike)A young doe Gehirn has known since she was a fawn. Has grown protective about her and likes to keep her company. Likes to cheer her up. Finds she has a bad self esteem for the pretty doe she is.
Has once more taken her under his wing as she had a violent break up with her mate so to say.
Quite confused by her insisting on being with this stag anyway, after the abuse she suffered from him. Had to learn Herla had picked her as godmother of their children without being involved, does not blame Djinn for this but seems to have issues with the choice.
Again somewhat hit-in-the-face by her later, being let out of the decisions about her children their godparents entirely. Upset about this, has never recieved word of it afterwards either. Seems the doe is just assuming he is okay if he is quiet. Feeling cold towards her, as he gets the feeling he doesn't matter anyway.
AuroraGrew close to the doe suprisingly quick. Both are chatterboxes, though she thinks about life quite differently. They have an interesting time compairing philosophy's, but never clashing. Agreeing to disagree, Gehirn and Aurora find easy company in eachother. He likes to tease her, of course, and in a sense their relationship could be described as brother and sister.
Promised her times ago that he'd assist against fighting her demons. Apparantly unaware this could involve nearly killing his own daughter, sending Gehirn's mind down in a spiral of confusion and not knowing who to blame. Lost it when he figured Aurora didn't actually care about the wellbeing of his daughter(in his eyes), and chased her off. His hate and blame towards her only growing when it turned out his mate had been burdened with the choice to either let Verve die or give Aurora some torture-gem. Blames the doe for the state his family is in, with his mate pregnant and ill, and his daughter scarred over completely. Terrified this isn't the end of it, and by now no longer above killing the doe to end it all and give her demons their way. In the end threatened to kill her if she would ever come near his family again, effectively breaking up their bond. His family no longer at risk, her demon no longer having a target. Feels this is safest.
VaslaDefended Waarhijd against him. Doesn't know him otherwise, but initiually a dislike. Will protect anyone close to him from this figure.
Has lately heard the stag has been seen spying on Herla, and recently pulled Ciel away from a fight with him. Wary of.
RutilusUsed to be pretty close to the stag, having a lot of fun with him and Virgil. Their relationship turned colder when Gehirn split from his sister Taliene, but nevertheless they seemed to be able to resolve their issue.
Though during a disagreement with an overreactive Gehirn, Rutilus turned to Virgil in a rather suggestive way to anger Gehirn, and successfully. Gehirn’s stomach seems to turn whenever he spies the golden stag now, afraid he’d turn onto his other friends next when disagreeing with the irish.
Has come to dislike the stag after more disagreements and wordful bashes. Gone.
SorogThe first time the two met, Gehirn had attempted to perhaps learn to know this stag. No avail, the stag was stubborn and it became clear to Gehirn he only held interest in Herla. He warned him from the start not to hurt her, where the reddish stag got furious. In the end, it seemed Gehirn turned out to be right about this stag. Gehirn is not going to be up for second chances easily. Gone.
NightmareBarely had any confrontations with the stag, but by now knows better than to trust him. Despised for his low attacks on Herla. Seems gone.
SiannaHaving to defend Herla quite a few times against the doe, and having heard one too many stories, Gehirn does not tolerate the aggressive figure around those he cares about. He may also react very negatively to anyone who chooses to hang out with her, not understanding why anyone would like someone with such agressive tendencies. Does not keep in mind they may not know.
WalterNot likely to ever forgive the old stag for his random rampage against Ravenflight and himself. Has not come to terms with the stag and likely never will.
Sees him as a rapist, abuser and child-murderer.
Please keep in mind Gehirn has been an active character for over five years, which means some bonds will eventually dwindle if there is no interaction. This is nothing personal towards you as a person! If I forget someone though, feel free to tell me.
Poor Gehirn.. he's going
Poor Gehirn... It's very
"I am sorry.", the Bison said
"He will live on."
Poor Gehirn. ;_; Zach didn't
Zach didn't say anything to him today, wanting to give Gehirn some privacy in a sense. The loss is too fresh for them all, but if Gehirn feels like talking to Zach at any point, feel free. I'm sure we won't mind.
Thanks for the comments guys
Ah it's alright Silver. I doubt Geh would've said much, but the offer is nice
Ah, cruddy wifi, so very
Driving home now though, so goodnight. <3
My doe came across Gehirn
Oh hello! I have to admit I
I have to say I bolted when I
Haha aww! The strangers did
He scares you? XD Well I suppose it's a compliment, in a way. He's not that bad, though, he just takes a while longer to get comfortable around others.
