If all you had to offer was friendship like who would still be around? real situations expose fake people, so sometimes it takes getting down on life to find who's really down. You see people pretend well when their souls are for sale. And sometimes it's the ones you love that mostly want to see you fail, just because they ride with you doesn't mean they're riding for you that's fact. You see loyalty shouldn't depend on your presence, it's more about how they act behind your back, who can you trust?
I mean some of us are fighting for people who wouldn't throw a punch for us, and yet these are the ones we call friends. you know...the one's that care SO MUCH about your struggles but yet so silent when you win... the one's that bring gossip to you, about you but your name then never defend. Understand everybody is you boat might not be rowing but drilling holes. And as time goes and that jealously grows pay attention. Because that's when true Roaders get exposed, everybody in your circle might not be at your corner. Support doesn't always come from familiar faces so don't be surprised if your path places strangers in your life to take you to higher places, don't be surprised if your growth makes your circle smaller. But you got to choices let it break you or let it make you.
It is not death most people are afraid of. It is getting to the end of life, only to realize that you never truly lived. There was a study done, a hospital study 100 elderly people facing death close to their last breath. They were asked to reflect about their life's biggest regret. Nearly all them said they regretted not the things they did... but the things the didn't do. The risk they never took the dreams they didn't pursue. I ask you... would your last words be; if only I had- hey,wake up.
Why do you exist? Life is not meant to be simply work, wait for the weekend and pay rent. No, no I don't know much. But i know this, every person on this earth has a gift. And I apologize to the black community but I can no longer pretend... Martin Luther King. That man never had a dream, that dream had him. See people don't choose their fate, fate choose them. SO the question I'm getting to...is do you have the courage to grab the fate that picked you?
That befits you and grips you, or will you let it get away and slip through? You know I learn a fact about air planes the other day. This was so surprising I was talking to a pilot and he told me that meany of his passengers think planes are dangerous to fly in. But he said actually...it is a lot more dangerous for a plane stay on the ground. I was lost...like how does that sound well he said because on the ground the plane starts to rust, malfunction and wear much faster than it ever would if it was in the air.
As I walked away I thought, yeah....makes total sense because planes were built to live in the skies. And every person was built to live out the dream they have inside. So it is perhaps the saddest loss to live a life on the ground...without ever taking off. See most of us are afraid of the thief that comes in the night to steal all of our things. But there is a thief in your mind who is after your dreams...his name is Doubt. If you see him call the cops and keep him away from your kids, cause he is wanted for murder for he has killed more dreams than failure ever did.
I downloaded TEF all went well just one small problem, I can't link to the network. I did make sure the wi-fi and such was working and it was and gave it time I waited five hours to let it link but no use. So is there something i did wrong or need to do? I am happy to read and listen to you guys.
um I can't reply to comments or leave comments every time i try it I am greeted with "You have to specify a valid author.37845" 
