I am losing every battle that I fight. Every time, I'm held back by something, unable to stop the horrors that go on around me. I lost her, I lost that fawn, I'm losing everything. I lost him too.

I think I'm going a little insane from it all. I can feel myself falling inwards, away from everybody, everything. It's like some invisible wire was unplugged in my brain. I can't connect, no, not anymore.

I'm frightened by strangers now, after so many have proven their terrible intentions. Is this the way this forest was meant to be? Drenched in blood? I won't be surprised if our forest turns red, red, red as roses. Too much blood.

How have I stood it for this long? How much longer can I stand it? Noelle couldn't stand it. She's left us now, left me here, wondering where she's gone. Feels like this forest is at the edge of a very long drop.

If it goes, I might be dragged down with it.