I finally got back in the Forest after taking a short break. I've been hooked on IT so long that when I got on TEF, everything just seemed to come back.

I suddenly reminisced about the first few times I played, how I had to learn everyone's names, and how much I loved to cast spells on people. The sounds of the Forest came back to me in a rush, and even seeing Quad's smiling face made me feel bad that I abandoned him for so long.

So anyway, I gues the point is that I'm sorry that I haven't been around as much as I used to. Real life has been a pain, both school and work, and then when I got home I just wanted to play one of my lions and chat with people instead of having Quad run through the Forest. I feel so rotten...

lol I'm amazed this...isn't blocked yet. <:

ANYWAYS.

Monday
8:30 am - 3:30 am = School
4:30 pm - 9:30 pm = Computer time. cB At 6:00, dinner, but I eat fast.

Tuesday
See Monday.

Wednesday
Same, EXCEPT.
8:00 pm - 10:00 pm = Ghost Hunters. Don't expect me to stay on much later then 8 on Wednesday.

11:00 - 12:00 = juggling of GH, Man Vs. Wild, and George Lopez. Hooray.
Thursday
See Monday.

Friday
Monday's schedule, but.
4:30 pm - 11:00 pm = Computer oboy. I stay on late Friday. C8 -tard i no-

Saturday
10:00 am - 10:00 pm = Computer, lol. With some exceptions, depending on the stuff I have planned. XD

Sunday
11:00 am -12:00 pm = Church. (Methodists, oboy) And I might stay later if we have to eat lunch there or something.

SYDNEY SAYS HI BTW she's right next to me lawl.981491049189892964589 says she. 8D

I am not one to hope nor to grasp it
But when sighted I can't but to chase
So I did, and arrived
Where the wise stag survived;
He was gone; my time had been wasted...

Taint saw Sluggs' picto in the distance, and, having never met him, but having heard of him, thought maybe he could help her. So she ran towards his pictogram, and as soon as she arrived, he disappeared...

Ah well.

I'm beginning to load a few people many times over, I have a feeling that I have found a few more deer that live near me, irl.

I shouldn't be home right now, btw; I'm home sick from school. I'm...well...let's just say I threw up, then froze, then roasted, then froze, then roasted, all the while sweating, and as I speak, I'm starting to roast again. It's driving me mad. x.x I loathe being a girl.

The old interview with my deer <3 Now updated, and added Polt and Chism too!

Who are you?
Seele: I am Seele, the l-lonely Soul!
Auge: HIIII I AM AUGE, The watchfull eye!!
Horizon: Horizon.. That's the name, I am the earth.
Gehirn: My name is Gehirn. Also the Brain, the Black stag, or how you want to call me.
Poltergeist: I’m Poltergeist! But most call me Polt. It’s shorter, you see?
Chism: I am Chism. The doe of Poison.

Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Seele: Yes I d-do, but I b-barely see them a-anymore...
Auge: Seele is my adoptive brother. Or, he adopted me. I DUNNOoo~
Horizon: I don't...
Gehirn: I don't think I do. I was born an only child.
Poltergeist: Zorai’s my sister! My twin sister! Adopted, though.
Chism: Solstice is my younger sister.

Do you have a mate?
Seele: Saan is my greatest love! She's awesome!! ^^ I love Saan!! Saansaansaan~
Auge: SOLACE <3
Horizon: Yes, Jared! And I love him to bits!
Gehirn: Yes, my mate is the lovely Taliene.
Poltergeist: *Grmbl*
Chism: No, but I used to.

Do you have any kids?
Seele: I d-did adopt a f-fawn once, well.. I-in the back of my mind.. B-but I would l-love to h-have kids once!
Auge: I surely do! Poltergeist is my little baby <3AND ZORAI! WE ADOPTED HER LOLOLOL
Horizon: I don’t think that’s possible.
Gehirn: Yes, a little girl. Her name is Thalia.
Poltergeist:What? Ew.

Name:Azura Mysterious-Iri

Nick Names:Az, Mysti, Azura, Iri.

Age:16 (in humans)

Picto:-NOT-

Family:It is not know.

Friends:Ghallai-Shenere.

Mate:----

Personality:She is BIG personality...She is special deer and very ... clever?! She very likes other deers and - friends. Do you want a friend my Azura?

-Other:
- She like's "teaching"
- Her best friend is Ghallai
- She like's a graze
- Her favourite food is ... Grass xD

Yups I'm back xD. I had some fun, saw some deer, went on a steam train ride, got a bit sunburnt, got stalked while coming back to the car , watched fog roll in off a mountain which was pretty.

We went deep into South Aus, my friend needed to do a filming project for her uni course so me and a buncha friends tagged along. It was random fun XD.

i laid down for a quick nap today and i woke up to something amazing



darcy, kumiko, and martisol were there. i hope i didn't interrupt anything

i'm getting to love seeing darcy, who will always play with me even when i spend half the time stumbling over my own fawn feet. i also met patch today.



some indignant stag i pestered gave me a great mask. i wish i could keep it.



derp.

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Dear Wyvern…

I sit here by the pond, looking at my own distorted reflection, thinking over all that I’ve accomplished…and realizing I have too much extra time afterwards. My thoughts empty, leaving only doubt, bitterness, darkness of all sorts. If I were to change tactics and ponder all my mistakes instead, perhaps then I’d feel whole again, gluttonous on fool’s errands and poor judgments. What have I learned? What do I still need to understand?

You may think that…that I didn’t- that I don’t- care about how you feel about me. I admit, at the time I didn’t want to believe it, and in turn, didn’t want to care. I thought that was the cause of all my trouble, caring too much, and I began to despise that part of myself. I thought I could wish it away; close my eyes tight and hope some alternate reality would surface. Even then though, I could not shake the actions of a fool, a part I play extraordinarily well, it seems.

I ramble. The fact is I do care…I care very much. Your confessions and your…stubbornness? What else could it be? They’ve stayed with me. I still can’t understand them, but they’re they are, haunting me.

Heh…I remember the thing that drew me to you most was the fact that, well…-laughs- you were the first doe to truly put up with me. Simple enough, my young mind needed little encouragement, and ‘just friends’ felt like so much more in those play-filled summer months. I didn’t know what I was doing, and I still don’t, but I do know that even now…you’re the only one who seems to put up with me. I can not conceive why, but there you are. You’ve had every right to bitterness, to be rid of me, and yet you’ve gone a whole new direction, an unmarked road I hesitate to follow down.

And yet, I address this confession to you.

Okay, I know half of you guys don't approve, and neither do I of spell data. But I keep losing my pelt repeatedly and it's a pain in the butt to be turned back into a mini-deer all the time. If anyone here either has the time to change me back, or perhaps give me spell-data, I'd really appreciate it. I'd prefer to be changed back rather than get spell data though....

~Emily

Well, all day today I've been doing stuff wrong, nothing seems to be coming out thew way I planned, and I can't speak my mind without it coming out wrong irl and here... I hate this and if I've upset anyone I would wish for you to tell me.

Mystress