ACTIVITY NOTICE: My muse for this game has been lacking for a long while. I visit TEFC here and
there, but do not play the game much if at all anymore. I'm doing great if you
all are wondering, I have just found other things that take up my time. Add me
on steam if you want to see me around more! I am @marissablondie but my profile
may show up as mars or dinamoozers : ) If you want to reach me privately, feel
free to send me a quick email at dinamotef @ gmail.com as I check it often.
Also, as this has happened a few times, please kindly do not ask for any of
my pictograms. If you have followed my updates over the long period of time,
I do plan on returning and playing this game more often as the Unreal Engine
update is released. Right now, I am just right smack in the middle of my college
courses and do not have the time. Thank you so much for understanding! : )
Player Updates
October 1, 2021
idk what happened but hi i'm here hello
Main Characters
Characters with linked biographies have updates listed there:
P.S., since it's bugged/kind of scared me ever since I read it.
Note: As her mate, Anjali, has been gone for around 4 months, Dina has gotten severely depressed - coming to the assumption he has passed away. Her daughter and son visit occasionally, but their unnatural absences weigh on her too. Has become accustomed to contemplating suicide, to see Anjali again, looking around wherever she goes for ideas. She is trying to stay strong for her family and friends, but she is near the end of her run.
It isn't any trouble for me. .u. We all get busy, either with obligations or feelings or anything else, and have to be away sometimes.
Oh okay good. Sometimes I forget death can be temporary here. xD I was just worried, I dunno.
Ah, company. I'm terrible at that. I don't even go in, much less actually keep consistent even to RPs. xD (You saw how long I took to reply to poor Beloved, I'm sure.) But, if the opportunity arises, and I recognize it, consider it done. ouo
yeaah..ive been getting this weird sickish feeling waves too, i felt so achey yesterday, so tired now and this morning my voice was so hoarse
POLLEN PLZ GO
i wish!!
ugh im just not good with color schemes and the endless possibilities of combos overwhelm me ;A;
plus life related things keep piling up to do..need to start online driving courses AND i have about 4 different assessments (arent required but are suggested) to figure out what i want to do with life
UGH i dont want to do them but i feel bad working on tef stuff when theres all that still to do /cry
Omg you can do it ;u; I always have to tell myself that when the school year is drawing to a close lawl.
I like the idea of just being in-forest only too,though i'd miss you if you weren't on often.;u; <3 Gotta do what you gotta do though,and I support that.
racie whats funny is it feels like ive been on such a long break already.
i never really said anything but i put tef on the backburner as things picked up and i got lazier (omg) and even though it wasnt official it feels like ive been gone for so long ;A; feel so out of the loop cri
thank you, ugh. im getting to the point where acting like im doing work is too much work icant
my grades are decent, and i think i should be a little more worried on how i do on the finals, but honestly i feel pretty chill right now. might stress out as it gets closer though, :c
thank you wd. i honestly dont remember being this tired any of the years before this, like HONESTLY is this what i have to look forward to my last two years of high school? NONONONO
yeah, it really..interests me. the thought of having just a simple deer without any ties or words or thoughts or text to make it more complex, like i said, just like when tef first started. makes me think people would join me/like me/cherish me more if i wasnt as frequent or as vocal in the community. idk why..maybe cuz distance makes the heart grow fonder? idek and i hate myself for thinking that but its true. been feeling like a ghost recently..in the shadows ;~; sure ive been absent but not alot of people have asked where ive been or have tried to talk to me the few times ive gotten on the im. crysobsadstory
id miss everyone alot too, id probably cave too much to actually pull it off. and thank you, i really appreciate it.
thank you guys for commenting, idk why but it made me feel really happy. ily <3
love you dina ♥ I think I've had really bad timing when it comes to skype, because I haven't been on when you are! ; u ; plus my skype tends to be really derpy and doesn't always like to send my messages
awwww ;u; thank you guys so much. love you all to infinity <3
its okay bby i havent been on alot anyways..i get off if i get busy too. its the thought that counts. c:
sorry..i really ment to leave a note and i thought i did, gah. it was, it was crazy though. glad to be home. c: and i saw that! its lovely. its really exciting, and i cant wait to see the new stuff. i know it will be overused as soon as its put into game though..oh well. guess we will wait for a while until its not as shiny new c: its nice to see you too bby <3
ammy bammy youre so sweet ;u; it was really awesome this year! and thats okay, i dont think i missed much......that i care about anyways /brick'd
nice to see you too. c: how are you doing, huh?
