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is; -non gender-specific: predominantly male, assumed either -a romantic -a terrible grudge-holder -hazel-eyed -hermapherodidic (functional male/female contents) -pansexual -finds males more physically attractive and females more mentally/emotionally interesting -adapts well to situations -can be vengeful -craves affection and touch -cannot handle stress well; runs off when overwhelmed -rarely dominant, but hardly over-submissive -antlers grow at a constant rate; they do not shed -antlers are light, do not hold up well in combat -slightly taller than a 'TEF deer' -short, fine fur, longer, straight hair over hackles and neck -viciously protective over anyone he considers 'friend' -easily jealous -a poet -more intelligent than he looks -claims twin intertwinned birch trees as 'his' -posessive over the top of the cage in the ruins -variable, playful, stoic, a watcher, calculating, kind -combat strategy is mostly will and movement over power -obsessive nuzzler -has no defined 'set' -sometimes a stalker -claims and makes 'pets' and 'posessions' out of others sometimes |
beliefs; -wordless apologies -simplistic beauty -the meaning of names -loyalty unto death -fighting for others, not self -twin gods -love: all powers of and the strength of those that have |
adores; -does, stags -colors -night-time, snow, fog, sunshine -family, friends, those he loves -orange -playful spars -watching, observing -snuggling -the world -the beauty of the unknown |
abhors; -unnecessary fights -company when not wanted -letting others down -helplessness -rain -large crowds -'sides' in a fight |
fears; -attacks -being lost -defenselessness -losing sight -forgetting -stand-offs -being rushed at -large crowds |
origin; |
i would follow you to battle and die for your cause; Evelys - biological daughter/adores Capulet - biological son/adores Basil - biological father/alike in blood, not mind Miarza - biological mother/honors/respects/loves/unsure Exit - sister/loves/raised her from fawnhood/extremely protective of Jorogumo - sister/respects/adores Ji - niece/loves/playmate Bénézet - nephew/adores/protective of/playmate Flail - sister/loves/protective of Demon - brother/loves/bit of a boycrush Aleumdaun Misang - sister/adores/protective of Jax - brother/loves/ Caden - nephew/protective of/loves Kasmir - niece/loves Hexane - nephew/loves Aamori - niece/loves Euriea - niece/loves Dajhi - loves/doesn't get to see often because of Lucian/good friend Gustiro - unquestioned love/indebted to/a posession of Misaki - adores/posession/his |
i cower in your presence, tremble at your words; Lucian - fears/hates/will run from Cadaver - unreasonably terrified of/avoids at all cost |
forgiveness doesn't always exist; Jade - dislikes/ignores Visil - hates/fears Leviathann - dislikes | there aren't always words for what i worry for; Daikon - unsure Illrose - unsure/dislikes Dinah Moon - unsure/likes Gehirn - acquaintance/likes Saosin - respects/likes Bae - unsure/likes/curious of Sianna - unsure |
...someone told me once that true love only happens twice. the first once is forever... the second is to fill the empty space. i will never find a second. i will never stop willing her home. because i love you more than i ever should. |
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she wanted to go there though >.>
Aww it's okay. ^^
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Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")
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And thank you. ^^
8D You're most certainly
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")
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Yes I do. 8D
Mine is
Definitely tracking this c:
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spirit isn't too much fun just now, i'm multitasking, so she's just sitting. :b
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So this was the stag that was
Good to know. (8
Yes, yes it was. 8D
<3 Good to know, as well.
Had a good time sitting in the rain. It was all cute and whatnot~ x3
Hello there c: *dances*
Haiii~
I thought I had this tracked
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That's a nice bio!
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Surey over thar! --- Violet
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Violet walks in The First Forest. She gazes around the wind's breeze and sees a deer. Like she always does, she respects other deer and bows to it. "H-hello, mighty deer. *looks these antlers* Erm... Uh... Sorry, awmn pleasant day in the forest, isn't it?" says Violet carefully. She doesn't want to be disrespectful.
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Emdeaur flicks his ears
He smiles at the creature's greeting. "Mmm...mighty?" He exhales a small laugh. "Hello, little one...how are you?
