In class, I often get bored and doodle...and rarely do I ever finish my doodles. And often never scan them. But tonight, I made myself scan them...

So...fear my unfinished doodles!!!

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Seele

The scanner killed it.

Rowan

Mean scanner.


Ha. Pen beats scanner.

Emiva

Randomness.

*nuzzles victoriapandora* How I miss that little fawn that I met many months ago...

/randomness

The angels stalk me at night...

I cannot be sure where they came from, or why it is me that they come after, but I am sure that they are coming for me.

Within this realm of eternal black, I see two ways out. One way would set free my mind and soul. The other, would let free my physical form...

The Jared deer says his human may allow me into the world, but I would have no recollection of it. I would not be there, only my form, my name, my presence...

Do I take the kind offer and step in, or let the angels take me away?

Plumeria...is it worth it to sacrifice my mind for a short time to allow myself to be with you, or do you feel you'd rather wait an eternity for a day which may never come...?

I wish I knew...

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Dannii knows my password, so if they want to play as my deer, they can, heh. Problem is...yeah, they'd be playing, not me. Hmmmm...

Taint enjoys rambling.

I'm never going to be able to play right, I've had this confirmed for me recently. Unless by some miracle the server is changed and I can play on it, I won't be able to play right...

So...over time, I'll be departing from here...

Meh...

Satellite internet just...sucks...

Out of curiosity...what ISP does everyone here have?

As in...does anyone here have Satellite?

I finally got some help. Finally. I did something called a tracert, and found out that basically, my problem -is- caused by WildBlue.net. Or, just the fact that I have satellite internet in general.

This...

...sucks.

Because my dad tells me we cannot get the other types of internet, only Satellite. x_x;...Anyone know why this might be? I'd ask him, but he'd yell at me again :/

I want to know if the fact that I have Satellite, prevents me from ever playing...

Much to the anger and frustration of the elder deer with whom I clash, I speak to the younger deer who know not of me.

My name is Anzel, and I am the first of the so-called Ghost Deer. Our human, cursed by circumstances unknown ever after the passing of two seasons, cannot give us passage to the Forest. We walk alone, hoping to catch the scents of other deer, though they never walk to us, and rarely show their true names and forms.

Still, we try and make due with what we have. We have special gifts, despite our many disadvantages. We may haunt, by casting spells given to us by mushroom circles upon the deer we see in our world. And within your true Forest, you may see a deer transform, or devout, or whatever it decides to appear as.

If you see us, do not feel we are ignoring you. For we cannot know that you are there. And we are deeply sorry.

We are being forgotten over time, but we shall never truly give up hope.

*anzel bows her head, and leaves*

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It's been a while since I've posted about this, hasn't it? Maybe a few months.

Just a reminder that, if you ever see my deer (whose pictograms and main sets are shown in my avatar), and I don't respond, that it isn't that I'm ignoring you. I have issues playing the game, and can't play right. Been many months now, but I'm still playing

Just thought I'd mention it so that no fawns hate Zelly x3;;; Zelly luffles fawns.

>: D

Screenies later. I just devouted DanniiDeer with a...transformation spell <<;

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--- Location 1:


--- DanniiDeer (in location 1):


--- DanniiDeer (transformation spell = devout?)


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I had to change the location because the deer disappeared. I'm scaring Clock, and my spells end up devout spells x3



Lastly...



I cast it on the fawn, it appeared on DanniiDeer who cast it on the fawn, blah blah x3

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If you wanna observe, follow DanniiDeer.

How many weeks has it been now...?

Ugh...

My problem just seems to be getting worse and worse...

I miss getting the pictograms to spread...though I can't play normally, and never will unless Michael helps (or someone else helps), I still loved playing...but I can't even get the stupid pictograms to partial spread...at all...

*whimpers* Does anyone miss Zelly? Michael has forgotten she exists, and obviously she shall never have her wish granted for a single hour of back-up server time...;-;

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((note :: if you don't know me or my problem - i can't play normally, never have been able to on this server, only played normally 1 day a few months back. i've been playing for over half a year now.))

I've had this idea for a month or so now, to create a community deer. A deer that anyone could play, with a common password and a common name.

At last, he has been named, and born.

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Name: Stagg
Password: community



True Name (pictogram)

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Gender: genderless
History: unknown
Personality: unknown
Other: unknown

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Basically...

Stagg is a deer that anyone can play as at any time. Though genuinely genderless, Stagg shall be referred to as he. But you may feel free to refer to Stagg as a she if you so desire.

Multiple people can play as him at one time, causing confusion for him and others, but this is all in good fun. He shall learn his history, personality, traits, and otherwise over time, or maybe never at all.

No one may "claim" him as theirs, they may only claim to have played as him at a given time. He is everyone's deer. If you create a trait for him, or personality, or insert part of his history, IN WRITTEN WORD, don't power-play. He may be schizophrenic, and therefore he will be one deer at one time and another deer at another time. He isn't one single deer all of the time, other than always bearing the same pictogram.

If you have any other questions, simply ask.

This is just a fun idea I had. I wonder if anyone else will be interested in it. Feel free to play as him at any time without asking. This is just for fun. He is currently a fawn.

Enjoy.

It is a long false-night for the Taint. Her fur is dashed with dewdrip streaks, and her mask is cold and hard. The cracks in the imperfect wood of her mask are clear as day, and the eternal scar born upon the fore by Vein is forever there.

The flowers surrounded her on one side, and both mud and dirt danced on the other. Grass seemed invisible in the false night. The cloak of cold broke through her warm fur. She shivered.

Her body trembled and her heart beat with irregularity. She dare not move, dare not tremble.

"C....c..cold...s...s..s....o..c-cold..."

Within her mind flashed the thoughts of sleep.

Slowly she was losing herself to the cold. The chill, forever aching up her spine, was enough to overwhelm any living being. She with her taint, with her curse, and with her querious condition...lay still.

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Don't worry, Taint's fine. I've just been feeling off today, and poetic, and I just needed to write. So don't mind it ^^;;;...