I feel like such a hypercrite saying that. xD' Talk on MSN or something later?

I think part of it - or a large part actually - is that people are more busy nowadays, so it's difficult to start something interactive like that. Some people also lack motivation or ideas too. Or in some cases, both. Sort of like me. |D
A roleplay blog is a lot like this though. It just needs the right start so people will want to be involved, free time or no. Even with low free time, a roleplay is still possible.

I had fun tonight <3 ... I'm sorry things weren't going so well for you.
I hope you have a better day tomorrow...

You didn't disappoint me at all! And thank you for the evening too, I didn't realize it would go on for so long. I can't get into a habit of staying up late though like tonight (x
I laughed a lot at all the nuzzles... I was trying to hit the button and nuzzle the same time as you as a game teehee.

Yes! Let's do it when Dag is around, she'll probably shout "get a room" or vomit from the cuteness rofl.
But yes, lateness... I'm logging off (: see you next time!

Fincayra...
I am glad you are here
I am glad you was there

...
You are amazing.
Thank you. <3

I think you're amazing.

And the credit for that screenie goes to Ephra, she is incredible. ^^

I was going to comment on the screenie too but I guess I forgot. Its very pretty. :3

Better late than never amirite?

*trackaroni* X3

Love. x3

PFFFFFFFFF.

Of course he is! All the wo/men love him! ;D
*shot'd*

I'm pretty sure there are more people who experience this.

Most of my frustration is Mozart's fault. He is always creeping in my thoughts. It's almost scary sometimes, but I consider it as normal. :x
This bond seems to give me a lot of creative energy though, most of my stuff is influenced by what we both feel nowadays. It doesn't have to be TEF-related.
I yet have to understand how exactly this kind of bond works. (Extension of oneself?)

Sometimes we influence each other too much for my liking..
I'd hate to think I am personally vulnerable in-forest while playing a character. It takes me a lot of effort to actually convince myself I am not upset because of what happened to Mozart. It's like to find out someone just made your best friend sad. Which is probably the main reason I am still very uncomfortable with the concept of plots.

Rambling again. xD'

I think you know how me and my deer are alike D8"" We have a strange connection. I think that comes out best when we have a "disagreement", as I tend to call them. It's when I feel my deer's feelings and mine are out of line, and we get both insecure about how we should feel, and about how to respond. It also comes out when I think I'm doing something "In-character", while it's totally out of the line with how they would respond on their own. It's strange to explain D8
They're all me, I'm all them. If someone hurts them in-forest, I'm hurt myself aswell. I guess not a lot of people understand that, since the general opinion is that deer should be seperate from player. But I can't do that.

NUUUH But yap I get what you mean.~

I know what you mean, VCG. I don't feel this way with any of my other deer, but with Esll I have always let my emotions leak into him at times. He is practically myself in deer form, even if I limit myself to strict roleplaying. But that doesn't mean my feelings can't effect the way I play him on certain days. When he's upset about something, I'm upset too. When he's excited or really into something, I'm just the same way. And I can't seem to sever that connection.

Ever since what happened between him and Bylah, Esll's visits to the Forest have been less frequent. I know I was only roleplaying in that instance, but it still effected me personally. To the point where I feel too ashamed to even enter the Forest for a while. That's an example of how my deer and I share a connection - I feel exactly what he feels, and in this case it's shame.

I do.
It's

I have to be somewhere in twenty minutes, so I can't talk right now. But I'll try to catch you later. <3

Well, I don't know if it makes a difference but I'm ill and annoyed and stuff, slightly dizzy with a throbbing headache. So you're not the only one having a bad day. ...but I got the day off school anyway.

Underneath Robin's updates, it says 9th Match, not March. :B

This is why I think I'm so hypocritical because when the word got out and everything was chaos, I wanted the antlerless to end. But god do I wish we still had the ability to keep them. I guess it wouldn't hurt to ask the gods, but I highly doubt they would let us. Worth a try I guess. It was so beautiful.. ó___o

I'm not being greedy, Seele. I just said it was nice and I'm not expecting M&A to let us have them back anyway.

He's always been one to forgive way too easily. xD
Maybe, maybe not? We love hanging out with Kiyoko and Rokujou.

"Sir, why blame yourself for something that has been happening for a long time now?
It is not a fault of yours, Sir Esll, it would just seem we have an awful lot of bad luck.
Sir... I would like you to continue visiting, from what I have witnessed today, dear Kiyoko appreciates your presence - trusts you.

... Recall what our dear friend Sir Iaurdagnire said last night...?
I alone can not be a great enough fence for her.
It would be an honor for you too to be here to help..."

"She has... another side to her... I dare not ask yet, but it is almost like it is not her, but is.
Ah sir, but if it was not for the help of others when Bylah attacked, we most probably would not have stood a chance! I am very grateful for your interventions.
These wounds are a lie each, I take them because I wish to understand this other side to her, to know if it really is her or some...one else..."

"Come now my friend, perhaps you are seeing this a little too shallow?
She went for me in her other state because I came and let her. I am, in a way, telling her that although I may disobey her Other, I will never harm her even in self defense...
If it became more than I could handle, a hasty retreat would be in order.
! Sir, I would ask that you do retrain yourself if such should occur again. I do not wish to ever have to protect her from you.
Trust in us..."

"Thank you sir, and I do apologize. Fear caused me to over-react again.

I trust you too, my friend."

*Throws a Pancake at* ♥

I love hidemyass.com. But I've also recently found ways to get onto MSN live via MSN site, so all is good!

Talkies laterrrr. <3