These events happened after the coming out ball and before Sierra met Jeremy.
More or less I'm doing background control.

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The suns rays glowed on her face causing her to stir from her sleep.Before opening her eyes she nestled under the covers and stretched in the warmth and comfort of her bed.

"Is miss awake" came a soft female goblin named Abera who was instrusted to help her.

Smilling and sitting up she yawned slightly "Yes it seems the new day has arrived"she commented.

"Indeed it has my lady "she said while she started the fire."Miss can sleep in after all you must be tired from the ball last night" the fire started and she left the room momentarily.

The ball Sierra thought sitting back amongst her pillows.She remembered how can one forget the night where you displayed your heart and soul.The only comforting part was that no one except that person knew.A smile graced her lips as she remembered Jareth's words,he had been pleased which made her more than happy.

Crossing her legs she sat up.She didn't regret it she never would but know he held her heart,and it was up to him how much heartbreak it would suffer.Trust she had so much trust in him regardless .Sighing she flopped back on the pillows.

Chuckling at the display Abera started laying out Sierra's clothes.
"Love is a strange thing is it not my lady especially when it comes to our king"she questioned

Surprised sierra sat up instantly "How did yo...."she stopped and looked down a blush evident on her face.

The goblin smiled kindly." I am older than most and can see with these eyes.Last night among almost all of the eligle men in the underground only one truly held my ladys intention"

If it were possible her blush deepened."I must seem like a fool to you"she gave the goblin a week smile.
"No not in the least you were brave and couragous to tell the truth about how your heart feels.Its not many who could confess there lo

Lol the title probably made you click.
But I would love to rp with any of my characters particularly Tazanna.
Depending on how things go I might do artwork of some of the scenes,but I'm getting ahead of myself.
I'm bored but I would love for you to start or if you want me to start just say so.

It was surprising that Sierra hadn't already caved a whole in the floor from all her pacing.Her head would look to the mantle every know and then to look at the cursed letter from Jeremy.

"That insufferable butthead "she murmered under her breath as she kicked her shoes off and yanked her hair out of her ponytail.
Knowing she could not or rather should not prolong her visit to Jareth to tell him about the letter she dreaded it.What would he say?What would he do?those questions went back and forth taking turns at trying to drive her to the brink of insanity on trying to figure out the answer.
She wouldn't doubt if he already knew but he still needed to hear it from her mouth.
Sighing she grabbed the letter and made her way out the door.
Her bare feet made a pitter patter sound on the stone ground.The letter was clutched in her hands and her eyes were set.

Before entering the throne room she paused and closed her eyes.'Give me peace of mind"she murmered to herself.With those words she proceeded to enter the throne room.Noticing the lack of goblins and the look Jareth had she guessed he already knew.

"It seems our newest acquaintance has taken his time to write me a letter"she began her voice was solid as if telling him that she had something to say although it still held distate for the author.
"3 months he's giving you to...........to marry me and if by that time I am not yours I shall become his.And if I do not go unwillingly he will use his dragons to terrorize the goblin kindom"her heart was beating a million miles a mintute.

She licked her lips in anticipation as she began the second part of her speech.Turning torwards the window that overlooked the city she gave a brief smile to the place she called home.
"I couldn't ask you to do that not after you have already put your heart out to others."she winced at the thought of someone rejecting him.
"When I spoke to you of my love I told you I would never force it from you and that it would be you wh

I'm nothing
This soul is soo fragile
Weak
No ambition
Waste of life
Black and white
Day and night
No love
No sanity
Hope has deserted me
Loss is haunting
Making you change in ways you never thought possible


Struggling for what
Another day
That puts me one step closer to
That underground grave
Purpose do I even have one
Without one I am lost
Useless



Biding my time
Till that clock stops ticking
Until I take that last breathe
I love my family
But even that grasp
Is loosening
They say life is precious and you should often live it to its fullest
I had at one point agreed
And still encourage others to do the same
Yet it's ironic how I don't listen to my other voice

If I could sit in a corner and look out the window
And just fade away
I would
I don't think I'm meant for anything great in this world or even the next
I'm just a dreamer
That thinks reality is a nightmare
Because in reality
There is death,truth,fear,dishonesty and so many other things.

