Oh for the love of all that is sane in this world, why does life torture me so?!

Everything has just decided to screw with me in any way possible. I have held on strong for almost a year now, after the major meltdown that I had last year, I resolved that I would do everything to stop it from happening again. But as of late, I can see it happening again soon. I came so close to it tonight.

I've had a horrible day. I don't know where I went wrong, but I know that someone threw I monkey wrench into the system somewhere.

1. I arrive late for the bus and thus lose my seat to the most obnoxious freshmen you could ever meet.
2. In photo class, my negatives turn out wrong about 5 times no matter what I do. It is a lot more frustrating and heartbreaking than it sounds, especially after how hard I worked.
3. I have to get 4 complete pieces of quality artwork done before the first of December, which is really time consuming and stressful. This doesn't count the other 2 art classes I have.
4. My mom nags and berates me the entire way home about stuff that isn't important whatsoever.

I got shampoo in my eye. It feels like my eye is on fire, especially when I blink. *pokes* ow.

Still not as bad as the incident with the bottle of Resolve carpet cleaner..............dumbest...moment......of my entire life.




Ohhayguesswhat? Like, 5 seconds ago, I saw a commercial for a new Spyro video game. AND HE WASN'T A Little SHRIMP. HE ACTUALLY HAD WINGS. AND WAS FLYING. Made me so happy that the little dragon was finally growing up. *is a diehard Spyro fan*



you may all return to your lives now.

took this from Raiakira....just because I'm bored XD


Name: Cato

pic 3 names you wish your name was:
1: if my name actually was Cato, that would be so cool XD
2: Erin
3: Devon

age: 17

pick 3 ages you wish you could be for 1 day:
1: 8
2: 12
3: 23

Post the latest picture of yourself:



There is a bird above my head......me no likey birds >>;

Post 3 of your Fav Picturers you have on your pc (if you dont have any skip this question xD)

who said they had to be of me? XD These were just laying around my computer....enjoy X3







Your Fav Anime:
uhh.........not really an anime fan ^^; but there were quite a few I watched when I was younger that I liked: Big O, Outlaw Star, Yugioh, Monster Rancher, and Tenchi Muyo. Those made my days like nobody's business XD

your top 3 Anime Characters:
like I said, not big on anime, so you are gonna get some weird ones XD



Alucard from Hellsing........<3




yes it's Yami Yugi........shut it, this was one of my happiest childhood memories watching this show XD And the original beginning of it was not made up by a bunch of soulless, corporate, moneygrabbers............*cough4KIDScough* .................evil bastards >>........ruining my shows........

last night.......I went to the Jacksonville Veteran's Memorial Arena to go seeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

the Trans Siberian Orchestra 8D



BEST.........CHRISTMAS...........CONCERT............EVER...........

seriously.....I went expecting to hear a pretty little tune played on the piano...............oooooohhh hell no.......this was like....so awesomely awesome that there are no words awesome enough to describe its awesomness.

After the first song was over, my jaw had dropped through the floor I was so blown away. And they kept on impressing me. After it was over, the only competent reaction I could get out of my mouth was, pardon my French, "..........holy.............shit............"

I mean come on, where else can you see guys with long hair in tailcoats, rocking out on guitars with FIRE....yes fire..... shooting up behind them.............and it was blue fire by the way....and green, and red, and orange.

I have to quote the guy who sat behind me, he described it best, "How do we tell our friends that we went to go listen to some Christmas music, but then a rock concert broke out?!"

And I know that some of you will be like....trans siberi-what?.........that was the most common reaction I got, which saddens me.............so I want to share the awesome with you all, so here is a video of one of the songs performed in the arena I was in, in fact, I was in the section to the left of the person filming, I j\had a perfect view of the side of the stage. And the song in this video does not do the live performance justice, the later songs in the show were better, but it is a video recording, and the only one I could find:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8_oqB6iNDo

Don't you ever wonder where the origin of phrases come from? How they started and why? I do that every so often.

Like the term "saved by the bell" was actually something very macabre. Way back when, before all of our modern medicines and doctors who actually knew what they were doing, lots of people got sick and died. So many people in fact, that their coffins were stacked one on top of the other when buried. The only problem was, was that some people were not dead when they were buried. The doctors couldn't tell which ones were the ones who died from the sickness, or which ones were just sick, and so they buried them all. Well, more people were dying from being buried alive, and that was just not playing so well. So someone came up with this system were they would put a stake in the ground above the grave with a bell on it. from the bell ran a cable that passed through all of the coffins buried in the grave. If someone in the coffin were to wake up and go, "hey, wait a minute. I'm not dead!" all they would have to do is pull the cable and the person on watch would hear the bell and come dig them out. This actually saved quite a lot of people's lives. so they developed the phrase, "saved by the bell".

M'kay, now that Cato's history lesson is over, let's move on, shall we?

Ask any of my two deer and my Egyptian Oryx, any question you want.

