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I just don't understand... (from Amary's journal)

June 21, 2009 - 8:12am — Siellby
(Just a little something based on a couple days ago...)

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The other day, I came across a couple of does that, for some reason, seemed frightened... I approached them slowly, and bowed, just like I would with any other deer. But, for some reason, they seemed afraid of me. So, I tried to show I meant no harm. But they just ran away.

I was really confused, and still am. I just don't get it. I can't imagine what they could have been afraid of. I mean, I tried to be friendly. I don't know if...I did something that gave the wrong message? I don't know...I don't think so... At least, nothing I can think of... It just...it doesn't make sense to me.

Maybe if I meet them again, maybe I should...I don't know...try a different approach? But, I don't know what I could do different. I don't know why they were afraid, so...what can I do? I'd like to try to talk to them and find out, but, I guess there's really no way I can do that if they're afraid of me.

Well, maybe some day I'll figure it out.

It was that same day that I met a stag who turned out to be the one called Baal. I didn't know who he was at first, but I found out later. You know, those stories, I never really quite believed them. I wasn't even sure that he was a real deer. I mean, until I met him, of course. But, I just could never really bring myself to believe those stories. I mean, there's no way something like that could actually happen. I thought at the very least they were greatly exaggerated. Well, now that I've actually met them, I know that those stories are just stories, and nothing more. He didn't seem any different from any other deer. And he didn't seem mean at all. Actually, I had fun playing and dancing with him. And I wouldn't mind seeing him again.

So, I can't imagine where those stories could have possibly come from. There's just...there's no basis. How can anyone even believe that any deer would be capable of such a thing?

I don't know... I'm just...I'm just really confused right now. There must be some explanation, if only I could find it.

I don't know what else to say. I guess...maybe I just shouldn't think about it too much. It just makes me even more confused.
June 21, 2009 - 8:17am — Pegasicorn
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If you have a space between

If you have a space between paragraphs, the colors "break". You need to close the color tag for each paragraph, and open it again for the next. They're just a pain like that, and I don't know why. ^^;

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The Dragonfly Deer's Biography
Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."
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June 21, 2009 - 8:20am — Siellby

Ergh...x.x; Okay. Well,

Ergh...x.x; Okay. Well, thanks.

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Nueva Paz (new-AY-va Pahz)
Spanish - "new peace"
Just call me Paz.
deer: Amary
June 21, 2009 - 8:39am — Her
Her's picture

Actually, you don't. What

Actually, you don't. What you do is this.

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blablablatext[/color]. AND YOU'RE SET. Just don't ever double space. The [br] counts the same as the Enter key. DOESTHATMAKESENSE fkdlsf.

...FOR JUSTICE.
I'll take the appropriate action.
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June 21, 2009 - 8:40am — Siellby

YESTHATMAKESSENSE thanks

YESTHATMAKESSENSE thanks Smiling

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Nueva Paz (new-AY-va Pahz)
Spanish - "new peace"
Just call me Paz.
deer: Amary
June 21, 2009 - 11:07pm — Baal
Baal's picture

The other two were merely

The other two were merely shy does. No need to feel bad about their running off. It takes a bit of effort and a lot of patience to get them to stick about. I am sure Amary will manage to befriend them in time. Smiling

Baal had quite a grand time dancing and hopping about with you. Shall have to repeat again soon!
June 22, 2009 - 6:22am — Siellby

I understand that, but Amary

I understand that, but Amary just hasn't had that experience before. I guess you could say she has kind of an idealized view of the world, so naturally she would be confused when that view is challenged. Poor girl has a lot to learn.

And, I concur. :3

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Nueva Paz (new-AY-va Pahz)
Spanish - "new peace"
Just call me Paz.
deer: Amary
June 22, 2009 - 6:23am — Aegle
Aegle's picture

Ahh, I do hope Amary did not

Ahh, I do hope Amary did not take it personally, and with time Aegle should grow to trust her. Smiling Dont worry!
June 22, 2009 - 6:32am — Siellby

No worries, she didn't take

No worries, she didn't take it personally. Smiling She isn't really the sort to take things personally. As I think I've mentioned before, she was really just plain confused.
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Nueva Paz (new-AY-va Pahz)
Spanish - "new peace"
Just call me Paz.
deer: Amary