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Anzel I see you!

You're at the pond, sleeping in full set! Plume's sitting beside you. Smiling

edit: You're invisible o.O
edit2: Visible again. ^^;
edit3: You is gone :'(
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Look, Taint, look! ^^

My second set, I love it!



The dark blue and white look so very pretty in the Forest, and the mask is so beautifully ornate!



Only thing is I can't pick up flowers but once in a while that's all right. My head feels so much lighter, too! ^^



Thank you, Taint, for the combination idea. I think it fits me!

(side note: it's my 14th b-day in 2 days omg 8D )
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~:Poppies and Violets:~ (and their chatterings)

This is a (random) blog for the thoughts and conversations of the poppies and the violets, concerning events circling my two deer, Plumeria and Olive. Ignore or read; up to you. But I must admit, it is very interesting to write from the flowers' point of view. Smiling

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Nov.29/08


[center]This morning the eight violets were quiet in their chatterings.

"If only..." said Indigo.
"If only she would trust us," sighed Cobalt.
"But that is Taint. She is not one to trust easily." said Azure quietly.
"She might never," muttered Slate gloomily.
"I could feel her despise... She wished to eat us." said Navy.
And the violets looked at one another sadly.

But their heads flicked up when heard familiar hoofbeats, those of the Flower Fae. She pranced up and bowed to the violets, then lay down among them to speak. "Hullo, you all don't seem very happy today," she said, concerned.

"We crossed, Plumeria," said Magenta.
"We crossed to Taint's Forest." added Cobalt.
"It was so cold," muttered Slate.
"And we spoke with her," giggled Crocus.
"This is no time to be giggling," berated Indigo gently.
"She did not trust us at all!" cried Cobalt with anguish.

So Taint-like, thought Plume, and said, "Go on, what happened?" She was eager to hear any news of her love.
The violets told her all that had happened, and Plume sighed deeply, anguish in her heart. She asked hesitantly, "If you can cross... Can't I, somehow?"

The violets looked at each other, and thought for a moment before Azure spoke up.
"Not your whole self... We are too weak, to carry your body..."
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~:Wishes:~

I stare into the pond, a shiny mirror of blue with the faintest of ripples tracing its surface. I see myself, the striped doe with violets, but that isn't who I want to see. I listen to the buzz of dragonflies and murmurs of the willows, the splashing of the Weeper's tears and croaking songs of the frogs, but that isn't what I want to hear.


I try to see through the pond. All I see is the murky bottom. I wonder if I listened hard enough, I could hear her voice. Wishing, wishing. If only, if only. If only the barrier between me and the painted flutterby could be lifted. But if wishes were fishes, there wouldn't be any more room in the pond for water.


I long to be able to run to her side, and warm her if she was cold. I long to be able to feel her heartbeat alongside mine, and know that she was alive, truly alive. ...Maybe that would be too soon an action, even if no glass was between us. I don't know. I might do it, anyway; I love her too much.


I wait and live to see her smile. I live to see her laugh, and take flight with bright wings of joy, not anguish. It might take forever. But it's all right, I'll wait. I'll wait, and I'll smile, and laugh, for her.


I feel a tear slide down my face, but I smile through it. That's what Taint would wish.


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Dear Valorstep:

Dear Valorstep,

I have something I must tell you. You mustn't be sad, you mustn't.
My bond with you is... not quite mate-love. I know that now. I'm sorry, but... I don't feel for you in quite that way. I thought I did, but...
But listen, don't be sad! Of course we'll still be very close friends, I know we'll have many more great times in the Forest, I'm just not the right one for you. You mustn't be sad, it's just not me. And of course I still love you, just not in that way.
You're a mighty handsome stag, don't worry. Eye


Perk up, Valor, we'll be great friends forever, you know it. *nuzzle* I'll never forget that time when we fought the darkness side-by-side in the twilight.
Oh, look, this was so short... I thought it would be longer. Ah well, I never was one for long speeches. *laugh*
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~:Violets:~

A doe, her body dark wth golden rays, walks through the Forest. Upon her head sweeping antlers, heavy with bloom, curve up to the sky. Her mask is a butterfly's voice that echoes the pain that she feels.
Plumeria comes to a patch of violets. They welcome her, and know who she is. Sun rays filter down through dense branches to illuminate soft dust motes floating about the violets. She stops and lays down within the flowers, her head on the ground, and stares into nothing.
"There was a deer," she says, speaking to no one in particular but the flowers. "A deer in the Abio. That deer looked exactly like Taint... It wasn't her but every time I looked at that deer I felt so... so... It hurt so much." She squeezes her eyes tightly. "The word 'Why' repeated itself over and over in my head..."
She lifts her head up and gently examines the petals of a violet with a delicate hoof. "Am I really nothing to her?" she asks the violets, and she tries to stop the tears but they come through anyways. "Does she care not for me? Not a thing? It can't be, can it? But her words... I... "
Large drops of sadness splash onto the violets, and they quiver from the salt. But Plumeria is oblivious as sobs rack her body.


