I am tangled in these lies
That I have told
Struggling endlessly to break free
All the while their grip gets stronger
It seems hopeless to try
See what Ive become for you
Do you see me trapped
Here in this web
That gets stronger by the minute
Why dont you help cut me loose
Why do you just stand there and stare
I guess you can truly see the beast I have become
Im past the point of no return
So I wont ask for your help
For who would help this animal I have become.
Please dont look at me
This animal
Just walk away
Far away
To protect yourself.

Yesterday when we were together
We were so close yet so distant
I could see it in your eyes
That you were hiding something
I finally asked you what was on your mind
At first you denied it
But I was persistant
You said you were leaving tommorow for a year
You had to follow your dream
But you wanted our relationship to remain the same
I had no words
You left me speechlees
For this sudden departure caught me unaware
But what could I say
I would not hold you back
For the sake of my selfishness
That would be cruel
I remember the way you smiled when I said nothing would change
And that I would be here waiting for your return
What I said was not a lie
But this pain of separation
Was what I wanted to express
But how could I burden you with that
So with a smile I hugged you
And told you I would miss you
I promised tomorrow I would send you off
And that I would be your support along the way.
Its 12 at night and Im wondering if your still awake
I have a glass of wine by my side
But nothing seems to calm me
I know I will have to be strong
For both our sakes I must pull through
But I will not promise that I wont cry
But I will let you go
I wont hold you back
I stay here waiting for you.

Im letting loose
Im letting go
Im gonna set this heart free
To let it fly
If only for awhile
I can be free of pain
But its not so easy
For it stays with me
Wherever I go
I cant shake it off
Ive tried a million times
But each time the pain worsen
why do I live with this curse
Why wont it let go of me
I dont know how much more I can take
Before I scream
I guess I cant escape
So for now Ill accept this pain quietly
For one day it might ease
But for now its something I have to live wth.

The sound of the waterfall is all I hear besides your breathing
Both have the steady pace like the beating of your heart
Even here in this jungle
Lying in your arms I feel safe and secure
We need no words to speak
For we already know each others hearts
Allowing us to read each others mind
Here in piece we lie
Secluded from the world
If only time would stop
We wouldnt have to move
Gazing up at the sky we watch the comets fly by
But the only thing I care about
Is the star thats right beside me
Content and happy are we to stay by each others side.
Even when the wind blows through the trees
You hold me closer
Gazing into your eyes Im lost in your soul
We would be content to stay together forever
However we know we will be separated
But we have already promised to find each other
Again on the other side
Even if we are separated we will find our way back
For true love can not be denied

I tried so hard to be honest with you
To never hide my feelings
This was my mistake
I lets you see inside
At the moments when Im most vulnerable
Yet you play with my emotions
Is that any way to be
So I guess the easiest way to avoid heartache
Is to harden my heart
And never show my true feelings
For this I will have the upperhand
Someday it might become my downfall
But youll never see my emotions again.
Ill lock them away
Never to be seen
Inside my heart.

Im not gona lie to you

This is just an old tatoo

Im no super hero


But please stay

Dont walk away

Just hear what I have to say

I have no super powers of which to speak

But Id gladly give my life for you

You changed my world

The moment I saw you

How could I resist

Giving you my heart

I have no regrets

For I know you will treasure it


Just keep in mind Im no super hero

Its just an old tatoo

But baby remember Im always by your side

Im standing on the edge
And I dont know where to go
Im calling out for you
But you dont come
Below me the ocean calls
To stay here for eternity
What keeps you from coming to me
From pulling me back
Is it your wish
That I jump
Or are you merely teasing me
So much time has passed
You had your chance
I called for you but you did not come
And now the oceon beckons for me to come
I wont keep it waiting any longer
But as I submerge I see your figure in the distance
But its to late
The ocean has taken me captive
I can not escape her grasp
Youve lost you chance
And for this I stay here for eternity
Im sorry you were to late save me.
Dont cry
For my spirit will be with you for eternity.

I tried to follow your expectations
Abandoning my own hopes and dreams
In the end I failed you
Yet I can not help but wonder if this all meant to be
For now I can live how I want
Free from your criticism
Free to express myself in my own ways
No longer bound in chains
To live under your expectations

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You say I shoud change the way I dress
The way I talk
The music that I listen to
Basically my life but I say who cares
You tell me to wear dresses Ill wear jeans
Ill crank this music as loud as it will go
Cause who cares
Its my life
And Im living the way I want to
And for now im living in the moment
You do not agree
And i understand
But dont try to change me
Cause Ill never be a doll
Thats made of plastic
Cause I have imperfections
Im not a picture perfect girl
I am who I am
And thats ok with me
Just remember nobodies perfect.
We all make mistakes
But who cares
Well learn from them so they wont happen again.

Where are we all running to

What dreams are we all chasing

What path lies ahead is something we can decide

Let us hold on to another never forgetting where we came from

Charging into the uncharted future

Some will find that two hearts beat as one

Some might find there heart torn to pieces

But in the end we pick them up

And piece them back together

So that we are not left to trudge in others footsteps

But to clearly make our own

We are all running to a destination

But we dont know where well find it

But well know welll recognize it when we pass along our race

To the next generation

This race never really ends

There is no one winner

But millions who have travelled throught this race we call life.

We are all winners in the end who have competed in this race we call life.

Take a look around
At this earth we call home
As beautiful as she is
She is slowly dying
Can you not hear her pleas
The day will come
When we will no longer be able to retrace our steps
And fix this mistake
Listen to the animals for they are also crying out to you
For help
Heed the warning and help mother nature be restored.