E: Sorry everyone. I just feel really sad for no reason. I won't bother anyone again until this is over. I'm not normally like this. Please don't think I'm ignoring you, I'm just not able to manage words, or actions etc...
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I've finally mustered the courage to say hello. So, hello! I'm still a bit overwhelmed by the wonderful community but I really want to say thank you. Even just through Forest interactions you've made me feel incredibly welcome, so thank you all very much.
I'm sure I'm really bad at handling the role playing that everyone except me seems to be doing (and right now I don't have the energy due to reasons), so let me apologise if any of my in Forest actions have been confusing or offensive, or if I've ignored you - I try to focus on everything that's happening but I know I've failed at times.
I also wanted to say thank you before I go into hospital for a bone marrow transplant to fight my aplastic anemia (the cause of my lack of energy). It's hella dangerous and I'm quite terrified, but if and when I get through it, I want to try to be more active on the community so I can return your kindness. Maybe I'll even try to come up with a character...
As a way of starting now, have a thing I did. (Forgive me, I've never drawn deer, fire, grass, etc. before...)
I really love your Drawing ,
I think my Fly and your deer met already .
I hope all will go well for this transplantation and my best wishes to you
Eeeee thank you! I remember
I remember meeting Fly a few times I think, it was fun and an honour.
Thank you for the wishes... I'll be fighting as hard as I can, but I'll still need a decent amount of luck.
Very nice meeting you!
This is gorgeous! Also, good
Also, good luck to you! ♥
I hope we can meet again soon
I wish you all the best "Crosses Fingers"
@Kaoori: Thank you so much!
Thank you so much! ^_^
@Flyleaf:
Thank you, looking forward to it...
I just love the way the
Lots of luck to you on your surgery!
Mmthank you! I'm glad the
so much beauty here, those
♥ and I'm the one who needs to thank you for your company so many times ♥
I'll send you lots of energy today, stay calmed and rest
I really hope you'll feel better soon
*Hugs* That means a lot,
And thank YOU for your company!
Energy accepted with love and thanks. ♥
I'm trying to stay as calm as possible, and all of your lovely messages are helping a lot. <3
is so great to see you
Nice to meet you,
♥ ♥
♥
HolyM, Gah, sorry, I didn't
Vala, Nice to meet you again! Sorry I was kinda derpy in the forest, I probably shouldn't have logged on since I'm not feeling my best today... But eee! Thank you and I'm glad you like the drawing
One day I'll be up to making more...
Hallo! I absolutely adore the
I'll be sure to pray for you. c:
Don't worry, Vala can also be
♥ ♥
♥
magic in the art. perfect)
Night, nice to meet you, I'm
Oqu, Thanks, glad you like it! Apparently I have a thing for the magical... (I did a similar thing before)
Vala, I'm sure she'd get on with me just fine IRL, I embrace moments of laziness.
Well, am I lazy... or ~energy efficient~...?
I'm lazy.
Good to see you today ! We
We had Fun
How are you doing , Btw ?
Hello, welcome, and i believe
Flyleaf, glad to see you
SilverDoe, it was nice to meet Oasis, and likewise you! I'm sorry to hear about the person you know, it's a nightmare. I hope they're okay, and they're right to look on the bright side. If you look hard enough, there always is one. Hoping to see you in the forest again, thank you!
For not drawing these things
Ah... I hope everything goes well. You seem like a genuinely nice person.
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Hello awesome pic i do not
You can always come to Fly
You are very welcome
No need to be afraid to aproach
Thank you for your company.
Hi , my friend !! How are
How are you doing ?
I hope all is well with you !
See you soon again
Hello everyone! Gawd, I'm
cloudandis, wow, thank you very much. Heh, I've got a long way to go before my art's as good as yours. (Colour continues to mystify me - how do you do it!)
I don't know if I'm a nice person, but I'm trying to be better. It means a lot to hear you say it all the same.
Laryal, Hello, and thank you! It's possible that I've not met Cheveyo, mainly because I'm really shy in the forest (and everywhere else -_-) but please don't be afraid to approach me. I'm not in character -at all- (am I actually the only one...?) so Cheveyo's safe to approach me, if he wants to. If that makes sense. I don't really know what I'm talking about! '~' xD
Dampir, you're very welcome, any time. I enjoyed it I kinda had a teeny peek at your tumblr while we sat. Watership Down is absolutely excellent, if you haven't read the book I recommend doing that as well. It might be cliché but my favourite was always Fiver.
Flyleaf, my friend! It was nice to see you! I'm struggling on... Having problems with one of the trial drugs, and infections, but I'm still alive so I can't really complain. How are you? I seem to remember you were getting infections, how is that? And how are other things?
Sorry for hesitating to come to you... I'm always afraid to approach other deer - I'm afraid they might be deeply IC or that they don't want to be bothered... which is totally silly but I can't help it! ;_; See you again ^^
Sad to hear you have problems
I am feeling better now and infections have gone away , i hope lol .
You know you can always come to Fly and interact , you are welcome
Sending my best wishes over to you
I was happy to see you ,
Btw , how is the name of this sweet mini ?
Yo, SylvanRah Thanks for
Thanks for spending time with me! Sorry about the mask, haha. I wanted to give it to one of the fawns but I'm always too slow. Hope you don't mind I mention you in Mandel's every update. Take care
This is beautiful! Lovely
Lovely mood
(they will never find us! *hides under rock* ha hA! )
Okay, today's a Bad Day and
Okay, today's a Bad Day and latent chemo side effects are stopping me from writing nice things, so here's a rant. I'm really sorry. I'll probably delete this if and when I'm better, and write a proper reply. In fact, ignore this if you want to, I'm probably not thinking rationally.
