yeah... first days always last the entire day. tomorrow ill be back a little earlier. and then when volleyball season starts, ill be getting back later >_<

so, to make it simple... im not coming on as much anymore. that means fewer comments, fewer blog entries, cetainly fewer screenshots, and fewer story entries

*sigh* oh well... im sure this year will go by pretty quick. things will happen, things might keep me from coming on here. for who knows how long...

ill definately miss you guys, but i guess ill be distracted... i will definately like going into the Forest to destress again

luv ya <3

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I run as you walk
I play as you balk
I am Free, and will always Be
Nevermore under chains
I run freely with the plains
My life has twists and turns
But in the end when things go wrong
I make the best of every day
Even in the puring rain...
I am Emiva, the Heartful Doe.
I will play as you head home...





Yep i rewrote it becouse the last one was horrable

I found this buried in my documents from wherever I discovered it a few months back, and I thought I'd complete it and share the hilarity with you. You may do this if you wish.


RULES:
Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. [Or that is awesome. :B]

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: “Cato was very lucky to be rescued, as he would not have survived much longer living on the streets with diabetes. Cato’s first vet visit indicated he was a very sick cat with dangerously high blood glucose levels. Because Cato needed insulin twice a day and special food, the MEOW shelter was not the best place he could be. Although the volunteers learned to administer insulin, Cato desperately needed a foster parent. Because of the fear of Cato's needs, no one turned up to take care of him. Thankfully a kind hearted volunteer took him in but unfortunately it did not work out.” (So we finally know Cato’s back story, though they seem to have my gender confused…………..*sings* It’s a hard knock life……X3)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: : “Looks like Cato June's real jersey - and at a great price!” (I’m not cheap, but I’m a great value ;P)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: “Cato says quit whining about manufacturing decline.” (It’s getting so freaking annoying.)
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: “Joe Cato wants the use of universal keys to end.” (They are so hard to find! Especially when they get stuck in a black hole.)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: “Murdoch illustrates that Cato does not shift exclusively to ‘normal sexual behavior.’” (Why would I want to do that?)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: “Cato hates it. Heritage Foundation loves it.” (THEY CONTRADICT ME ON EVERYTHING!!! >:[ )

This mainly goes out to the role players (I do it sometimes but not in the forest). It's not directed at anyone, just a friednly reminder.

Think of this when you cower (I guess shyness, is what most of the role players in the forest use in the forest), "protect your mate", or anything like that. I want you to think about how you make that other person feel. Maybe some of the role playing needs to be toned down? Or just keep it to a minimum, please? I remember going up to a deer and they cowered, it made me feel weird, "Why would someone be afraid of me?" So I did it back. I'm sure that person was confused and felt how I was feeling.

"Protecting your mate"
I have seen this so many times. (And mostly to the poor nameless deer. ) Or if a deer gets too close to your "mate." Think about how that person feels. Do you mayve sort of regret it? I bet that person feels excluded, "Why don't they want to play with me?" Or somewhere around that. (And some are a bit obsessed with genders and mates...)

So I'm just trying to give some of you a friendly reminder. Maybe some of you should try and keep it between other role players? I hope I did some help! And thank you for taking the time to read this.

(This is in-forest not on the community site XD)

Were is the light?
I feel I have reached the piont
But something has been left Behind
I try and live, to fight for what is right
But the darkness is growing leaving me in deny

I run from the Truth, but cant seem to get away
I must face it, and ill be ok
Ill run through the forest
Not turning back even for a glance
I know in my heart
The clouds will surely dance
When i reach my destination
The light from above.......


A suckish poem about how Isis is feeling...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vklVXYKa7sI

this will explain it a bit better

She has decided that she is going to be herself from now on...not a fake.

(rated DM for drama)

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Delicacies of the life
Harsh travesties known to death
See me, my ways...are of strife
Force me to breathe everbreath

Daylilies bloom, wilt, and die
Why can this not be my way?
No matter how much I will cry
I will never have the last say

Buzzing of bugs, fluster of trees
Songs of the birds o'er my head
Every day brings more desperate pleas
Every day notches lesser of dead

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I have remained unseen within the forest realms for many a day, at least...to them. I have seen them, but my troddings have gone unnoticed.

Every day, I fade a little further away, a little further towards the joys of pessimism...

There is no light in my life anymore.

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(i got firefox, and now i have to put the coding around every separate paragraph...and it's driving me insane)

Um... You know Dannii's new Avatar... i tried making one and well...fail. So if anyone wants to...make me one i have all of the pics ready with their names on them (becouse of my failed attempt) So if any kind soul would make them into a slidshow\like thing, I WOULD LOVE YOU!!!! XD

Me playing FIU is such a rare thing, that when it happens I celebrate with something like this.

As a part in the Trio of Deermuda Gals, she has inherited the skill of Unhindered Levitation... she has discovered that tree dancing is a lot more fun several feet above the ground!


Every spell-spam party needs a tree-dancer.


Later, she picks on Witcher. Because he was stood there, being a target. He brought on himself, really.


*rubrub*


Hey! A flying frog!


Nuuuu, don't leave! ;.;


Ooh! Like a mermaid, only it's half-deer, half-crocus!


Tigerbuttlul


With Unhindered Levitation, comes Tunnel Walking.

.........viiiiiiiiipiiiiiiiiin..........you are being waaaaaatched...........


Peacock eyes

When making a link to a page, how to you make it say [link] or words that you click on instead of the url?

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Today I heard the thrumming of rainfall. In such weather, it seems, we have an inclination to gather.




we don't venture far today




we stand watch




Today was quiet and peaceful :)