[=darkgreen]My heart was skewered through when I saw her.

I was just sitting by my favorite sunning spot by the pond, where the river churns into the wider water, curled beneath my friend the willow.
The sun draped aross her mask -- the paint was fresh, and smelled of sweet fruit she'd used to make it. The willow leaves framed her like a halo, like a still-shutter moment as she peeked out from behind a tree. Even though I knew this would occur, I still felt like a star had fallen in front of me, like being struck by lightning from a clear blue sky. I felt the weight of a miracle, something prayed for at the odds of a million to one, hit me then.
I've never been more scared and more happy then to see her there, sudden and impossible, crossing my vision like a cardinal in flight.


I almost decided against it. I almost turned my head, and let myself be content with greetings and I missed you and news and old reminiscing -- I was almost content just to see her again, as I... I never...
I never believed... That I'd see her again. Another lover, vanished into the mist. Another chance lost. Another million moments, never to be repeated -- only to be remembered, endured by my heart for all history. I'd carry her name when only the barest shreds remembered she existed. I was prepared... I never believed...


I'm sorry.
Let me compose myself.


Instead, I asked to speak to her about something important. At first, I danced around it -- I felt I had to tell her all of it. My cowardice, my indecision -- what I'd always felt, and why I'd felt it. Otherwise, telling her, at the... I drove myself through it, my heart pounding.
When she asked me what it is I'd meant to say, I felt silly: I was still running. Still avoiding it. I looked into those bright blue eyes and, at last, I told her what I felt.

I loved her.

I loved her without expecting anything -- I felt sure whatever feelings she could have had died in her absence.

[Taken from an RP between Honeyfur and myself: a short scene of Seed and Sage's reunion after quite some time.]

A green stag sat under the willow at the mouth of the river, watching the flow of the water. As always, he was pretty much caught in his own head – he didn’t even notice the arrival of a bright scarlet doe until she was almost upon him and snapped a twig underhoof.
Seed turned to see Sage as she emerged from the opposite side of the willow tree. His golden eyes brightened; his heart fluttered, caught on a million different feelings with iridescent wings. It had been perhaps half a year since he had seen her last. Maybe more. And the sight of her was still enough to drive any other thoughts from his head.

"My goodness! It's...Really wonderful to see you again." There was a smile on his face, slightly brittle and nervous – but at least the words that leave his mouth then are warm and sincere.

"And you," she said, the brightest of smiles pulling up the corners of her mouth. "I must apologize for leaving on such a whim, and without a word.." Her voice trailed off slightly, feeling guilty for any worry she might have bestowed upon him. However, she scooted closer, closing any small gaps that were between them. "I missed you, Seed."

His face collapsed into a big, unrestrained smile, completely without the forethought to give it grace. He couldn’t help it, even as his thoughts turned to the weighty matters he left unsaid.
"I missed you, too. I...More than you know." He took a deep breath and squared his shoulders, his expression serious. "I thought of you often...And...I realized, and thought it too late, that there was something very important I wished to speak with you about. May we?"

Her heart fluttered at his statement, smile growing slightly in size.

Update September 29th, 2013: I turned into DOE-OH, I turned into a DOE-OH, I turned into a DOE-OH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I woke up today and everything looked weird and I went to the pond for a drink and there was a PELT AND ANTLERS WITH FLOWERS AND I'M A DOE NOW!!!! (Yes, I am a DOE with ANTLERS because I LIKE THEM. And I'm still a DOE.)

Now I can judge pinecone eating contests and walk around like a stately doe and stuff and say things to fawns like: "Back in my day we didn't have things called pinecones or mushrooms. In MY day we had to survive by eating each others flesh. And [i]that young fawns is why you see zombie deer - because THOSE are the people we ate back in my day!" >8'D

Being a doe is AWESOME! I got to play with the other fawns and for once there was something SMALLER THAN ME! (They are usually HUGE compared to me because I was so small. And big deer were like MEGAdeer... and the big zombie deer would have been like godzilla!)

(I wonder if back in the old days we actually ate our gods and that is where the big zombie deer came from....)

~ Manami[/i]

Info on my deer below:

Hello..

since i been getting better i am taking requests now...


Just no human faces i am terrible at those -epic facepalm-


well i am ready for some requets

edit: Few things i need to know..
Do you want head shot or full body shot
Do you want it running laying down standing walking what?

This is old but I appreciate the welcome back(s).
I love this place and the people in it. ;u;
Please allow this to bump down.

3.8 Still exists. Will be working on his stuff when Life calms down.

[Will eventually put some css in here, this is for my character in a month]
Name:Nyla or Myla
Mental: appears to be multiple personality disorder
Explanation:Nyla can be seen as the "good one" [flowers on horns is only difference in appearence] While Myla is the "bad one"
Gender:Female
Age:Adult
Species:Undetermined
Size:6
Scent: Nyla:Mint and lavender. Myla:Cinammon and rain
Voice:Nyla's is a little lighter than Myla
Orientation:Pansexual
Set:
Appearence:
Personality: Nyla:She loves company and goes out to search for it, but it can never fill the empty hole inside her. She's a whirlwind of emotions, always keeping you guessing, going from joyous to depressed. She despises her sister and fights for control. Absolutely fears water, will go days without a bath if possible. She's still always trying to please and be nice. Myla:The same rebel she was, if not more now. Loves the water, lives in it when she has control. Moody and short tempered. She still tries to get back in her own body, so she tries to drown herself.
History: Nyla and Myla were born as rare twins. Nyla was always trying to please her parents, while Myla was always the rebel. Life couldn't be better, until disaster strikes as it always does. Myla had been sneaking away to explore, and one day wanted Nyla to come with her. After a lot of pestering, Nyla gives in and follows Myla into the darkness the next night. As they trek out, Nyla sees creator hill and goes up to have a quick pray as their parents taught. Myla watches with distast,a fatal move. Nyla worries for her sister, but continues to follow her. They reach the pond, and they look into it. Myla tells Nyla her theory about the pond that if you went in you went to another realm. Myla jumped in, running to the deepest part of the pond. Nyla motioned to come back franticly and panicked when Myla disapeared underwater. Nyla watched for several minutes, expecting her sister to pop up and laugh at her. Nothing happened.

I've been on here for a day now, and I have to say I'm loving. I think I've figured everything out, I'm just worried how I'm going to remember who is who in the game. Everyone seems nice and friendly. I appreciate it, I really do. Feel free to comment any tips.