Well, thought I would try this... I am curious, anyhow.

What do you think of me?

What do you think of Plumeria and Olive?

Oh well.
I say to myself, It couldn't
have worked

Perhaps
I envy my sister, my Plume.
I say to myself

Oh well.
But I cannot help it, now
I ponder.

Perhaps
I spoke one word too many.
I say to myself

Perhaps...
If we might just be friends.
I say to myself...


Oh well.
She is a fickle Lady
But she is so pretty.

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Haha bad poem. 83
Plus he's young... Almost a month maybe...?

Things have been on my mind. To understand; I seek it. But often I am too young. I am but a fawn; I say those words so frequently. There are so many things I wish to understand. Perhaps only age will bring it forth. *sigh* It is hard to wait. There are so many mysteries I wish to solve. To understand... What is knowledge?
The Lady Paint, the Painted Lady, whose taint is hidden to me...
How the Forest was before... How us deer came to be, did we start as smaller things...
Why the wrongful trees ever had to grow...
So many questions...

*shakes head* But I cannot enter the Forest, and the way to understand lies hidden. My human tells me that she needs a new 'computer', whatever that may be, and until then my sister and I shall not run in the Forest. And my mind-Forest contains no deer, only the dreamy Forest itself, but even it is fainter and unreal than the proper Forest. We live on the pictures, and we hope...
I must admit... I am so lonely... The way to making friends is so very blocked. My sister is company, and the trees and flowers and creatures in my mind-Forest speak to me, and Anzel too, but still... At least I am able to speak here. I am grateful for that.

Do I thirst too much for knowledge? Is it truly knowledge that I seek? Again I question. Hmm.

Decided to make an entry for art that I will update whenever there's new stuff. I'll probably fancy up the top with something later, like Quamar's (whose art is amazing, I tell you!).

Newest stuff are the visible pictures or with a * beside them, older stuff is in links. So, well, enjoy!

All One: (poem here)


Minipainting for Blackhoof:


Minipainting for Ephra
Set Concept: Raccoon
The Pond
Nurra (Anzel's sweet deer <3)
Never Alone
Plumeria
The Flutterby in Paint: For Anzel
Candle: Small version, Fullsize
A Place: Small version, Fullsize
Set Concept: Wind

~Non-TEF Art~ (more to be added soon!)

* Willa at Night (main char of a story I'm writing)
A Bit of Green Hope

What is a tree?
A tree? Well, it's a lot of things, I guess. There's a lot of uses for it, and, well, it's pretty nice!
But a tree... A tree is alive. It does not live like a deer or a frog or a bird, yet it is alive, and it grows and it speaks...
Ah, now, Olly, the trees only talk to you. Sure, the louder ones, I can hear a bit of mumbling, but you've got a gift, right.
Sometimes it is not a gift... It is unpleasant, sister, to hear the terrible words of the wrongful ones, they insult all and mutter to hurt.
All?
Even themselves.
... They sometimes shout out and it is hard to keep out their corruption... But many of the flowers are good and offer comfort when I lay by their side. They talk about the weather and pretty little things to block out the rude.
Flowers are flowers to me. But that doesn't sound so nice. *nuzzle*
So... The tree. What is the tree? The tree is shelter, the tree brings food, the tree feeds mushrooms, the tree offers greenth, the tree is a home, the tree makes the forest.
See, it's a lot of useful stuff. You answered your own question too.
Oh. Yes, I did.
Heh.
But the tree is not just for using.... A tree is a life, as it lives for itself and for others.
A single tree is so important, isn't it?
Without the trees, we have no home. The Forest would be no Forest.
And we wouldn't have our names, either, 'cuz we're both trees too!
*smile* Yes, Mae... But alas, we cannot run in the Forest, and we see no trees either... Or deer...
Wait! How can you talk to the trees and flowers, then?

*****Name
Plumeria!

*****Pronounciation
Ploo-MEH-riya. But it isn't a biggie if you get it wrong!

*****Title
Taint calls me The Flower Fae. It's all honourable sounding, izzinit? Well, I like it, 'nuff said.

*****Nicknames
Heheh... Mae, Plume, Merry-plum.

*****Pictogram
Click.

*****Friends
Taint, Anzel, Nurra, Valorstep, Emily...

*****Mate
Hm, I haven't thought about that at all, to be sure.

*****Info
Well... First of all, I'm an antlered doe (but in the forest I'm kinda genderless), and I'm one of the friendly sort, see. I love making sure every new deer in the Forest gets a good welcome, and instead of just staying 'round the same bunch of deer I like to go wandering to find some lonely soul, and keep them company. Things get lonely sometimes, izzinit?
I'm a bit simple minded. Sometimes I can't quite get why when someone's sad and down, but I try to cheer them up. And sometimes... I realise things, and it brings me down for a bit. But I've found, see, that I can't stay mopey for long. Maybe that's a good thing, maybe it isn't.

*****Little Staying Spots