Ok...so anyone who knows my middle character Shyla might have noticed I don't play her too often anymore. Such is the curse of the middle child I suppose XD

Well because Shyla explains nothing herself and I feel sorta bad for a couple of her friends I guess I'll try to reveal a little of what she's feeling right now.

First I was to start off by saying I feel like I'm losing her as a character. She was never a very popular deer >< her only saving grace was that a few others made fawns around the same time, though these players were already my friends anyways so I think if they werent she still would have been ignored XD Anyways...now pretty much all but 2 of those people from her childhood are out of her life. She does try to make friends but I stay true to her standoffish shy personality and that makes it hard to keep anyone around for long. So I'm kind of in limbo with her, only bringing her on now when Ark and Paavo are on, though even those relationships have their problems...

Shyla's become nervous about being affectionate. The whole deal with Lier and Paavo has left her confused and somewhat afraid of showing love towards anyone, even Ark. She's not the most stable of girls and has about no self esteem so of course she's going to take all this out on herself >< Sorry guys I know it might upset you or make you feel guilty for me saying that but it's just what is ><
Lier seems to be ignoring her..a.voiding her...whatever. I don't know. She's terrified of him anyways now ><
Ark isnt on very often, though I don't blame Rai for this because I rarely am in the mood to ut Shy in these days and Ark is kind of in the same boat as her. He seems to be the only one who really understands her but at times doesnt seem all too sure how to handle it (I dont either so Im with ya buddy XD) which leaves the air kinda awkward...
And Paavo. Whaaat to say about Paavo >< He breaks our hearts, he really does, and he's actually probably the one im writing this for the most.
The problem with Paavo for Shyla is there's no understanding there >< He never seems to have a clue whats she's saying in forest despite the action guides and what not I've put up XD I'm not really sure what the status of their relationship is either and it's always a bit awkward for the both of us.

Lastly the main thing Shyla seems to be having a problem with is...she hates being the center of attention >< And all too often when she approaches a group, even a group of deer she knows, they always seem to turn to her and wait for her to do something. Shyla is the very definition of a follower...she's the kind of deer who is loyal like hell as long as she gets to tag along behind you all day and nothing is expected of her. As soon as something IS expected of her she freezes up and often gets upset. Sometimes her friends do this too, which is why she might sad emote or run away. She does't like being in charge or making any decisions. She's rather pointless that way I must admit, hence why sometimes I just dont feel like bothering.

So...yes. WOW this is freakin long XD Everything I write turns out that way <<

SORRY.