when I stand outside your door, I hope that you don't mind
'cause if you ever knew me, you'd know that I'm unkind
I'm a madman and a sociopath, I don't know how to feel
and yet I think my love for you is beautiful and real
well where do you go at night, where do you go?
I can't seem to see you through your window
crawl into the bathroom and there do I see
you, in the arms of a mule, and not me
can't you see it's going to rain? I'll knock on your windowpane
everything still seems the same, and yet I think I'm insane
I'll be drownin' in the drain, I'm a man that can't be tamed
all my love's in vain, every inch of you I'll claim
love is a bed for the blues, dear
white sheets to use and abuse, here
gone are the days of Victorian fear
you'd learn to love if you'd just let me near
when I'm running after him, I hope that you don't see
as the dagger cuts through skin, you'll only think of me
I could show you everything, on the earth and in the trees
we'd be a camoflauge of sin, and we'd only live to please
I see you at night, I see you at night you know
I'm not sure why I'm still here for you
sink into mud and trenchwater, now
broken the Lord's most sacred vow
won't you whisper to the light? I can blot it out with night
you'll go down without a fight, I can break you down to cry
I would sentence you to death, hear your last, your dying breath
there's a lesson to be learned - my suicide was earned.