His eyes are swollen over now
No light or dark he'll see
He steps head high and ears erect
To persevere and feed

A break into the failing moon
A constant down to beat
For broken once was wiser now
And blood wore down her feet

Praise Ye who He and She are
In vain to laugh and be
For only You are worthy
They are wishes at your feet

A simple life but serious
I'll just I'll be okay
I won't ignore I won't look back
I'll live each day by day

The glade of everything I know
And hope and dream to be
I'll smile with my love and know
It beats forever's beat

Her heart is beating everything
Though scarred and worn and dim
But mind and soul are broken
And her hope has died with him

The cold crippling walls of the dungeon
Of the pit where they smoke and lie
Where the sacrificed are the different rice
And the deer ne'er bend ne'er die

RAR ~ well, it's time again for me to start playing TEF. i've ignored it for too long and i miss the serenity of the forest. i will probably never be one of those avid players who can play for hours on end; i have other things to be doing afterall. however, i would like to make it a habit to stretch my virtual deer-legs at least once a week.

Pan ~ The Forest has a new smell. The moment I awoke I could feel a difference - a vibration in the air. The fog. . . The bats. . . Ah yes. . . Halloween. That time for us to embrace the sweet and inevitable touch of Death. Death comes to all Deer - but not here. Here Death is a cycle. Death leads to Sleep, and Sleep to Awakening, and Awakening to Life. In this way, Death and Life are nothing more than two points on a circle - a circle like a mushroom.

Speaking of mushrooms. Has anyone tasted the mushrooms recently? They seem stale, like the cold fall air has withered the taste out.

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RAR & Pan

Ignore that aging deer,
Who's gate is slow and easy,
Who's mind is stuttered and dying,
Who's antlers break his neck and tear his muscles,
As he walks by enjoying the sun.

Ignore that foolish fawn,
Who's judged on how fast she can run,
Who's following the older ones to learn,
Who's giggling while she dances,
As she skips by enjoying the world.

Ignore that silly doe,
Who's counted life by the number of friends gained,
Who's cradled ev'ry fawn trotting near,
Who's lept at every step she takes,
As she bounds by enjoying the view.

Ignore that benevolent stag,
Who's jumped at every suggested battle,
Who's searched for a doe to protect forever,
Who's hooves thunder across the forest,
As he sprints by enjoying his strength.

But be sure to observe the nameless deer,
Who watch others slowly and carefully,
Who are quick to join the dance of the fawns,
Who are flustered by the kindness of a passing doe,
Who laugh and prance with the powerful stags,
...and who hope to join the ranks of an Endless Forest.




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So which deer are you? ;D

So look at your Pictogram and then think of letters, any letters at all, and put them together to form a word that does NOT look like this: aiskdjf. something readable. That's how I got the name Jaxhal. I look at my Picto and saw a J, H, A, X, and L then I doubled the A and mixed 'em up, and got Jaxhal. VOILA! Now, see what happens! It could surprise you! Now, here's my only problem: dont be a sore loser and say your user name or deer name or display name, and if that's what your Picto looks like, say something like: 'it looks like this to me' and post what you saw. BE CREATIVE!!

Species: Deer (of course)
Gender: Doe
Set: Zombie Set
Where is the set from?: Big Zombie Deer
Mate: non-deer BF Phillip John Anderson
Current Location: Dont have one, Im always traveling in the Forest
Interests: Guarding fawns from Namelesses, helping Namelesses, looking cool, lying on Old Bridge, playing with others, spellspamming (always fun), lying at Playground between the rocks as the rain pours down, shielding fawns and others from the blowing fog around the Big Zombie Deer.
Human Intrests: Drawing Lieka and myself and Quamar, sitting in my room looking for inspiration, coming up with new deer sets, riding my favorite horse Sprite, wearing my black leather cowboy boots, playing trombone, being in art class, trying to draw like Quamar (but not succeeding).
Where you'd find me in real life: at my drawing desk.
Favorite color: PURPLE!!!
Season of choice: Autumn
Best friend: Jessica
Wanna know more? post a question, whether it be for Jaxhal or Jaxhal's human

Ok some one tell me how to get the zombie antlers and dead deer skull mask. I have the pelt, I just need the rest of the set!

I need the DotD pelt for Tuna's halloween costume. :B Could you help me get it? Please and thank you! c: Let me know when you're in.

I was curious and bored...
Did you realize...
That if you cast a transformation spell on the BZD...
...you become a bat?

I didn't know this until just now ^^;

Just thought I'd share this with everyone

EDIT: Oh, and a more curious discovery...not sure if it's only true for me or not: I tried to take a close-up screenie of the BZD from in the stream...he started disappearing and reappearing rapidly. My head hurts. x3

That's just another way of me saying that I am bored. If you are as bored as I am, please state your presence!!! AKA, please talk about it! Oh and Lieka if you're there, I've been drawing you lately and I am very proud of myself! You are currently hanging up in my school's art room! How does it feel being admired in such a way?

Me tagging along behind Michaël


Liëka meets the Night God




(Look, he's all ghosty)


Night God looking handsome




In the strange world where Liëka, Queen of Darkness, lives now... there are no pine cones..... only chocolate.... *mysterious face*




Tabithaaa?! You look... different!


Shhhhhhhhhhhh
We didn't do ANYthing. >> <<


Oi! Get off me Tabii or I'll drop you on your head!


...I warned you!


Hi Her. :3