(( note :: thoughts, not spoken words ))

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A silken pleasure melts in my mouth. A plum, ever-so-sweet to my delights of the tongue, graces it and clashes down my mouth tube. The fog has lifted away from my eyes in this world, and I feel the cold, dewy simmer of the sun skies, and wonder what could have been.

For when you love someone truly that much, you never can know what will happen. I fell into a ditch and broke my legs and spine, and my tears are broken as they clash on the ground that is the sky above me in my trapped little hole.

This hole is my life, don't you know. Cold as the day is long, and favoring none but the lucky, I...cry...

Oh, Plume...how I wish you could hear me. How I wish you knew how saintly you are towards me...a rainbow of light and colors rained down upon my colorblind heart. And at last I grasp with my teeth, this cloud, this pillow on which my head has rested upon for the silvers and the nights.

But you'll never know because I am cold to you...

Fur damp as dry as day...

My heart beats solely for you. I cry only for you. And I'd die only for you.

But 'til the end of my life or of your own life, I shall keep this secret. Poured into this magic genie bottle and never to come out.

But it is best that way, my love...I shall fall like the angels do. And I shall fall quickly and slowly...

And you shall see the flower grow when I am away...

That day...

So far ago away.

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(( i wonder if anyone knows what her taint is as of yet...it has been clear to me for a long while now... ))

omfg seriously HOLY HELL. It was so vivid and...jdsfhgdfh. Gotta write it down.

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I was at Walmart. lol. Whole family was there, shopping for who knows what. I was working there as...a cashier, I think. Me and some other chick were training a new girl, showing her stuff. Suddenly I totally came face-to-face with these two customers or something. The older one looked about fourteen, a lot like that Sunshine Girl in iCarly that beat up Spencer continuously. The blond one. <: She had a little sister with short brown hair. She started beating me up verbally - the usual arguments. c: How 'you're not cool' and 'you have no friends' and stuff. So she pushed me. I pushed her shopping cart on top of her and made a break for it. We did a lot of running - I was mostly dodging whatever she threw/shot/came at me with. After a bit I was in the back of the store and she grabbed me by the wrist. She had a knife this time (shit). She was...crying rofl. She's all 'IF I KILL YOU THEY'LL MAKE ME POPULAR' and stuff. I was just like lol in her face. She nicked me with the knife, but before she could hurt me she started crying and ran away. <: SCORE. Then my family showed up and my sister was crying lol. My dad was looking at me and laughing and I was like 'wut.' He goes 'She thought you were one of the popular kids?'

And then I woke up.

THANKS DAD THANKS.

In other news I'll be home all day so I'd love to hear some interpretations of this. |D

I know that it´s a little late, but thought that I could still put up some pictures, because there was some quite weird stuff... Again, I took a whole lot of pictures, because I had very bad framerate (about 2/sec), so I wanted to look at the party better when I didn´t have to fight with my mouse to get my deer moving... ^^;




Abio begins. Some candles and bubbles, and lots of skeleton-deer. ^^




Omg, my head got stuck into a transparent block! o_o




Huge dandelions and deer turning into birds!




Red flowers and a fawn caught into a bubble! D=




There´s some weird guy following me! Didn´t even notice it until I looked at the screenshot. o_o;




Where do these people come from?




Flowers in the sky and ground.




One of the gods. I got turned black, but I lost the pelt while trying to save it for some reason. =(




Snow and flowers...




The attack of the flying gold fish! Nooo! D=

For the deer in the US, the election has been -decided-. Final desicion. Please, we don't need any argument, expecially not here.

*waits for all the arguments to start here instead as her attempt fails*

Since it seems other people are doing it, I guess I'll make a list of how to understand my doe too...

Though I lack pictures as I'm too lazy to figure out the code to put them up for now! XD