He sniffs the smaller creature and smiles.
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Gawwsh...so bad at RPing today. <.> Sorry.
The fawn looks at the deer
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It's okay. I am bad at RPing sometimes too. Like this above ... I am not impressed for it. But nevermind. I like your RP .
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Emdeaur gave a small exhale
He nods like someone older than him would. But...maybe he was older. Perhaps time didn't affect him like it did everyone else. Maybe it was being looked into too carefully.
But the stag nods, a nod full of understanding, and one would have to wonder, 'What else is behind those eyes?', but who would know, then? I doubt even the stag himself did.
Emdeaur stretched and shook out his fur. White, at least for now, but in a place where magic alters your chemistry and antlers, fur, hooves grow constantly, and spells alter the makeup of the body itself...there was no telling what color the stag naturally was.
"I am fine, thank you." He smiles at the fawn. "And what is your name, little one?"
Violet looks at the stag.
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EDIT: About that little saying of Violet's, she misunderstood some things. She understood your deer's first sentence in a little different way.
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Sorry this is so late....>.
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"Ehm...sort of. Some stags...some deer in general...when they have power and can demonstrate it, sometimes they use it the wrong way. Yes, I suppose, like bullying."
Smiling, he returned the fawn's gaze. "Violet. That's a nice name...it's very...delicate. Like an actual flower. It's a very pretty name though."
He thinks about this for a moment. A 'real' name. Did those exist? And if so...did he have one?
"What is this you talk about...a....'real' name. What is that?"
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Lol it's okay. I think she's adorable. xDD
It's okay and thanks
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Violet listened the stag's first two sentences and says: "Ahh, now I get it!" Then she listens the stag's other sentences about her name. She says after a while of thought: "I didn't know... I have named myself. So others can call me... Something, at least. But I am Violet or Rosie because of the 'flower crowns' I wear on my head. Look at this purple flower crown! Violet flowers are my favourite, there is where my name's come from. Like a symbol, I wear it proudly on my head. And thanks... And... And real name, for me, is that what mother names you. Or father. But I don't remember what they called me... It has cleared itself from my memories." Violet looks at the stag, confused.
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He gives an almost..approving nod to the fawn, and then considers what she says about being named by your parents.
"Mmm...my mother." His face turns almost...stern, while thinking. Trying to remember.
"My mother was...young. She was small...and dark brown like...like the earth." He scratches away the sandy top layer of dirt with his hoof, revealing the richer, earthy dirt below.
"I was with my mother...a few days, at most. Maybe fewer. I don't remember. It's all a blend of memories.
...her voice was smooth. Velvety. Warm to your ears.
She called me 'Emdeaur'. She called me lovely. She called me her son.
...and so I was."
He exhales, flicks his ears, and continues with his story.
"One morning I woke up...here. In this forest. Not the place I was born in. My father was with me. Mother wasn't.
To this day, I don't know where she went or why she didn't go with us. I don't know what happened to her.
...father told me not to worry about her. He told me not to think about her, not to let her cross my mind. Of course, I still thought about her. I still worried about her, and I still asked about her. Almost every day.
Father finally grew tired of me asking him things he didn't know. I wasn't aware of it then, but father was...broken. He was blinded by his love leaving. He was unable to see any beauty or any goodness in anything anymore.
..myself included."
Emdeaur looks up from the ground, his face cold and stern. He takes a few deep breaths and casts a more gentle look at the fawn. "I'm sorry. I don't...I don't talk about this much. I don't think I'm even used to my own feelings about it." Forcing a smile, he wraps up his story quickly.
"Father and I aren't close anymore. I don't even remember if we ever were.
...I ran away, once. I tried running back to my mother, away from this forest I was put in...and it didn't work. 'Endless' is quite literally what this forest is. There are no...physical means to escape it.
So instead I tried changing myself. I called myself 'Rain' instead of Emdeaur. It seemed more...natural. It seemed elemental. It seemed real.
I went out to explore what I could, away from my father...
