Im ill, i have a cold and now its a cough and i'm losing my voice and when it does work i sound all croaky. I'm like a frog. A sick frog...

But its my last day at work tomorrow and after I will be like proper freelance and im kinda excited but also ill and feeling yukky.

Work was weird, was on a 3 month contract and 5 days into it I got appendicitis so was in hospital 200 miles from home and had to stay there for a week and they gave me a 3 inch scar for my trouble then was off for another 3 weeks.

It made me wonder though, like 100 years ago and i might have died from it, and there was so much i havent done and so many people I would leave behind. Though this only occured to me after i had recovered abit...all i was bothered about at the time was whether i had any squash/cordial to put in the water. I hate water on its own makes me feel sick, though the morphine might have had something to do with that. Its wonderful stuff...makes everything feel ok.

Factor in 2 deaths in the family in the 3 months before that and its been a pretty weird roller coaster year so far...