I had a thought that if I made a book with all of my poems would you buy them?

I didnt sleep
I was to anxious
I crept out
Without anyone noticing
Leaving a note
Saying
Im leaving
This rush is making my heart beat so fast
For all to hear
Sitting here on this train
I constantly sigh
Waiting to know
If you will come for me
If you dont
Then this is better
For the both of us
The train is about to leave
And there is no sign of you
My leg will not keep still
My nerves are shot
As I anxiously look for you
Your not there
The train starts
And a tear escapes
Cascading down my face
More will follow Im sure.
But out of the corner of my eye
I see you running
Torwards me
My heart is light as
I abandon my seat
Rushing to meet you
We meet with a strong embrace
He said I cant let you go
Before pulling me into a gentle kiss
You saved me from leaving
A choice
I did not really want to make
But know my heart is taking flight
With this love you give me.

Love gives me wings
That let me explore
A variety of feelings
Firstly taking flight
A couple inches above the ground
Exploring my abilities
Then soaring high
And fast in the sky
Following the direction
My heart takes me in
Like the begginng
Of a piano song
Slowly starting off
With a sweet genltle melody
Getting a feeling for the tune
Then slowly but surely speeding up
It plays the melody
Of which the hands command
But surely there is an end to ever song
To rest and recuperate
For the next duet
As my wings
That are fulled with love
Must bring me back down
To rest.

I am honestly curious how many people actually read my writing and dont comment?




(sorry mick )

I want to know
What would you think
If I was to disappear
From your sight
Without the promise of returning
What would go through your mind
I would love know
What would you do.
Would you dismiss the thought
Or come after me
Ready to confess
So many questions are in my head
And weigh heavily on my heart
Your only one room away
A wall is all that separates us
And if I had the courage
I would bodly
Ask you myself
But unfortunately
I cant
I must wait for your answer
When you have discovered I am gone
I know its not right
But if you dont come for me
then this shall be goodbye forever
And if you do
Ill gladly come back with you
So much will happen
That could change my future
And it all comes down
To what you decide

April 9,2010

Aghh so much to do so little time. I wish my mom would get of my case and leave me the heck alone.
Cause there are some days you dont want to here people you dont want to see them. You just want peace.I tell my friend enjoy your youth but that ust goes thrrough one ear and out the other. You know its so nice when people ignore you.













I told myself I wont miss you
But I do
And I can not pretend
That these memories werent real
And thats what hurts the most
Cause I remember them
And realize
That thats all i have to hold on to
There will be no tomorrow.

Couldnt we be friends







Instead of enemies





Why must we fall in favor with titles







When they mean nothing more than a fake identity





Shouldnt we better ourselves and other people









Instead of dragging them down.



Why must we be subject to pain and humiliation






Should we abandon this

And think on other things





Its possible



But at least now your aware.

The doe that passes by
We might say hello
But once her true identity
Is revealed
We dont give her a second glance
Much less another chance
You can here the demons coming
They are hunting for her
We stay away
For our own safty
And other selfish reasons
But one must wonder
Why should she go through this
Tiss but one thing
She is rejected for
And is not something she can control
Why cant she have a friend
Who helps her through
So she is not lonely
And can see she is not soo different
Why must this doe go through this alone?
Suffer in silence and loneliness
Hunted like prey in the night
Lonely as a dove that flies alone.
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I have a secret
One of which you will not like
Im positive you will turn away in fright
Running far away from me
For something that is not controlable
It happens on the night of the full moon
But that is not the only dangerous time for me
For you see
There are others that are following me
Hunters
Hunters that are demons
That wish that I was not alive
I do not blame all those who run from my company
I understand
But you see it get so lonely with out a friend
However its all right
For I would not want them hurt
I must move fast
Or they will find me
Just remember the doe you saw
Whos name is Latte
For I do not know
How much longer I can run on my own.

Friends we have been
Since long ago
We have been together
Through thick and thin
Togther at our worst
And our best
We have cried on each others shoulders
Sought each others advice
You could wr grew up together
Never really one without the other
Until one day
A perment separation lummed above
You we were moving to some where
12 hours away
Twas a sad day when you left
For with out you I dont feel whole
We will keep in touch
Through emails and phone calls and such
But it wont be the same
But one day
Soem how
Well meet again
My friend
Our paths will cross once again
Only the timing of which is uncertain
But one thing remains true
That we are friends,



(morning guys sorry bout this I just woke up and it was in my head)

I have a rather selfish request. Could I have an rp with Seth in human form?