I stare into the pond, a shiny mirror of blue with the faintest of ripples tracing its surface. I see myself, the striped doe with violets, but that isn't who I want to see. I listen to the buzz of dragonflies and murmurs of the willows, the splashing of the Weeper's tears and croaking songs of the frogs, but that isn't what I want to hear.
I try to see through the pond. All I see is the murky bottom. I wonder if I listened hard enough, I could hear her voice. Wishing, wishing. If only, if only. If only the barrier between me and the painted flutterby could be lifted. But if wishes were fishes, there wouldn't be any more room in the pond for water.
I long to be able to run to her side, and warm her if she was cold. I long to be able to feel her heartbeat alongside mine, and know that she was alive, truly alive. ...Maybe that would be too soon an action, even if no glass was between us. I don't know. I might do it, anyway; I love her too much.
I wait and live to see her smile. I live to see her laugh, and take flight with bright wings of joy, not anguish. It might take forever. But it's all right, I'll wait. I'll wait, and I'll smile, and laugh, for her.
I feel a tear slide down my face, but I smile through it. That's what Taint would wish.
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awwww :< that was
that was beautifully emotional.
Am I crying? D:
Gaahhh, I wish they could
Emiva: Aww,
Fledermaus: Same here.
That... ...Was stunningly
...Was stunningly beautiful <33 n.n
-- Dannii <3
Sententia - Where Reality and Fantasy Merge
*sighs and looks at plume's
I feel as though I have lost a part of myself. Do not dwell over spilt leaves...you are too beautiful to be worthy of that, fae. Shine your coat in the sun, and I shall cast away the blindness forever striking against, the blind spot...
The fallen angel weeps for the sunlight in the wooden ways.
*sighs*... I don't think I
I can shine my coat in the sun, but I wish I was the sun so I could shine it on you too, and... and... *stares at the ground, frustrated*...
*cold pale eyes blink
Just thought I'd mention: For now, Taint's set is slightly changing. Secretary Bird antlers & pelt, Monarch Butterfly mask. (for lack of a more fitting one...i wish the real deer mask changed to match the colors of the pelt your deer wears)
*blinks and tilts head
*brightens up* Hey, well, at least we can speak here! There's a bright point, imagine if we couldn't, everything would be so much sadder and all! ^^ *nuzzles taint gently and wanders off a bit*
Oh... I kinda really liked the Great Argus-whistling mask-antennae combination... Oh well, she does call herself a fallen angel, so... ^^;...
*smiles solemnly*...*closes
Yeah, I love it, too...I kinda swiped the pelt/mask combo from Walterwoman XD; But...
Her set doesn't suit me right now. *wink wink*
*waits for you to be confused* XD;
... ? *is confused*
?
*is confused* x3333
Wait... doesn't suit you? o.o
Uhhh. How you're feeling, or something...? xD *dumb guess*
Might as well just say that
I wonder how much sense that made. I'm falling asleep as I type. Good night!
Did I scare you off? o.o;
Eh? No, sorry forgot to
Ohhh does that mean my guess was kinda right? x3 Maybe? Yesyes?
I hope you switch back to her previous set sometime though, 'cuz whenever I see that set I immediately think 'Taint!' lol
I will, though those two new