Atiq, Lier, and Adel are bored and wouldn't mind a nice chat CX

random music thing, CUZ I LOVE MUSIC 8D
Listen to any of these songs, they are good ones X3

probably won't end up as a bandwagon, no one reads these blogs of mine XD yay for invisibility! *sneaks into your house to raid fridge*

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Evil Angel – Breaking Benjamin (IT’S EVIL I SAY, EVIIIIIIIIIL)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Diary of Jane – Breaking Benjamin (o-O I don’t even know)


3.What do you like in a guy?
Everything Fades – Poets of the Fall (Transparent men?)


4.How do you feel today?
Away – Breaking Benjamin (I’m not here right now, please leave a message after the beep. BEEEEEEEP.)


5.What is your life's purpose?
Ya Rayah – Rachid Taha ( 8D )


6.What is your motto?
What Have You Done (Bonus Track) – Within Temptation Featuring Keith Caputo (I see what you did there……..)


7.What do your friends think of you?
Menfi – Rachid Taha (lol they think I’m an outcast C: )


8.What do you think of your parents?
Breaking the Habit – Linkin Park (ummmmmmm….)


9.What do you think about very often?
Until the End – Breaking Benjamin (apparently I think about Phantom, this is his themesong ^-^ )


10.What is 2 + 2?
Let it Die – Three Days Grace (Just die math, just go crawl in a hole and die.)


11.What do you think of your best friend?
En Retard – Rachid Taha (TARD lol…….not really….it actually translates roughly to “being late” so they are tardy X3)


12.What do you think of the person you like?

Atiq is having to live with an ancient spirit sharing his mind, but is having trouble adjusting............

Themesong for this episode: Breaking the Habit listen only if you want, it just inspired me a little.

[EDIT] I was bored so I threw together a sketch for this chapter C:



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Atiq watched with sad eyes as the stag ran off into the distance.
"Are you insane?!" he whirled around shouted to the form behind him,"That was my friend!"
Atiq took a step forward and glared defiantly at the perpetrator. Strangely, Atiq was not casting a shadow, the light shone right through him. The form behind him did not seem the least bit perturbed. In fact, he glared right back with intense, cold eyes. He stood about as tall as Atiq, yet with a sturdier frame, and his face was not the same shape as a normal deer's, it was more angled. His coat shone almost pure white, with black markings on his legs and face, along with a long, black-tasseled tail that was agitatedly swishing about. But probably the most intimidating feature was his long, curved horns going back to a sinister point. When he spoke, his voice still had the touch of youth, but it was powerful, and brimming with the air of a confident leader.
"He was none of mine, and I really could care less."
Atiq snorted furiously,"That's no excuse for acting like you did! You may share my body but that does not give you leave to do as you please!"
"Then he shouldn't have snuck up on me, you know how suspicious I am. Besides, I know of nothing here, how was I supposed to know he was a friend?" the stranger turned and began to walk away. He felt so isolated, so lost. He did not know who he was, or what he was doing here, or how to act around those he encountered.

hi.

I ate mac and cheese for dinner.

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there......................random enough for you Sarie? <3

My attempt at trying to start up a RP again. Involving three particular fawns in just one mini "episode" of their lives.(Lier is in fact, staying as a fawn for a little while longer.) Lier gathers everyone for a evening story. He always was a story teller. He had the perfect voice, matching every situation and fitting every character. Whenever the traveling caravan came to town all of the children came to hear his stories, being a traveler, he was able to gather many.

So sit back, relax, and enjoy as Lier tells a tale of heroes, villains, and adventure...............

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"Come on Paavo! If you do not hurry, you will be left behind!" the fawn called back teasingly to his companion.
"You better not Lier!" came the indignant reply.
"Relax, I would never really do that, honest," Lier said with a wry grin. A light peach and tan fawn trotted up beside Lier. The younger fawn had a look of worry on his face.
"Where are we even going Lier? It's almost dark, and who knows what comes here at night."
"We are just going to the Ename Ruins," Lier stated simply,"There is nothing there except graves, and their occupants have been long dead. There is nothing to fear." For some reason, this did not seem to comfort Paavo.
"Ooh, I believe I hear Shyla up ahead, let us go meet up with her, maybe she will want to come as well. Race you there!" and with that, the ash-colored fawn was off in a bound.
"Hey wait for me! Cheater!"

The two fawns soon caught up with the third, debating over who won (Lier swore he did, but Paavo said it did not count because he had a head start). Shyla excitedly greeted her two friends and the trio ran off towards the Ruins.

"You guys will never be able to reach me up here," Shyla stated smugly as she sat atop one of the broken columns.
"Well how can I? Your fat butt took up all of the room." Lier teased.
"Hey! My butt's not that fat!"

Cavalier surprised me today.......

HE FREAKING GREW UP D8

It wasn't supposed to happen today......meeeh? What do I do with you now? *pokes* I wasn't ready! :C

Well........I don't know buuuut.............OMFG I HAVE ANTLERS!!! >8D

*runs around with head down charging at stuff till he gets his head stuck in a tree*

awww....crap.