Time period 1854

They say my duty is to the farm,and that one day Ill marry.But first I must learn how to keep a house. They say the Indians are savages,but I disagree. I say they were here first. And they are somewhat wiser than us.You can call me a renegade or a rebellious girl. But some just call me Anna.
Im 16 and I live in Missouri on a farm with both my parents,and my two brothers Ted 9, and Mike 19.
We are not the only peolpe here. Some like us live in cabins along this countryside. Others live in the fort that is necessary for supplies. But the Sioux are also abundant in these parts.

Chapter 1
A beginning of something Different
These days seemed unreasonably hot or was it because I was standing in ther open right under the sun? Who really new. Weeding was not a tough but a bothersome job to due. The sound of hooves pawing at the ground made me stop and look up. It was my black stallion Midnight causing the rucus. Wisping over to him I gently cooed him. " Easy boy its ok" stroking him along his neck seemed to ease him. I was curious as to what caused his behaviour but I knew the boy were fishing. And dad was gone on a trip with mom. Puzziling as it was I soon found my answer as I looked the same direction Midnights attention was at. What appeared to be a Sioux boy around 10 was walking torwards me. I noticed a slight limp on his right leg indicating he was injured."Hello " I called out but I received no answer. Before the boy could reach me he fell on the ground. Running to him I put my hand on his forehead it was blazing. Taking both his arms I dragged him into the house,because he was to heavy to carry. I managed to get him in my bed, with some difficulty. I examined his right leg with care. Discovering something like a bullet had grazed his calf.

Moma this is your daughter writing
Youd never guess my answer right
So ill give it to you straight
Moma I fell in love
Some might think hes strange
But I like him just the same
He might look ordinary
But to me he looks handsome
Hes not what you would have expected
The person to win your daughters heart
He has little money
Of which to speak
He lives in a small cabin
Away from civilization
Yet Im as happy as can be
Every time we look at one another
We smile
Im lost in his eyes
That are the gateway to his soul
His laughter is like my medicine
It cures my sorrow
Hes not the some one you would approve
For he has no money
Or a fancy job.
But mama hes the one I love
I can not say Im sorry
But please accept that we are getting married
Because he is the one I love Moma.
And I hope one day that you will understand.

Even though Ive said Im sorry
I know the damage is done
The words that I spoke
Can never be taken back
My actions can not be unraveled
For they have truly left their mark
These things can not be erased
But I hope you will accept
This sincere apology of mine
The wrong that I have done you
Will stay forever with me like a curse
Had I known the pain it would have caused
I would have locked myself away
And given you the key
These lies have come undone
Only to reveal the ugly truth
I kissed her
Yes its true
Only on impulse
Please believe
It meant nothing
But I see the tears in your eyes
And I curse myself
As you walk away
I can not blame you
But I can not stop myself from shouting your name
But its to late
The damage is done
And I must suffer the consequence
Of watching you walk away
Step by step
Disappearing from my sight.

These are my tears
That I have shed
They flow like the river
This is my out stretched hand
Waiting for some one to grasp it
And never let go
These eyes of mine see many things
But have yet to look upon your face
Or perhaps I have seen you
But we were not yet introduced
These lips are waiting
For your gentle kiss
My arms longing for your embrace
This is my heart
That some day I might give to you
I long to hear your voice say I love you
And I will never let you go
I long for all these things
And yet I dont even know your name
Or who you are
I just wish you would find me fast
Because I am longing for love.

Looking in the mirror
I see my reflection
It looks different
Not the same as before
These changes that have occured
I am curious as to know
How they came to be known
This person staring back at me
Is not the person I once was
And yet I can still detect her prescence
Hiding under the layers
This new reflection does not please me
So why am I surprised
That I have thrown a stown at the reflection
Breaking the glass
I smile
For I remember this girl
And she is slowly coming back
For we have many years of bad luck to face
But Im least back to the way I once was
I can wash this make up off
And return to normal
At least my normal any way
So thank you dear mirror
For letting me see the error of my ways
Your curse you have set upon me
Will be a blessing.
Now that I can raise my head with pride
As I walk these streets
That I call home.

You can request


Faunet---- a flirtatious friendly dancer
Murtagh--- a well gothic loner
Shebe---- a very sweet but insecure person who can sense and hear spirits
Adrian---a lethargic boy who sees and hears spirits
Romeo--- a romantic for sure but has five angels around him

You can request these characters for RP in deer or human form( it does not matter)

Opening my eyes to the new day,the sun shines brightly blinding my eyes.
To awake in this new forest I sense a chance of redemption.A chance to start fresh. For these birds can sing their lively songs while flying with the wind.And other deer will act on their own impulses. But I am not alone even now,for these five angels hover over me.Taking no pleasure in the fact that we must stay together in order to live. To me it is not yet clear if other deer can see them,but most likely they will be able to feel their prescence.And even know while Im lost in thought I can see to fawns playing in the distance. Enjoying their dancing and their play-fighting. For a moment I almost think that I would join in on their games. But for now I will dismiss this thought and get a better look at this forest.Trotting around I look up at the sky and see the birds that fly. The forest seem so lively and joyess to day. Throughout my adventure I come across many pleasing things. My favorite spot so far is under the bridge. Which is where I will stop for now to take a rest. Ill close my eyes if only for a while for I am tired and have seen many sights today.



I have seen many woders
And I have heard many tales
But this forest
Is unlike anything I have experianced before
It always seems to have a flow
Of positive energy
Defeating the negative feelings and thougths
Entertaining only pleasant dreams
Surrounding us like a cloud.

Words whispered through prison bars
Loose their charm
While the one who speaks is free
And unbound
He only gives me hope
To break it into pieces
His words I would hang on to
Till my last beating breath
But time has passed
I have grown old
My skin is wrinkled
My bones ache
And still I wait
In this prison cell
For him to set me free
Alas my heartbeats are numbered
And he is no where to be seen
The words that he once spoke
The ones I cherished
I have grown to hate
For his words have become lies
He also had given me hope
For something that will not come true
My freedom is bound
In these prison walls
But not for long
For my heartbeats are numbered
And I shall soon be free
Those words of his I will forget
For this is my only escape
For my body to die of old age
But for my spirit
To break free
But I shall remember the man
Who whispered words through these bars for me
That turned in to lies in the end.
So now I wait for my last breath
It wont be long
Before I part.

Please be careful

For these angels around me are not kind



They are daunting creatures


That haunt my being

I am sorry that I have brought them upon you


Many times have I tried to get them to leave


But my pleas are never heard.



Hello this is Romeo

Very pleased to meet you
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These angels of five
Never leave my side
And even though they are unkind
As long as they are by my side
I will remain alive
For at a time
When I was on deaths door
They saved me
Not knowing the price
They would have to pay
Its seems as though I might live forever
But maybe one day I will become an angel as well.


Age -------19
Health-- 89%

*glares+pokes*