To think we used to live in a more peaceful state
And to see where we are today.
Children dying by anothers hands
Talking back against your parents has become common practice in some households.
Wars are unavoidable
Parents do the unthinkable as they bury there sons and daughters.
Chaotic in others words that is what we have become
Greed has taken some of the week souls in this worls

Mother Nature fights back to presrve what is rightfully hers
Yet we destroy it without a second thought
Animals die for our own need
How much more can the earth take till it finally says no more
Are my words meaningless to you the reader
Or perhaps by know you have already flitted away to another page.
Thinking that this is another rant and perhaps you even rolled your eyes.

At this I laugh
Tiss but a bit of humor that I see.
A rarity in fact that I smile
These days that expression seems to be so foreign to me
Don't ask me why
Because I don't know that answer
Jus

I had a dream about my character Sierra,and two others Jeremy and Jareth last night.Up until know I kinda experienced a writers block but that wall has been torn down.
Anyway unless your Dannii or are a sneaky follower of my previous writtings on them you might not understand it.

{Soon to come }{in stores near you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,not likely just hereXD}

Like a cold summers rain in soaks you to the skin
That cold chill remains forever with you.
Baring no expression
Feeling no pain
Or rather nothing at all

Depression creeps in and never lets you be
The clock ticking is the only sound you hear
Caring about nothing makes your life seem useless
Looking to the moon for answers
It is silent as it was before

Day after day life begins to have no meaning
Ambiton,love,even obsession
You have no more
If this continues surely you'll wither away
Or find yourself drowning in a puddle of rain.
Who am you might ask.
That itself is a complicated question
But this I'll day I struggle with the same enmy you do
But lets try to fight together
To live another day.

I won't be on hardly after this week.
Reality is unavoidable Sat's are around the corner so I'll need to study and do some other things.
My two years is almost up here on the community {where did the time go?}
My birthday is May 19 I can't believe that it's almost time for me to go off to college.
Just a bit of rambling on my part.


The road ahead is tough and brutal the outcome is better for the charcter ,and defines how this life will be lived.

You walk around like any other day enjoying the peace and tranquility.
And then you see it off in the distance 20 or 50 deer with the skull mask on.
Or perhaps another player has the same exact pelt,mask,antlers etc,,,,,,,








SO WHAT

I realize that some people don't like to see this,I am aware of that.But remember there are only so many pelts and combos for us.
The popularity of the skull mask I don't even see how that should be an issue.It's there for people to use.

The pelts or masks for each player is enterpreted differently with there character and how it used with them.
I might have a different opinion if we a bunch of people had the same deer.
For example player one has as Jane deer{no offense to anyone's deer if they are named Jane}and they have this personality and this ability.
And if player two had the same deer{name abilty etc...]
I could see how that would be a problem.

But the characters are created are more than just skin deep.They have different personalites they view things differently,not unlike the humans they were created by.
Please tell me what you think of my opnion even if you think I'm wrong.All I ask is that you do not swear.
If your wondering what started this,Quad,a wonderful writer and kind person decided to leave,and come back one day.

{Intro/background}for Tazanna



A young girl around the age of sixteen. sits on a wooden bench in the garden,she seems to be admiring the koi who swim close to the edge.Her hand clutches the material of her kimono above her heartAlthough she appears to be in no pain..Her blue eyes are like saphires,yet they could melt your heart or make you feel like they could kill.The cherry blossom tree is in bloom and give the scene a natural glow.

The kimono she wears has dark blue butterflies outlined in black,the background is a litter shade of bue.It's tied with a gold and black sash knotted elegantly against her back.
It might seem strange that in this era in korea one would wear such atire,but such is the rule in higher society.
However,like in most schools she is required to wear a uniform,which she honestly didn't care for.
Her raven black hair is pulled in pony tail,which appears like silk as it cascades down her back almost to her knees.

Her mother{Ezuru was lady of the house and was often busy with her own work,in the fashon industry.
Souta her dearest younger brother whom she loves dearly,raising him since he was an infant they share a unique bond.
The elder brother Kizumo works with her father in his business,helping to regulate the flow of cash that their many investments they receive.
It is rare when she sees her older brother,he spends most of his time at the office,and even when he's home his demeanor is cold and quiet.Barracading himself in his room on the weekends,a different person than when she remembers him to be before he turned 18.


Mr.

A black doe with blue butterfly markings is resting near the edge of the pond.
She has an air of mystery and beauty about her.She opens and closes her blue saphire like eyes.
However,she is not alone butterflies of different colors are around her some flying in the air and som who are perched in the trees or the grass.
She seems content and happy but is she truly?
Who will approach her.


This is an rp for my doe Tazanna ,if anyone wishes to rp with her in her human form feel free to ask.
Others wise you may respond to her deer intro up above.