I would tell your Dr. Drs understand how shy we can be about issues concerning *that*, but please don't be shy. There's really nothing they haven't heard before and they are willing to work around your shyness. If you're more comfortable with saying "THERE" rather than the actual terminology, that's fine too. I remember my first female issue and had to go to THAT Dr for the first time...I was so shy and nervous but they really understand your situation. It's honestly ok to tell them. Especialy if it's a problem like this, you SHOULD get that checked out.
Best of luck and you can E-mail me if you need anything else. <3
im not shy with my doctor, i can be a bit nervous but i know him very well..its just a weird topic to talk about. i think id be happier if it wasnt such of a scary or awkward topic. but i found his email and im going to try and email him first off..hoping that works. ill probably end up going in and seeing him but i just feel like talking first. might call soon if i dont get a response..but ill try and wait too, to see if it dissapears..ugh scary :/
thank you
ammy - that sounds lovely. there are a few horse ranches close to me but one is private and the other one, weve called 3 times and they never call us back ;A; best of luck with you
Good on you for reaching out to him, girl. Don't you worry about those mean old untrasounds; they really aren't that bad. In fact, they're just very cold with a little bit of uncomfortable pressure. As for the actual exam part; you'll be fine. Most doctors are super professional about examining ladybits ( they kind of have to be, hurp ) but if you are uncomfortable with that, you can tell them. I'm sure you can request a female to examine you and I know my doctor used to walk me through what he was doing.
Also, he's right. I already gave you some tips on how to talk to your mom about it, but you really do need to tell her, bebs. I'm sure she's not going to be angry or anything, and if she comes across that way its just because she's concerned for you and wants you to reach out to her. Parents are like that.
EITHER WAY keep you're chin up. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending good vibes your way~ Feel free to call or text me before/during/around the doctors appointment if you get scared or just need someone to talk to. My door is always open, and since I've had some experience with cysts/fibroids/tumors you're more than welcome to ask me questions at anytime.
ive had an ultrasound before, but im just hoping he chooses to go through my stomach, and not choose to do an invasive ultrasound ugh. and yeah, i already told my mom i want a female gyno when i go.
i did tell her, and she was worried at first but the more she explained the more calm she got. she said she had a few ovarian cysts but nothing uterine. idk. not really knowing what to expect from the doctors visit tomorrow but ill let everyone know whats up.
thank you so much again, beb. i wouldnt know what id do without you, seriously. <3
Praying and hoping you get to go to the beach like you want to <3 You are so wonderfully sweet and I want everything for you to be okay and for you to be happy and comfortable doing your own thing, and though you are not obligated to tell us everything that goes on in your life I really appreciate being able to see and understand how for any of us to give you some advice if it's something I or someone else here is knowledgeable about. I love you, and I hope you love being yourself too ♥
oh my gosh i love you so much. i did get to go to the beach, and it felt lovely. my friend did my hair and we swam in the ocean (it actually wasnt that cold even though it was cool outside!) and then we went for the most delicious pizza and salad. i think you helped make my day so wonderful. <3
i know ill be okay in the end. and i know, this place is amazing. somewhere i can go to and trust and know i can seek help or acceptance and be helped or accepted.
i wanna thank you and bless you because i saw you took the time to comment and make alot of people's days. i know you have good coming your way. thank you so much.
Really hope you're alright,
-quietly snatches the page-/hugs close
thank you so much everyone
/pulls everyone close
/nuzzles
Take all the time you need,
P.S., since it's bugged/kind of scared me ever since I read it.
I don't want her to die.
Can I help?
thank you so much. ugh still
its all part of a plan of mine, no need to worry.
i dont think in the way you'd really like, but any company at all would help her greatly.
you're such a friendly and nice person, have i ever told you? ♥
It isn't any trouble for me.
Oh okay good. Sometimes I forget death can be temporary here. xD I was just worried, I dunno.
Ah, company. I'm terrible at that. I don't even go in, much less actually keep consistent even to RPs. xD (You saw how long I took to reply to poor Beloved, I'm sure.) But, if the opportunity arises, and I recognize it, consider it done. ouo
ily so yeah, haha ~ that's
yeah, haha ~
that's okay. its the thought that counts bby ♥
I've been meaning to interact
of course! id love it if you
Aww; I know how that feels.
