E: Sorry everyone. I just feel really sad for no reason. I won't bother anyone again until this is over. I'm not normally like this. Please don't think I'm ignoring you, I'm just not able to manage words, or actions etc...

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I've finally mustered the courage to say hello. So, hello! I'm still a bit overwhelmed by the wonderful community but I really want to say thank you. Even just through Forest interactions you've made me feel incredibly welcome, so thank you all very much.

I'm sure I'm really bad at handling the role playing that everyone except me seems to be doing (and right now I don't have the energy due to reasons), so let me apologise if any of my in Forest actions have been confusing or offensive, or if I've ignored you - I try to focus on everything that's happening but I know I've failed at times.

I also wanted to say thank you before I go into hospital for a bone marrow transplant to fight my aplastic anemia (the cause of my lack of energy). It's hella dangerous and I'm quite terrified, but if and when I get through it, I want to try to be more active on the community so I can return your kindness. Maybe I'll even try to come up with a character...

As a way of starting now, have a thing I did. (Forgive me, I've never drawn deer, fire, grass, etc. before...)