Current feeling (Theme of leaving)

It is true then. There's no such a thing in the World. There's no such a thing in whole Galaxy *sigh* No...no...no... Each animal need a special food, I suppose. Indeed it is my true name then. As I predicted, they finally gave it to me. Indeed I haven't got such experience. Indeed nobody hears me. Well... now I have one reason less to coming back...

But now I'm the one who have a question. Is it all vain? All that you're writing there? When you're dying from loneliness, but nobody cares. I was waiting long enough... ... ... Can you truly have a link with them? Can you truly finish them off? Or is it another foolish trick to make a threat to someone who cares? What do you feel then, if I say that if he die, I may stop too... Suppose I know the answer... Why you saved him at first time then, if you saw he haven't got anything yet? Tell me what I feeling... Selfishness? Truly this is not fear of... extinction. No, you can't see these tears...

I am tired of fighting. I have no wish to fight a person who feels something positive towards someone. Must fight only to protect. And I do not want to bring harm into someone's open heart. Besides I know that I cannot play much now. I thought, if I'm kept away, the correct choice will be made. So this is it. Please be... I can only hope you can't receive the same mask as myself. Nothing lives forever, you say? So, I never ask of friendship. I've been around this life a while.

And I never thought such a thing. So they means nothing now. This is the point: the true opinion. But really. This is only me, who have no choices.
I never do nothing to fill this hole the mask protects from. I can't care about both my bodies at same time. Only another creature can cast... bla...bla...bla... Each engine have some glitches... is it? What can I say: I will always care. Inside.


You may scratch my mask, may hit it with antlers. But please do not try to crack it. However, you have the right and the ability to take his life with a single blow. He will not oppose. And draw the line with a bloody antlers. Ok! Leave for now... as you wish...

IF ANYBODY CARES: I do not come back officially now. So that mean that I'm bad player. I've almost finished my written work about people who worshiped animals in a time before times. Now Finals. I've started play TEF in wrong times.
+ I'm obliged to do some things by the law of country where I live. Maybe return next month if it all ends. Maybe not.

Let it be so...





(I will not respond here)