I guess that is why I did not
In a way, yes. Even I'm not sure quite what I meant by that. x3
And if you would like to, I think it would be nice if my deer could begin to take those first steps towards becoming more comfortable around him? If it's okay with you that is~
Would you like to roleplay sometime, if you aren't busy?
That's alright! I suppose he
I have no problem with roleplays, they may not go superfast but alright. I do prefer in-forest interaction, that also gives Gehirn a chance to reply naturally. That may at the moment, CERTAINLY at the moment mean he won't be positive. But there's always a difference between deer who run up to him or deer who give him space XD
It's nice to see Gehirn
I apologize for the late
Speaking of that, poor Gehirn! All those fawns and deer were crowding around him, and he looked like he didn't like it much. The fawns are so bold these days! xD;;
Congratulatons on his twins, though. Desi was present for the birth, and still is laying around somewhere by the glade... I hope she isn't being a bother. c:
Way to go, Gehirn! What an
Wait, tell me if I'm
Gehirn: "Maaaaaaaybe~" PS.
PS. Herla may have pictures.
Oh dear..
B]
"Hey, hey, Gehirn!" a small
An ear flicked lazily at the
Suddenly the doe was jumping in front of him, and the giant got up in response, trying to get a good look at her. "Quadda?" Seemed she had grown quite a bit, but surely that expression and those eyes had not changed one bit. "Aah! Alright, I hear you!" The stag laughed after she had yelled in his ear. "Well, you've been away for a while. Doesn't seem it did you any harm." He smiled at her playful antics. "Well, you woke me up. But you say you have to relax?" He laughed. "That was just what I was doing!"
"Really, sleep and rest is a
"Pfft. It's not that much of
The giant tilted his head slightly at her next comment. "Mountain?" He looked around them for a moment to see this mountain she was speaking of, until he realised she likely meant him. Another laugh. "Only the bravest does and stags could get to the top, I think." The stag winked at her, before he folded his knees under his chest and lowering his large body to the ground. However gentle he always tried to do that, he'd always come down with a loud thud. "Have you been travelling Quadda?" Gehirn asks curiously.
*Whistle*
"Yes," she said, slowly
The dark stag listened to the
"You're welcome to ask if you need help, though, do remember that." He didn't have any problem assisting the young doe would she need him.
"Oh, help? Well... I think I
He laughed. "Alright, well, I
"You're not bothering me. I understand what you meant. I left my home because there was nothing left for me, and I came here. It took me very long before I called the Endless forest home, but as long as you give yourself the chance of starting over I'm sure you will find your place here too." The meadow she came from didn't sound like such a suitable place, actually. "Do you like it here better than in the Meadow?" He asked, looking at the doe curiously.
"Did you baffled. He killed
"Ah.." He smiled awkwardly.
A shadow? Sounded like a dark place indeed. "Well, if this forest is better, then there's no doubt where your home is, right?" Why choose for a bad place? The stag stretched his neck for a moment, yawning. "This place isn't so bad.. You're young, you'll find friends so close to you you can call them family." The giant smiled to himself for a moment, his eyes closed.
"Family," she repeated slowly
Now that Isiel has met him. I
Rhhya: He turned his head to
He turned his head to look at the doe, her head in the grasses. "What it's like to have family?" He repeated her question to himself. That was a difficult one. He had never really lived without, had always had his brother even if he newly arrived here. Even if his brother was crazy. Gehirn pondered it for a while. "It makes me feel like I have a purpose. Someone to protect, to love. As much my mate as my children, as the friends I quietly call brother." Gehirn didn't adopt such relationships. That didn't feel right. But some were as important to him as if they could have been a brother or a sister. The names flew through his mind but he would not name them. "I came here pretty much alone as well. You can't pick a family or force anyone to become yours. But you can let things grow. Live, and the rest will follow."
Wake:
Well hi then! XD
Quadda silent. Gehirn was not
"I'm glad." Atleast he made
"I like stories. Talk to be
Aah! I'm super sorry Rhhya,
It's okay, Quadda is just a
I'm sure they can rp some
Perhaps for sure. x) I'll
... I see a Gehirn doe.
He can finally roll on his
o.o I never thought of that.
Huge antlers have their
Quadda emerged from behind
The stag looked at the doe
She stepped back. "I know
"What does the neighbourhood
"That's why I never came for
"It helps not to provoke