01/02/2018
Subnautica's got me real good guys. I've been trapped playing it obsessively for days now rip. It's just so much fun... I'm not even doing the story lol I just want to build my perfect base and explore.
There's an option on my Steam profile where friends can request to watch me play. So if anyone's interested, my steam is
this. Don't need to ask beforehand, just go there and request to watch and I'll respond as long as I'm available. Sometimes I'm afk as I look after my aging grandparent a lot these days.
Taking a break from TEF for a bit.
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snapchat is "veeicorn"
I feel really stupid for
oh hi new page
freaking finally first comment ('8
lacie u fkn page stealer A
A track, and Vee, you know where I am if you want to talk. I think sometimes apathy is part of depression; I know yours may be tied in to more. A lot of people nowadays I think are hesitatnt to message others first, or they have anxiety that presents them from doing so, so I can understand.
It's not your fault. That's
I always have trouble talking to people, even friends, and most of my friends are the same way, so it's normal to go for long periods of time without saying much to each other. So while I would like talking to you more, I don't have a problem with that not happening, either. Either way, we're cool. ♥
parrotsnpineapple: You're
Mjrn: Sorry friend, I should have been more clear sob. Sorry if that caused you any anxiety. And congrats on the page grab!
Kaoori: <3 Thanks Kimi. According to a friend who spoke to me earlier, it's more officially called derealization/depersonalization, it's caused from high anxiety, stress, and trauma, and it's a defense mechanism... They had it for years, which is a really unsettling idea for me, that it could go for longer yet... Bleh. I'll just keep aiming to help support people with their anxiety and feeling welcome, if I can.
Amary: Yeah, as said above. I knew I had depression and anxiety, this is just... another thing in addition to it. Sigh. Of course though. You can talk to me, even if I'm not very easy to talk to. I promise that's entirely on my end and you're good. I was happy when Red and Amary hung out not long ago. Maybe we should have our other characters meet too. Starless is rather approachable after initial tentativeness.
Oh, yeah, Amary has met
sending u lots of love in the
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also if u need to talk or want to interact u can always find me on skype aaaa ill keep an eye out for u in the forest
FIRST WORLD TEF PROBLEMS:
you'll see more of me and
Amary: You're right, sorry! I
tigerart27: Been meaning to interact with you and Tig more. Or maybe Jackie or Segin!
Big heart for u.
Draak: LMFAO RIGHT. The thing is Eli doesn't need it for himself. But I do sob. I feel like he's kind of perfect as he is, as a character.
Clare: Hoping so!
Though I do want to clarify: this blog entry isn't so much me moping about not getting enough interactions, it's the fact that despite having said things like that given lots of reassurance and invitation in the past, I haven't reached out despite it all. This is an explanation as to why this is, and why I behave as distant and... disconnected? As I do.
I wanted to get my state of mind out there to prevent people from getting the wrong impressions about me. To prevent anxiety and misunderstanding. I don't want to be the way I am, but this is how it is. I appreciate the support and understanding wholeheartedly.
I just want you to know that
You're never negative to me,
why is ammy so poetic and
rofl just kidding but she pretty much said what i wanted to.
SLKFNDG Yeaaaaaaah Corvus is
corvus also pls stop thinking all the deer you meet will drop dead and/or vanishbeep beep
I usually have my deer either
This is super off-topic, but
Probably! I do recall doing
Ahh, I gotcha. I was just
Why haven't I added you to Skype already? smh..
How do you get the invite
^^^^^^^^^ I was just gonna
Happy holidays to you too.
Right back at you! ♥
Super congrats to you! I'm
So happy for you.
Good luck! We're all rooting
!! It took me a second to
It took me a second to realize what that meant lolGood luck! I'm excited for you!
Sounds like a very good news
yAAS CONGRATS ♥
(:
goodluck!
Congrats! I hope everything
May your recovery be quick
hgkdg I'm sorry for being so
Thank you, everyone, for your all your support and well wishes! <3 I'll be sure to keep you all up to date afterwards as soon as I can.
I am so happy for you! I bet
Discord: Gulonine#4267
Wishing you the best of luck
LOL. 'Grats dude.
Woohoo! Hope you're doing
HELL YES.
did you just drop the dankest
Qanat: - Taking it easy
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Taking it easy now. Lots of nausea from the anesthesia and morphine. I'm covered in so many tubes.
Quote:Man, I'm glad to get
that was terrible and you should feel terribleI assume that means all went well, great news then
the pun, tho hey, what if
hey, what if you were to get some tattoos over the surgical scars, maybe it could be
...tit for tat ;o
aaAAAAA the pun went
nice
vee LMFAO congratulations
congratulations ♥!
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Discord: Gulonine#4267
Of course you had to make a
All jokes aside, CONGRATS VEE AAAAA
THANK YOU EVERYONE YOUR
I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN RIGHT NOW.
HAHAHAow.
Worth it.
GDI VEE STOP THAT RIGHT
STOP THAT RIGHT NOW
feel better soon~
Don't bust a lung laughing,
Keep milkin these puns guys.
Cyda: as long as there are no complications in my healing the tats won't be necessary.