My human has let me roam the foggy forest. Auntie Zelly was right; the bats really are sweet ^^;

I wonder what the forest looks like to the Sun. Probably like a great big fluffball. How I wish I were the Sun, for the fog is wet and hard to see through...

Being able to hear the sound of one of life's greatest treasures, the music...it is truly wonderful. I am amazed that I can even hear it!

Oh, how I wish I had a friend to sit by me...

Alright.

I am -SO- ticked at myself right now.

I was trying to get into TEF, so I did my normal routine, got distracted, checked...ZOMG, I see a line of dancing deer in the fog? WOW!

*goes to tell dannii*

*dannii is offline*

*goes to minimize im screen, and minimizes TEF instead*...

...

...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

x_x

I feel so stupid when this happens. It ALWAYS happens at the WORST times. I did it at the end of the back-up server day, at walter's leaving party (i saw everyone, even if they weren't moving), and now this.

Ugh.

Sorry. x3 Needed to get that out. Minimizing isn't fun, heh.

Ghost Deer demands it. Take picatures for heeeeeerrrrrrrr~! x3

Hehe. :3

Even if she's not doing anything Auriea is my deer Anzel's favorite God. *evil grin of doom*

Alright, firstly, I must tell you that I am a 16-year old girl who inherited a hormonal imbalance from her mother (who i believe was diagnosed with depression when she went into rehab for drinking), so take my moody ramblings with a grain of salt. The only time I'm truly emotionally normal is the first few days of menstruation. If you can't believe me, fine, don't. But even my boyfriend can sense the difference in me. I do not enjoy it at all, and it began when I hit puberty a few years ago.

...

Also: I'm not returning, but I knew that if I got a friend to post for me, you'd possibly target that as a sign of weakness.

Although now you'll say 'you're an attention-hungry emo drama queen', maybe I'll get through to you better than if I'd gotten someone else to post for me :/

...

My personality and yours, they don't seem to coincide well. I think I have come up with the reason: You aren't a very emotional person, and I can understand that, I never used to be, either.

So what you say in joke and jester to me, when I am having mood swings left and right for 3 weeks every month...I take it much differently than any guy would. I couldn't see any joke in what you said at that time, mainly because, well...any girl who has bad pms could tell you, you lose all reason. I mean, I cried over having a cat run away yesterday. (a cat showed up at my house, i think it was a cat of mine that ran away two years ago...and it ran away, and i balled my eyes out...no idea why)

I've had previous experiences with being unable to express my opinions, and I used to simply accept it and shut up. But I couldn't help but post once or twice (this was an entirely different forum), and they somehow found ways to turn my words around on me.

...

Do you remember who I am, or am I forgotten...? I apologise if I am disturbing you, kind stag. I could not get your attention any other way...

(FIU was stuck in a permanent moo, heh...picto-wise, not sound-wise)

Okay, so, like, I'll give you, like...a kazillion super dollars if you put up the back-up server and have a mini-abio one day so that I can see one, then change it back for all of the people with the older TEF versions x3

Hehe, sorry, I'm getting jealous of all of the lucky peoples seeing mini-abios :3 Ah well, heh.

How was the mini-abio?

And so, I scent him near me, but I cannot awaken.

I am entirely unsure if he even remembers me...

Kind stag...do you...do you remember me...? Or am I...am I hopeless? *bows her head low*...

---

Sorry, it's been a few weeks, so I was just curious about the situation on your end x3

The night. I felt it within my essence, rattling my bones and peeling my flesh, rushing over me. I felt alive. More alive than ever. I struggled open my eyes to find my flesh, my pelt, all restored, all renewed. My antlers pulsed with newfound blood, taken from the midnight that surrounded me. And so, I awoke, and set out into eternity; into Night.