Tracking~
yeaah..ive been getting this
POLLEN PLZ GO
thanks meadow ♥
-throws allergy medicine at-
popped a claritin d im
-rolls up newspaper- This
i wish!! ugh im just not good
ugh im just not good with color schemes and the endless possibilities of combos overwhelm me ;A;
plus life related things keep piling up to do..need to start online driving courses AND i have about 4 different assessments (arent required but are suggested) to figure out what i want to do with life
UGH i dont want to do them but i feel bad working on tef stuff when theres all that still to do /cry
Neither am I, haha. I'm awful
Awww, that sucks. But hey, life comes first. (;
If you need a break, by all
Good luck with the last few days of school. -snugs-
Omg you can do it ;u; I
I like the idea of just being in-forest only too,though i'd miss you if you weren't on often.;u; <3 Gotta do what you gotta do though,and I support that.
racie whats funny is it feels
i never really said anything but i put tef on the backburner as things picked up and i got lazier (omg) and even though it wasnt official it feels like ive been gone for so long ;A; feel so out of the loop cri
thank you, ugh. im getting to the point where acting like im doing work is too much work icant
my grades are decent, and i think i should be a little more worried on how i do on the finals, but honestly i feel pretty chill right now. might stress out as it gets closer though, :c
thank you wd. i honestly dont remember being this tired any of the years before this, like HONESTLY is this what i have to look forward to my last two years of high school? NONONONO
yeah, it really..interests me. the thought of having just a simple deer without any ties or words or thoughts or text to make it more complex, like i said, just like when tef first started. makes me think people would join me/like me/cherish me more if i wasnt as frequent or as vocal in the community. idk why..maybe cuz distance makes the heart grow fonder? idek and i hate myself for thinking that but its true. been feeling like a ghost recently..in the shadows ;~; sure ive been absent but not alot of people have asked where ive been or have tried to talk to me the few times ive gotten on the im. crysobsadstory
id miss everyone alot too, id probably cave too much to actually pull it off. and thank you, i really appreciate it.
thank you guys for commenting, idk why but it made me feel really happy. ily <3
We love you too.
love you dina ♥ I
awwww ;u; thank you guys so
its okay bby i havent been on alot anyways..i get off if i get busy too. its the thought that counts. c:
Good luck. ?
thank you so much bby
Oh, good luck! ;u;
THIS IS ME SENDING YOU LUCK
I LOVE YOU
DO WELL!
thank you both! aaa IM TRYING
Was wondering what happened
Ah, that's awesome, sounds so fun.
Well, you missed this. I haven't been keeping up with character news though.
It's nice to see you again. ♥
ahh, there you are. Really
Really glad you enjoyed yourself! Gosh, such exciting stuff ;u;
uh, not sure what else you missed I'm bad at stuff. :C
Good to see you're well.
sorry..i really ment to leave
ammy bammy youre so sweet ;u; it was really awesome this year! and thats okay, i dont think i missed much......that i care about anyways /brick'd
nice to see you too. c: how are you doing, huh?
Welcome back. (:
thank you kali
bump please?
I would tell your Dr. Drs
Best of luck and you can E-mail me if you need anything else. <3
So glad it was awesome! Ah
Ah bah, thanks dear.
I'm good ;u;. Hoping to be volunteering with horses soon, so that should be really good if it happens.
im not shy with my doctor, i
thank you
ammy - that sounds lovely. there are a few horse ranches close to me but one is private and the other one, weve called 3 times and they never call us back ;A; best of luck with you
Please IM me when you can
not ignoring you rav, i will
thank you very very much
Im stressed out about school,
yeah, i feel you. especially
Good on you for reaching out
Also, he's right. I already gave you some tips on how to talk to your mom about it, but you really do need to tell her, bebs. I'm sure she's not going to be angry or anything, and if she comes across that way its just because she's concerned for you and wants you to reach out to her. Parents are like that.
EITHER WAY keep you're chin up. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending good vibes your way~ Feel free to call or text me before/during/around the doctors appointment if you get scared or just need someone to talk to. My door is always open, and since I've had some experience with cysts/fibroids/tumors you're more than welcome to ask me questions at anytime.
♥
ive had an ultrasound before,
i did tell her, and she was worried at first but the more she explained the more calm she got. she said she had a few ovarian cysts but nothing uterine. idk. not really knowing what to expect from the doctors visit tomorrow but ill let everyone know whats up.
thank you so much again, beb. i wouldnt know what id do without you, seriously. <3
Praying and hoping you get to
oh my gosh i love you so
i know ill be okay in the end. and i know, this place is amazing. somewhere i can go to and trust and know i can seek help or acceptance and be helped or accepted.
i wanna thank you and bless you because i saw you took the time to comment and make alot of people's days. i know you have good coming your way. thank you so much.
I'm glad it's 'normal'.
thanks you kims, been
I miss you. :l I'm gonna text
good. miss you too