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The Flutterby in Paint :: a poem

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July 23, 2008 - 2:29am — Anzel
Hehe. I love writing poetry, I can't help myself. I've been procrastinating recently x3 Oopseh.

This poem may or may not be understandable. I'm going to let Painted Lady speak...

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Is...
Is this me?

Coat plagued by golden blotches
Eyes blurred by blue
Yes, this is me

Sniff, and I whistle
Through this mask, abliss, anew
As fawn to doe, transform

Chisper, crisper is the forest floor
Betrodden with crunching leaves
The hiss I hear that others feel protects them
Cruel, cruel, deer

Bouncing happily in place
Anzel Ghost Deer speaks to face
With me, that we are cursed

And companion of the vanity mirror
Snickers at the fate befallen
By our kind
Whose Human is one

I shan't take it
Escape is my only option
As I leap through the doorway and run forth
Screaming to the sky, "Why, why?"

Hooves charred with dirt
I hurt
And look towards the sky
We never look to
Never see the clouds

The fogs that hide in the sky
Trying, they try
To join the fireflies
Up there, up here

The millions of eyes
That created We deer
Staring down on us, before them

My fur stands on end
As I stare up,
Up and away
Into their other world
My true home

Sweet deer no longer, my heart is Tainted
Taint me no longer, cruel being
Cruel Human

I will take it no longer
I will be free

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I'm beginning to believe that Taint represents my philosophical side. What do you think? o.o;

So much for me trying to have a sweethearted deer. Looks like growing up has changed her.
July 23, 2008 - 2:31am — Emiva
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aw *nuzzle* growing up is

aw Sad *nuzzle* growing up is different.


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July 23, 2008 - 2:36am — Rutilus

Awwww ;_; Its beautiful and

Awwww ;_; Its beautiful and sad and lonely...but still awesome <3

-- Dannii <3
July 23, 2008 - 2:37am — Anzel
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I think her problem is that

I think her problem is that she's realized that her world is considered fake and she doesn't like me for having made her when she won't be able to communicate with others...

*pets taint*

The moment I logged in as her on her doe day, I realized her set makes her seem unhappy, and so...she kinda changed. I dunno why.

I wrote that poem without stopping or even correcting anything in it XD;
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July 23, 2008 - 3:11am — Kumiko
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Growing up always changes a

Growing up always changes a person.

I use to be so different just a few years ago...Hell, just a couple of months ago even, but things happen. You mature and see things in a new way. Sometimes in a way you wish you never saw them in.

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Fan art done by Vesper. (Thanks again! Smiling )

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July 23, 2008 - 3:13am — fayne
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AH I love your poems. ^^

AH
I love your poems. ^^ They're really pretty.
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July 23, 2008 - 3:19am — Anzel
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Thank you ^^; I've changed

Thank you ^^;

I've changed alot. For better and for worse.

I've become quite the thinker, and I've been thinking alot about strange things...like...the chemistry of biology and such...but I've also grown much more emotionally unstable :/
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