i spent a large amount of my childhood in the woods. when i was there, i imagined myself little spirit animals, who would walk along with me. the one that persisted, the one i still think about, was a deer. it is amazing to me that there is somewhere this deer can exist in some way. a place he can go and play. friends he can have. a little part of me in a different form, in a different place.
this is what Purusha will mostly look like from now on. grey and black and birdlike usually, gold and blue when he's feeling fancy. he won't ever begrudge new spells though