By a player formerly known as LexFirehind

Hi...So, um. . I've been back on TEF since yesterday. I know, I know, I haven't been here in like forever. But there's many reasons for that, actually, and it's a very long story. I prefer not to give all the details of my life from last christmas but I can explain some.

Well I wanted to have a clean slate here so a month ago I got new account and a new deer. Naturally, I wasn't fully back and I didn't want to play with my chara as a fawn so I let it "age." Now that she's grown up, I plan to be more active in game and in the community. Right now, I got my character resting on the Red Hill as I am writing this.

Ok ok...I'll explain about my deer in a few-now I want to talk about what has been going on. If you remember from my old accolunt, the LexFirehind one, I sorta left TEF due to having love issues with my best long distance friend from Sweden, who I had known for ages. You remember how I was longing for her to come back from her WoW addiction and hang out with me more. Well...come after New Years, she did. Since then, we've been refriending and catching up over a year and a half of our friendship put on hiatus, due to her addiction. It was awesome and the more she came online to talk to me everyday, the more I fell in love with her, however I don't think it was romantic. More like a sisterly kind of love. But still, being a fool for love and not knowing which is which, I still wanted to ask her out. However, in fears of rejection and her being scared out of being my friend thereafter, I held myself back. Until, on a chilly morning in March, I deceided to ask her out. And I did and waiting for a rejection, she said yes.

Seemingly it looked promising-we never quarreled, been there for eachother, and even tried to make plans to see eachother this summer. However, she only made herself appear to be fine on the outside.