I made friends, I grew, I fell in love.
And then I lost it all again.
So I shed tears, shed my shame, and shed my false name.
...father greeted me coldly, but...not with as much hatred as before.
...
Sometimes I still wonder if there's a way out of here."
His ears pin forward on his skull, and he eyes Violet. "I'm sorry for talking so much...how about I listen, instead?
...what's your story?"
No problem. I have no
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Violet looked at Emdeaur, listening his story quietly. When she was asked for her story. She was surprised at first, then looking at Emdeaur with a I'm sorry look and then lowering ears. "My story.... My story is a sad one. Sadder than yours," Violet said sadly. She sighs and then tells: "I was born away from here. Somewhere definitely outside these lands. My mother and father had their own territory what to protect. Like a deer territory. Times were hard there, and maybe are even now, as hunters... Wolves, sneak around, looking for food everywhere. My days... The first two months there... Were happy. Mom taught me everything I need to know. She told me a story every eve, we made flower crowns together, just for fun at rest times. I ate milk, but mom soon started to teach me over. To grass, pine cones and mushrooms and the like. My father, well, was a full-of-himself stag. He always walked, head up high, those antlers SO big, watching over the territory and every time I asked or talked, I got short and pushing answers. Enough about my father... For me... He looked very honorable, with a secretary bird pelt and real deer mask and BIG zombie antlers! They made me almost run off every time I saw them... My mother, on the other hand, was gentle and caring, beautiful and sweet. She had a real deer mask as well, but dark real deer pelt with fan antlers. Our ancestors had been lived here, in The Endless Forest. So we were like the The Endless Forest deer. One eve, mom told me a wonderful story. About how to enter The Endless Forest itself. Her mom had told her, that if you follow a shallow stream in that forest, see a stone pedestal, Twin God's carve in a rock behind the pedestal and on the side of it, a sharp rock. How to enter it was like this: You put your left hoof on the pedestal, take it off, cut your right anklet with the sharp rock and drop blood on the pedestal and put both hooves on the pedestal, you get into The Forest. The wound eventually disappears, but appearing in The Forest is rather strange. You feel dizzy, like collapsed just from a hit with a log on your head. The pedestal's blood disappears as well, soon enough. Well, my mom visited there every day, as her mother... Could take her somehow back into our forest. So, there is a way to get out, but my mother didn't tell me. It was probably better to her, that if I once get shelter here, I have to stay here. It was there, where my mom got the mask. Soon enough, a pack of wolves have come to our territory. They killed... Killed my father... And we ran... But soon we got surrounded... Mom died... I ran and went to The Endless Forest as my mom told me. That's how I got here. Alone." she told her story. She felt sad, so sad, from recalling the event that had almost killed herself and made lose her parents. Violet fights with tears.
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DEERTH - I'm terribly sorry
Bayleen - Why thank ya~ >w<
I swear I'm like 99.99999%
I can always find this so
I really like how this is set up~ I feel like it conveys a good sense of who Emdeaur is.
Arrow - That cookie..is
Shakurama - < Yeah. I had to.
Anyway. Thank you much~ It was surprisingly easy, seeing that the only thing that's CSS is the background, and the rest of it is just images and tables. xDD Gotta love them tables.
Thanks so much~ ♥
Bump... Have the mind for
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Oh oh oh. Yes. By all means.
I'll edit this in a minute with the reply...
Edit: I apologize so much, Deerth...Muse is giving me a very hard time about this RP. I might be able to think of something later, but I'm a bit lost for words right now. I'm so sorry. >.<
*smears face all over bio and
-missed this somehow-
Hai thar~ Thankoo. ♥
...-cleans up smears with Windex- >.>
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!~I should've tracked this
Haha, it's okay. ♥
Bump because I updated these
It's okay. Take as much as
Take as much as time you need, just I was in a RP mood that day.
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CONGRATS PAPA ♥ That
That was one exciting birth, haha~ Where'd your little girl take off to?
Shaku; LOL. Papa. xDDDD It
It was. It was very exciting. And lol, her player had to go for a while. <83