I'm sorry... I just need to get this out.

I have a good friend. He's the same age (almost, but same grade anyhow) and we didn't become friends through school, but through a music class (which we took together for 6 years or so... I miss that class). We both wanted to continue that class this year for grade 9 but we knew things would be getting way too busy in school.

I go to a minischool, he goes to another school. What's kind of ironic is that his school is about 2 blocks away from where I live. He would say last year that he passes by my place every morning. But we'd never see each other because I need to leave earlier and I come back later.

And, well... I haven't seen him since the end of the school year, before the summer. And I miss him so much. I guess I like him.
I was thinking about him the other day, and I realised I couldn't remember his face clearly anymore.

We have email, but he often doesn't reply.

He's not at all like the boys his age usually are (at my school anyway). He does very well in school, he's kind of short like me, he isn't loud/rowdy/the type to push people against lockers. He's half Japanese like me. He's very funny. He's so so nice. But I think he lies to choose the safe path, to be nice. You might ask him which one he wants from two types of food and he'll say he doesn't mind, whichever. This isn't good... And he likes attention. He dyes part of his hair. Oh geez. He might've changed now but I don't know.

We're only in grade 9. I shouldn't really be thinking about stuff like this... I really don't know anymore. Argh...

Feel free to ignore this, I don't even know what I'm expecting from you all. Support? I really don't know...

I really don't know what he thinks of me... We were always just friends to each other. But Twin Gods, I miss him.

I give a little party right now .
Everyone should be little (if you are not a little deer you can come to the mushroom circle by the ruins)
Place: mushroom circle by the ruins
Time: now
Everyone may come if they like!

..I get to blame you for my great obsession and overhaul of my laptop wallpaper and icons and messenger icons of Pyramid Head. *shakes a fist*

Do you recognise this?
Have I caught the bug?


Edit: Seems it only lasted half an hour. ....odd. Sorry, Anzel. I genuinely wanted to know what it was like, actually!

[=red]...and I tell of my recent story.

I see you


Face.


*nibble nibble*


*om nom ear nom*


Get away from my meat!


All Of You!


AND ESPECIALLY YOU


Mini-deer aren't quite as tender, but still very sweet


....I thought I told you to go away. I'm busy eating stomach.


Getting *right* in there. Up to my eyes, even.


Ruling the Rocks


Tracking Emiva on a random impulse. I do that sometimes, random deer-stalk.

Okay, just so you know, Nala is sleeping by the old oak right now, and she will be lying there all day if TEF doesn't crash or anything, and I wan't everybody to SPELLSPAM me!! So that I later can chose a set! =)

[=QuillScript]
Name: Nala
Pictogram:
D.O.B: 21st of august 2008
Doe day: 20th of september 2008
Mate: Dear winterleaf<333
Family: Son; Dynamite, Mate; Winterleaf.
Appearance: Not decided yet!

Personality:
Nala is a verry active deer, she rarely lies down just to lie down, it's mostly only just when she's tired.
She is verry playful and loves to play around with fawns. Buttonmashing, breakdancing, hopping around the playground and racing are just a few of her many hobbies!
She is quite a prankster as well! Don't be surprised if someone sneaks up from behind and turns you into a frog!

- / +
+ The ename ruins
+ The pond
+ The old oak
- The birch forest
+ The playground
- The blue bowl
- Pinecones
+ Mushroom
- Rain
+ Snow
+ Twilight
- Fog
- The orca mask
- The devout pelt
+ Hyperactivbe deer
- Super-serious deer
+ Fawns
- Non-stop moooers
+ Playfighting/Sparring
- Figths/Dramas
+ Playing hide and seek
+ Climbing walls and pillars at the ruins
+ Abios
+ Spellspamming
+ Buttonsmashing
+ Racing

Other:
* She is terribly scared of the sound that the orca mask makes. o:

Two pale eyes stared blankly at the one before him.

Two black eyes stared back.

"Vessel... Have those always been there?" Fulu cocked her head, making her green feathers sway a little. Vessel cocked his in return, unsure of what she meant. He blinked his confusion, and she responded. "I think I see pupils or something. But I remember them being all white."

Fulu stepped a little closer, which made the small stag draw his head back. "Hold still you, I just want another look..." she muttered. Vessel tried his hardest to stay in one spot and keep his eyes clear. He blinked several times. "Huh... Maybe it's just me..."

The tan stag huffed, lowering his brow in disapproval.

A few feet away, Skokey stood next to Fenqua. Although, Fenqua was edging away a little while Skokey sneezed and sniffled. Another cold it seemed. He got them a lot. Skokey fumbled his way over to the two, "You know," he began drowsily, "love and stress can do weird things to you.. Maybe Vessel is getting eyes.."

Fenqua followed him and retorted, "Being sick can do some weird things too. You better get to bed early tonight." She leaned her head against him, and he sniffed a few times in response.

"Fine..." He muttered, his voice severely muted by his illness. He stumbled back to the slab and plunked down on the ground.

"Fulu, maybe you shouldn't stand so close?..." Fenqua said, almost innocently.

Fulu made a little squeak of embarrassment and backed away, letting Vessel lower his head back to a comfortable level. He shook his head, letting his ears flap around limply. He bowed suddenly, and turned to leave.

***

"So... strange..."

Vessel kept his head down to the little view above a young stags head. So many images flooded through his mind, giving off endless amounts of information. Vessel's breath quickened as the sequence became more violent, and soon he threw his head back.

Today was my birthday, (the 19th) , So I'm finally 18..Wow, I feel old. I remember how excited I was when I turned 13. Now I'm Already 18, It really is amazing how time flies when you get older.

...On my 2 week break xD. Yeah I'm on my break from uni. So I'll hopefully get Draak into the forest more if I'm not stuck playing Spore |D.

The Crud Part: I downloaded 3.21 too and it doesnt work for me . The dot wont change from Yellow, it's stuck in full screen and each time I click it makes the laptop go into a huge spazz, flickering black, back to windows and then back to TEF again multiple times. Rargh. GOT IT TO WORK THANKS HAAAAAALLLLLLLL

Draak: *gives mudpies and nuzzlespams*