Flyleaf, ShrinkingRose, Alanthea, I'm going to be completely honest. I really really wish I wasn't sick, because I can see you three and Jennie etc. interacting in the forums and on DA and making gorgeous art and biographies, and I want to be part of that so badly, but right now I literally don't have the energy to keep up with it, and it breaks my heart because I don't want you to think I'm not interested, because I am very much. And at the same time I don't want you to think I'm sick and treat me differently, and I don't know what to do wah. Maybe I'm thinking too far into it ;_;
No, I'm not happy with that reply at all. I'm sorry, I'll reply properly later, not feeling well enough to reply properly now. Thank you so much for the wonderful words, and for putting up with me. Flyleaf, the lovely mini deer is called Hiirnenn. I'll see you all in the forest.
No worries, hope you feel a
Hey, SylvanRah! It was such a
It was such a fun to play with you today, thank you for the company And by the way, your drawing absolutely fascinates me.
But that's so sad to hear of your health problems, hope you'll get better soon!
P.S. Sorry, I missed your leaving and didn't say goodbye, but I'm sure we'll meet again in a short time)
P.P.S. Oh, and how on earth did you do that sit-sliding trick today?! You somehow even managed to turn while doing it, that must be some kind of forest magic!)
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Gah I'm an idiot. Let's try
Flyleaf, aw, It was great to see you! Don't worry if you can't stay for long. Thank you so much for putting up with me and my antics!
I've loved playing with you, Hiirnenn, ShrinkingRose, Alanthea, Jennie, Pink, Urschanabi, etc. so much for the past few evenings <3
I'm happy to hear the infections have stopped plaguing you, you just keep it that way.
Yes, the mini deer is Hiirnenn, but I don't need to tell you that because she has a profile page now, hurrah!
Hiya, ShrinkingRose! (Would you prefer Rose or similar? I'd let you call me Sylvan, but that's taken, and common besides. I need to think about a proper name... ANYWAY.)
Thank YOU. Cast whatever you want on me, I look equally awkward in anything. Just be aware that I'll be sad if you cast antlers on me just as I leave, because then I'd lose the candles I'm so attached to. Wow, I'd love it if you mentioned me in Mandel's updates! Oh I'm excited! See you again
Alanthea, oh, thank you! Heh, I totally forgot that picture was up there. I should probably make a dedicated blogthing but I'm too nervous '~' We did outfox 'em didn't we, muhahaha! Lovely seeing you in the forest, I just really hope you didn't leave on account of me... I know you probably didn't but I always think the worst and I can't help it! Hopefully see you again
Hi Urschanabi! Great to see you again! Ah, that was so much fun. I loved the peaceful walking side by side... (even if I'm bad at driving my deer in a straight line) Fascinates you, you say? Excellent. Hoping to see you again. ^^
I'm absolutely no expert on the sit-sliding thing, but as far as I can tell, you have to start to sit down while turning left or right (for any duration, even very short), and quickly move, ideally with the mouse. I'm terrible at the last part. What you saw was probably me using the keyboard to go forward, and then swapping to go backwards without letting go of at least one of the movement keys. I need to practice a whole lot... Magic helps too. ^_^
It's all kinds of late where I am, so I've probably made a bunch of mistakes that I'll spot just after the option to edit the comment disappears.
Oh my gosh my replies are really dang long. I hope that's not a faux pas...
:'> Haha yes, they've been
I am happy every time I find you in the forest.. You were after all the first one I met
I know that feeling, yesterday I was all thoughtfull and weird but I didn't leave on account of you, I just had to go to bed
We'll meet again
@SylvanRah, you can call me
I try not to cast spells on deer (only when they want it) but I’m really slow sometimes. Maybe I shouldn't cast spells at all…
Now you’re almost in every update, heh, building up the fame
Okay, see you in the Forest (also sent you a note on DA but you have probably seen it already informing you just to make sure).
Hey, I love long
Would be glad to see you again. I usually play at weekends, because of the work.
Tried what you suggested on sit-sliding. Sometimes it works, but only for a short time, then the deer always stands up. Gotta practice as well)
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Ooh, your picture is so
I wish to have a starry sky in game someday...
Thanks for wonderful and crazy times too =D
Hope you feel better!
I have several books to read,
Why does this deer who joined
I caught you !! You got a secret deer
haha, detective Flyleaf
On that note, I have a second deer which I will only play (and make a character page for) once it's grown up.. It's gonna be a rather dark male character
I hope it will go quickly and
Hey , you know we love you
"Hugs"
Thank you for playing with us
I really hope you'll feel better soon.
Yeah, I think it's time to
whaaa~!
Loved having your playful company last night and today ^___^ Lol I was crackin' up as we goofed off at the Ruins XD So fun ^__^ Thank you! And you've got some crazy emote combos that just crack me up XD Have a great one!
Hey SilvanRah, sorry, I dont
sorry, I dont know how to reach you. I only would ask: why are you gone so quickly. I sat in that mushroom circle and dont react (because you have to sit for 5 minutes) when you arrived.
I don´t want to ignore you!!!! can you come back? please?
It would be such a pleasure, to play with you!
I do not knew where write ..
Shelby
hello, light one)
you are awesome dude.
Oh, this cheerful kid. Nice
Nice to see such positive players
Aah, how lovely you are ?