Hi, I've been unhappy and down a few weeks ago but now I'm happy again and don't ask me why it's just a really happy feeling thats into myself (maybe it is the weather in Belgium ... ALWAYS RAIN!! when I'm down )
When I'm in TEF I go and see others and if they don't want to play with me I just go and see arround !!
Everybody is welcome to run arround ....or sitting in a mushroomcircle with me or dance or just have FUN !!
LOVE AND PEACE FOR ALL DEER IN TEF

AND A LOT OF NUZZLES TOO!!!

And I'm mini again maybe thats why I feel happy !!
When I was ... NORMAL SIZE ...I felt like a GIANT

Im seriously the only (awake) deer on the map?! Who's answering my calls then? Lol
Okay if anyone else comes online...im around. Kinda spooky not seeing anyone at all!

My new deer, she is actually complete-ish...
Im aiming to get her to be a Lightbringer (see celticmystress? post)
So all strangers, fawns and other deer are welcome to try and find ner!

Name: Kry
Gender: Doe
Pictogram: Still not working! I thought id fixed it...oh well!
Age: Adult
Personality: Quiet, friendly and approachable but can be irritable and suspicious at times.
Current Set: Blue Starry pelt, doe antlers
Friends: ?
Siblings: None
Mate: Ghost (one of my own deer)
Favorite Place: The Ruin, the bridge near the pond
Home Spot: Anywhere soft and cosy
Likes: Looking after fawns, casting spells and resting by the playground
Dislikes: Being followed everywhere (except by fawns! they're welcome!)

So now that I finally have a stable internet connection and I'm all arted out I decided to visit the forest for a bit. Sadly, TTGL has been replaced with ROD (TV edit) on SciFi tonight so it's not like I had much better to do. >.> I had a lot of fun and helped a Stag find a set so I'm quite pleased. ^^ There are a couple shots from when the connection was still iffy, it was still fun if frustrating. I just hope photobucket doesn't screw up the order...

Geds, it's slow.

Okay, they're up. But for some reason it's not doing the comment option. ): So uh... just have fun looking through them. -_-

http://s344.photobucket.com/albums/p342/Nanenna/08252008/

i hate pulling doubles at work. i somehow always manage to hurt myself. this time i hit my heal on the underside of the pushcart we have. and it brusied instantly.

yeah... first days always last the entire day. tomorrow ill be back a little earlier. and then when volleyball season starts, ill be getting back later >_<

so, to make it simple... im not coming on as much anymore. that means fewer comments, fewer blog entries, cetainly fewer screenshots, and fewer story entries

*sigh* oh well... im sure this year will go by pretty quick. things will happen, things might keep me from coming on here. for who knows how long...

ill definately miss you guys, but i guess ill be distracted... i will definately like going into the Forest to destress again

luv ya <3

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I run as you walk
I play as you balk
I am Free, and will always Be
Nevermore under chains
I run freely with the plains
My life has twists and turns
But in the end when things go wrong
I make the best of every day
Even in the puring rain...
I am Emiva, the Heartful Doe.
I will play as you head home...





Yep i rewrote it becouse the last one was horrable

I found this buried in my documents from wherever I discovered it a few months back, and I thought I'd complete it and share the hilarity with you. You may do this if you wish.


RULES:
Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. [Or that is awesome. :B]

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: “Cato was very lucky to be rescued, as he would not have survived much longer living on the streets with diabetes. Cato’s first vet visit indicated he was a very sick cat with dangerously high blood glucose levels. Because Cato needed insulin twice a day and special food, the MEOW shelter was not the best place he could be. Although the volunteers learned to administer insulin, Cato desperately needed a foster parent. Because of the fear of Cato's needs, no one turned up to take care of him. Thankfully a kind hearted volunteer took him in but unfortunately it did not work out.” (So we finally know Cato’s back story, though they seem to have my gender confused…………..*sings* It’s a hard knock life……X3)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: : “Looks like Cato June's real jersey - and at a great price!” (I’m not cheap, but I’m a great value ;P)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: “Cato says quit whining about manufacturing decline.” (It’s getting so freaking annoying.)
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: “Joe Cato wants the use of universal keys to end.” (They are so hard to find! Especially when they get stuck in a black hole.)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: “Murdoch illustrates that Cato does not shift exclusively to ‘normal sexual behavior.’” (Why would I want to do that?)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: “Cato hates it. Heritage Foundation loves it.” (THEY CONTRADICT ME ON EVERYTHING!!! >:[ )

This mainly goes out to the role players (I do it sometimes but not in the forest). It's not directed at anyone, just a friednly reminder.

Think of this when you cower (I guess shyness, is what most of the role players in the forest use in the forest), "protect your mate", or anything like that. I want you to think about how you make that other person feel. Maybe some of the role playing needs to be toned down? Or just keep it to a minimum, please? I remember going up to a deer and they cowered, it made me feel weird, "Why would someone be afraid of me?" So I did it back. I'm sure that person was confused and felt how I was feeling.

"Protecting your mate"
I have seen this so many times. (And mostly to the poor nameless deer. ) Or if a deer gets too close to your "mate." Think about how that person feels. Do you mayve sort of regret it? I bet that person feels excluded, "Why don't they want to play with me?" Or somewhere around that. (And some are a bit obsessed with genders and mates...)

So I'm just trying to give some of you a friendly reminder. Maybe some of you should try and keep it between other role players? I hope I did some help! And thank you for taking the time to read this.

(This is in-forest not on the community site XD)

Were is the light?
I feel I have reached the piont
But something has been left Behind
I try and live, to fight for what is right
But the darkness is growing leaving me in deny

I run from the Truth, but cant seem to get away
I must face it, and ill be ok
Ill run through the forest
Not turning back even for a glance
I know in my heart
The clouds will surely dance
When i reach my destination
The light from above.......


A suckish poem about how Isis is feeling...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vklVXYKa7sI

this will explain it a bit better

She has decided that she is going to be herself from now on...not a fake.

(rated DM for drama)

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Delicacies of the life
Harsh travesties known to death
See me, my ways...are of strife
Force me to breathe everbreath

Daylilies bloom, wilt, and die
Why can this not be my way?
No matter how much I will cry
I will never have the last say

Buzzing of bugs, fluster of trees
Songs of the birds o'er my head
Every day brings more desperate pleas
Every day notches lesser of dead

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I have remained unseen within the forest realms for many a day, at least...to them. I have seen them, but my troddings have gone unnoticed.

Every day, I fade a little further away, a little further towards the joys of pessimism...

There is no light in my life anymore.

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(i got firefox, and now i have to put the coding around every separate paragraph...and it's driving me insane)