-basics-

*Floor scratch, then runs off* = Come with me
*floor scratch, sit down* = BRB
*stands in front of something and starts using floor scratch then runs* = Race
*bow, head tilt* = Doe Bow
*Doe Bow, sniff, head tilt* = Hi... who are you?
*taunt, ground scratch, nod* = Want to dance?
*dance, nod, nod, dance* = *Headbanging!* |D
*stands in front of something, angery* = Don't touch this! It's evil! D=
*stands somewhere, nod, any action, nod again, moves somewhere else and does the same thing* = I'm trying to make an interesting snapshot... could you do this to help the cause, where I just was?
*hindfoot raise* = OMG (situational variance allowed... like sparring or dancing)
*hindfoot raise, laugh* = omg wow!
*Amazed, head tilt* = shock, amazement.
*Amazed* = Normal amazement. Will use *amazed* repeatedly if amazed at, often in loop.
*head tilt, paw the ground, then walks in circles* = confusion.
*sprints in circles in a fog* = Where's the BZD!!!
*sprints in circles (not in fog)* = Energy venting/boredom.
*doe bow, sad, lay down* = Sorry, I gotta go.
*dance, nod, dance, hindfoot raise, dance, nod, dance* = Overly emoted Dancing (she likes to do that)
*sad/sorry, head tilt* = did I do something wrong?/Why are you leaving?
*sad, ground scratch* = I miss you already.
*sad, sprints off* = Antisocial moment/depression
*Sad/amazed, angery, sprints off* = Noooooooooooooooooooo! (over dramatic) (only seen if someone continuously lowers their antlers at her)
*amazed, laugh, amazed, nod* = that was awesome! do it again! |D
*not responding* = Player isn't paying attention
*fear, no* = I don't want to fight
*nod* = Ok.
*Taunt, no, walks away* = Leave me alone (only used if she's antlered at and she doesn't want to fight)

Gotcha! No rants here.

Even though I didn't vote for Obama, I congratulated him and his supporters, and I hope he serves the country well.

Lul, Fayne wanted me to post Bale as a human so she can show friends at school. x3

GAZE AT HIS FARMERNESS xD

Hermeleentje
Hermeleen
Hermelien
Elmo
Moonlight
Myself
Ask them questions!
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::Emiva::
-favorite forest spot?
The Ruins!
Crying Idol and pond...
The old Oak
The playground!!!!!*jumps on a stone*
A lightspot with flowers near the twin gods
Everywhere!!!
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-favorite food?
Mudpies of course!!
Pine cones
Mushrooms
Grass
Flowers! Blue flowers!!!
Do I have to answer this question? I like much food!
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-Is emiva amazing or what?
All together:

SURE!!!! XD

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::Dannii::

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE THEM |D

Umumumum...>_> XD
Orange
Bird
Magpie
Skelet
Moon
curlyhair

XD

Author's Notes: X] It continues.

<=To part 1
Idol Conversation 2

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“I know you’re there. I can sense you in the stone.” The dark stag stared at the Crying Idol, gazing at it with blue eyes full of expectance.



Not receiving a response, he continued, sure he was heard. “I don’t claim to be a real ninja like I try to be, like the humans I’ve seen…but I do know how to gather information.” His voice gained confidence with each word. “I know who you are, and that you’re the one who spoke to me before. I know it wasn’t the Idol. I’ve never been able to understand objects…” he stated with a shake of the head. “You’re the deer known as the Crimson Drifter.” He paused then, to see if his words had any effect.

Still no response, but he thought he could sense a feeling of slight surprise or awe coming from within the stone. It encouraged him to keep speaking. “I heard you after, when you thought I was asleep. I almost was, until I heard grass crunching sounds leaving the Idol. I heard each word you said clearly.” The “ninja” inhaled a deep breath, releasing it in a faint “whoosh”. “You said…the names of my family I lost might be a key. I’d like to know what you mean. Also…you’re right. This isn’t my real pelt.” He sighed, and in a rare fit of spontaneity, sneezed. In place of the dark and white beluga pelt stood out the brown and gold swirls of the golden butterfly pelt, the sunlight reflected off the Idol’s tears making it shine brightly. “My true pelt stands out too much for my liking. Gold tends to be like that,” he commented with a bit of dry humor.

Name: Yuki

The meaning of the name:
The name means, in the literal sense, through valuable reasoning, the chronicle of happiness ring like bells through the deepest of snows.

Gender: Doe

D.O.B: Nov. 2nd, 2008

Pictogram: http://tale-of-tales.com/TheEndlessForest/register/pictogram.php?username=sephynox

Orientation: Straight.

Mate: Dae Su

Friends: Yuki's alone in the world right now.. but Dae Su keeps her company. He may seem like a monster, but all living beings have hearts no matter how dark they may be.

Personality: Stubborn would be a perfect word to describe Yuki. She's very strong willed and independent, needing nothing from the world around. An apt pupil, with a niche for everything she does and determination rivaled only by herself. However, her one weakness is an empty space in her heart--waiting to be filled. Loving Yuki is very difficult and puzzling. A major part is trust. If her mate doesn't trust her, her heart along with the bond is like the yolk of an egg, fragile, and ready to break. However, if trust can be gained, a bond of unconditional love will form, and the binding of souls will be completed.

Appearence: Since she's so young right now, she doesn’t have any.
Extra: -

Signature Saying:
"The future is predetermined by those who shape it."

Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22hvEdaPSMs