I apologize, everybody, for creating such a story like this, and not telling anybody that it was
just a silly dream of mine. I know many of you were fooled, confused, and had your emotions drawn out
of you by this. To those of you who were close to the sick, fictional figment of my own
mind, I am truly sorry. For those of you who were close friends with DeerUniverse, you no longer have to see
or remember that name anymore. And to those of you who are just arguing over this matter and
never really understood if there was somebody who died or not, please forget about all this and
continue on with your lives. I don't require your sympathies, concerns, or wonderings about my
state of mind, because I already know what it is. I have a real problem, and until I can get better from it,
nobody will ever have to see or hear from me again. I know that I wasn't like this to begin with, but something
had definately changed in my mind over time. And although nobody actually died at all, a part of me did.
And no, of course you don't have to forgive me; nobody has to. This is an apology from the heart; so I truly am sorry
for what I caused here. Sick people do not belong on a social network, so I will be leaving for a while, which means
that it would be best to forget this account and every character that belongs to it.

Thank you, and sorry

Brooke

Last week, a user that you may have known died. His name was Kyle Magellan, but you probably knew him as NotAvailable. In my neighborhood, the houses are at least a mile apart from each other in the backwoods, and shortly after this user described where he lived, I realized what a small world it is. I barely got to know who he was before he went, but he left behind his dog Union, and a note. The note he left had a drawing of the ugliest creature I had ever seen, and under it read, "When you see it, run."
He took his life on the night of the full moon.
To those of you who were wondering what Kyle really looked like, yes. He did have stitches and scars; all over his face. Kyle did not have any hair at all; probably a form of alopecia. His eyes were so brown that they seemed to be black, and he was one of the nicest people I ever had the pleasure to meet, if only for a short time. I could sense that he was troubled by something deeper, as if he was trying to run away from something that he could not.
I found his body that night, and realized that what could have been haunting him drove him to kill himself. But I hope that he is in a better place now. One that would not treat him so horribly; as I remember him describing that he was bullied and beaten by various people, including his own father, who passed away before he did. Even though Kyle didn't have enough food to feed himself with, he was smart and resourceful. I often saw him coming back from the woods with dead animals and plants slung over his back; and reading his comments about the abandoned food mart he picked over.
A few days before his death, I heard that he finally received a job in town.
But I think I will remember him most by his character, Stitches. Stitches resembled himself; scared, stitched up, lonely, beaten, sad, and misunderstood. But he was loving, and wanted anybody for a friend.

has a mind of its own. The glitches are back. I know you guys don't want to hear about all the freakiness that seems to materialize from my computer, but I love The Endless Forest, and I want to tell you about it. I now play the game as an administrator (this had solved my picture problem). Playing the game as an admin allows me to take and access the screenshots that go into my folder. Except, for the past week, my PC has been playing a cruel joke on me, every time I want to play the game as an admin to take pictures. I believe that the glitch is a result of the past old versions of TEF that I installed (in the one that I saw the pig-deer, 2.02; some of you know what I mean).

Anyway, I usually play the game in a large window. But whenever the glitch happens, the game automatically goes to fullscreen, no borders or anything to get out of the game. The language on the menu is stuck in either Polski or Dutch. My deer...looks like he's been starving he's so skinny. And the forest....there are no landmarks, no grass, no trees, no crying fountain, no twin gods, no ruins, no playground, no nothing. There is nothing beyond the nothingness. It feels eerily lonely, being the only really messed-up looking deer in a completely wiped forest. When I go to where the ruins should be, there are just shadows on the ground where the stone is supposed to be placed. The hole in the middle of the ruins, though, looks even deeper and creepier than it does in the actual game. My deer can moo, but he blows black bubbles and doesn't make a sound. His face looks as if someone took a frying pan and smushed it in with the end of it. It always gave me chills when I saw the void. It came more readily in the glitch than in the game. You could get to the void just by falling asleep in the glitch. Although I'm the only deer in the glitch, when I get to void by sleeping, there are other deer I observe in sleep mode, staring me in the face. No eyes, either...