At last, no tears are left. Feeling hollow, she gazes with half-lidded eyes at the violets. They seem to wrap around her to comfort her.
"Violets..." she whispers, "Why do I cry so much for one deer? What is this?"
Because, say the violets.
And Plumeria understands.


"Because I love her," she says, her voice surprised.
Suddenly exhausted, she lays her head down and falls asleep, lulled by the soft melodies of the violets.


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Ask my deer questions! :D

Askaskask plz. ^^; Anything! You can ask me, too.

Plumeria
Olive

(PS: I might not answer 'til tomorrow... but still ask! ^^; )
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~:Old Mother:~

A stag with a bright orange pelt wanders through the shady groves and trees of the First Forest. His face is kind, eyes bright through the eyeholes of his mask, and the poppies upon his tines are full of vigor.
He walks, and his steps carry a hint of heaviness. He walks toward the enormous, ancient tree that watches over all her sons and daughters, the Old Mother Oak. She is old, but she is proud. She hums a song of peace and life to all who live, and even to the dead.
Olive stops before the Old Mother. He bows deeply, and feels the sense of awe that he does every time before this ancient being.
"Old Mother," he whispers. "Old Mother, I have talked to the Weeper, and now I talk to you. Hear me, Old Mother..." He sighs, and pauses for a moment.
"You may know of a doe named... Nina..." he says, feeling a rush from the name.


Yes.


"I... I love her."

He lays against one of the Old Mother's mighty roots, and the gentle vibrations calm him.
"I love her. That is all I can say. I would die for her. She is my life."
He closes his eyes.
"The Weeper says... the Weeper says she denies love towards me. Old Mother-" and his voice cracks.
The Old Mother listens, and waits for him to continue.
"But... but when we meet... I can feel... Oh, I do not understand... Is it false, then...? I cannot understand..." He chokes back the tears, and his poppies wilt slightly.


Ah, now... One who lets the poppies live upon your boughs, one who wanders for the sake of giving, I cannot give you a true answer. I do not what she thinks. But I believe she does love; only because of her strong soul does she deny. One day you shall know. Do not worry; worry bears down on your boughs. Enjoy the times you have together.
One day she will say. I have watched, I have seen. I can see the love between you.
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Two Deer Speak

I remember when I first saw her. When I first heard her words. I didn't think much of how it'd turn out in the end, but... well, now I know, don't I?
I just wanted to be her friend, I suppose. She was all alone, without any friends, and me... I'm the kind of deer who wants to help and be friends with anyone who few pay attention to.
She was a cold deer. Her words would sometimes hurt. But, you know, I still wanted to be her friend. I don't know why I stayed, but I did. I'm glad I did.
It's more than just friendship, now... It's - it's a strange bond between us. A deep one. It's love. For me it's kind of in-between friend-love... and sister-love, and... mate-love... She probably feels for me in a way I can't ever truly feel for her. It makes me a little sad. My mate kind of love is with... another...
But I love her. I'm not ashamed to say it.


And I miss her...
If only the barrier between our worlds could be lifted, even for one nuzzle. If only the painted flutterby could be freed...


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Your figure sends joy to rise within me. Exploring the forest together... Ah, each moment is a treasure. Seeing you hop and coaxing you to dance, when I know you would not be the kind to do so usually, warms me so. What is the warmth...?
I saw you first when your heart had been crushed. You were speaking to the Idol with anguish and sorrow, and it tore my own my heart, too. Something pushed my forwards to try and mend it. I suppose I have gained that trait from my sister.
Do I mend it...?
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~Updates!~ (Playing Plume, maybe Olive)

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Playing: Plumeria (antlered doe) Bio
Set: Striped pelt, whistling mask, violets
Mood: Mixed; mostly sad and lonely
Doing: Shivering
Wishing: ...
Thinking: S-s-so c-cold... The snow is p-pretty but it's c-cold... I'm... all a-alone... N-no one knows why I'm s-so sad... S-so cold, T-taint... B-but the v-violets are a lit-tt-tle warm...
I m-miss you...


((If you don't know what happened, read this and this))


Might play: Olive (stag) Bio
Set: Noh pelt, Venetian mask, poppies
Mood: Worried about his sister/missing Nina
Doing: Sleeping by the Weeper
Wishing: ...
Thinking: Nina, I need you... Oh, I am so worried about her... She ate a little bit, but...
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