Nobody liked it, nevermind...

Want proof that it's horrible? Read. XD; Evil demon ISP.

I think that even if I play Wajas once a day, it will be too much.

GAH. I WISH WE HAD KNOWN THIS BEFOREHAND.

NEVER GET WILDBLUE.NET. NEVER LET YOUR FRIENDS GET IT. SPREAD THE WORD.

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My dad got an e-mail from WildBlue.net today. WildBlue.net is our ISP (internet service provider), and you can see just how horrible their service is by going to http://www.wildblue.net/ .

We're using too much bandwidth.

This is making the distribution to all users 'unequal' or something...

So they're cutting our connection speed. Which is already at basically a 100 kbps maximum.

If I play TEF any longer (since that it likely what is using so much bandwidth, because the only other things i do are play Wajas, surf this site, the forum, and not much else)...they'll add an extra $40 a month to our bill and slow our speed even FURTHER.

If you want to see how horrible the service is, google 'review wildblue' or something.

I've been reading.

Honestly, the only reason I liked this ISP at first was because they didn't lie about how fast it was. But they only compared themselves to dial-up.

We had no clue they'd rip us off month after month, and that they were such a horrible ISP.

...

I'm not leaving the community. It's wonderful here. I'm not leaving the forum.

I just...I can never enter the forest again, not until we can change to a different ISP.

I'll miss the forest.....

~ Anzel

I saw a fawn sleeping in that same patch just yesterday, I believe...

*nuzzles them* I dunno, there's something cute and sweet about the fawn, even if it's sleeping in a dark patch of soil right near the pond, hehe.

If you sleep there and you're a fawn, beware...if I load you...you shall be nuzzled, mwahaha!

(i got the pictos to spread, yeah, but i don't think anyone can see me right now)

I got a ton of pictograms to spread, not many sets loaded, but...does anyone see me?

Oh, and...I saw and nuzzled Magnet, but I have a feeling he didn't see, c'est la vie...

I'm not on the Live Map, so I have a feeling that if I'm visible to -anyone-...I'm not -very- visible.

I've probably opened TEF about 25 times today...doing the same routine I've grown used to: Open TEF, wait 5 or so minutes, check to see if any pictos have spread, close TEF, repeat.

They spread twice, but only 4 the first time, 1 the second, and all were fake pictos except for one. I -was- able to load the deer that Painted Lady likes, though, mwahaha. *pokes taint* She's so adorable.



I also took a cool screenie earlier today, looks almost like a new mask:



Kinda depressing, my connection must be really bad today. I've been trying since...uhh, maybe 2:30 PM EST? (7 hours ago from now)...without any luck.

*is all alone*

The community site's been inactive today, so I've been loneleh.

*anzel meeps*

Oh, and...if anyone happens to have an insane, costume-liking deer, I put together this set yesterday night:



EDIT:

Finally got the pictos to spread again...only 4...please tell me if you can see me...I'm really, really depressed...

*closes TEF and restarts*...I don't think anyone saw me...

When the forest was down yesterday, I decided to roleplay as a real deer.











Does this make my butt look big?


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Then...today...I woke up...

Anzel: Woah...


Where am I...?


This is curious...


Oh! Look! Sunflutters!


Hehe, they're so cute...


Whee!!!


Woah, it's...it's stunning...truly...


Dippling, dappling, through the blueberries...


The sunset is lovely...


Ooh, look! Birdies! Hehe!


So -this- is rakuen...


Eternity...


Oh look...a random...shadow corner...How peculiar...


Hehe...


My lady tells me that there are other deer near me...and that they are nuzzling me, showing that they are there, that they care for me...


But I never see them...


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This has been a beautiful night. I have enjoyed the forest being as beautiful as it is. I'm really glad that I was able to see the forest as such, it truly made my week. <3

Hoped you liked my pictures <3

^^;;;

I was just able to load the weather.

IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL IN THE FOREST!!! ^^; I'm gonna be posing and taking pics, heh, so if you see me...that's why I'm doing.

I think I've loaded every single deer in the forest, full sets.

o_o

By the way...yes, this -is- my first Sunset (or is it sunrise?...it's twilight, anyways, heh). It's...amazing.

"Hello, my sir Witch," she speaks with a sly tongue, "Shall we drink the amber tears of the purpling maple?"

The soft wind blew, not rustling but her heart. He stood there, silent, breathing, his beating heart proving his life but no more.

Anzel stepped forward and attempted to smile, but it faded. Her eyes looked downward and to the side, the smile having fallen from her face like an autumn leaf.

He stood.

"Hey, how about we...sit? So we might drink from the elfenbankjes?" She readied herself, and fell into a giggle, and sat up.

He did the same...

Anzel paused. "Witcher, are you actually there...?" She looked into his eyes, the sun peaking into the holes of the skull mask...his eyes. They were dead. Lifeless. Blue like those of a shedding serpent. He wasn't there.

She righted herself...and her head fell, his doing the same. She lifted her head slightly, "I am fortunate enough to spy you more often than some others...but alas...I know you aren't there. You cannot hear me..."

"...I hope you understand that I cannot be more than simply a friend with you. There is no connection, in soul and in the vida of my Human. I..I must go now. It breaks my heart to eternally be speaking to ghosts..."

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Three deer; Scape, Witcher, and Twenty-One, saw her. A see-through, setless doe, her eyes broken, and her voice...all that could be known of what she said, was known by reading her lips. Twenty-One was able to tell what she spoke of, being a wise fae, experienced in the ways of the forest. The other two, they struggled, but could only make out parts of her verbiage.

Her head fell limp, and her heart forced the human face she bore to leak dewdrops, that fell elsewhere in the forest. For she wasn't there. They saw her standing where she had fallen asleep...running, leaping in place...a ghost in so many aspects...

~~~

"Why...why must I..be cursed...like this......"

I've accepted the fact that I can't see the Abio...I'm very used to that XD;

...I'm just gonna be tormented for a week seeing that announcement every time I get on the community site, heh.

Can someone here please, please, please get a video of the Abio for me? :3

Even though the ToT person said the server was back.

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Am I alone in this?