laying still beside
sneaking glances, do you see
awe in your presence


(8:25-8:50pm PST 1/22/09)

Hello!
See here. I've been a member of the Forest for almost a year and a half, and I still enjoy spending hours running around.

I'm usually pretty energetic in the forest, but I like my quiet time near the Twin Gods statue (so I can survey what else is going down by the pond) or in all the purple flower patches (if there are butterflies). I tend to only run by the ruins if there are other deer there, or to pick up a mask spell.

Anyway, I drew myself as a deer the other day, then proceeded to make my friends into deer-people.

And here are my friends and I. The second from the left is actually a member of the forest as well. The bird-like symbol and the peace sign were made up for the person.


I love deer. I have plenty of deer-related pictures. I'll have to post them later.

Made a week or so ago for fun. XD

... That this pic looks alot like how one of Leika's deer
would look like as human.



To me it dous, just a bit. Maybe it's the purple-ish hair?
Eh, just my opinion I suppose.

Here's a full body pic

:l

This is actually a pic of a character from
a video game called Haunted Grounds, which
I'm sure some of you may know about ... maybe.

Neh, so I'm just figuring out how to use dis friggin' game and I got it pretty well figured out.... So I went on the day before yesterday and just exploring seeing wut I can find.... Found the ruins and the playground nuthing special....But, I was looking at pictures and saw sum giant shroom like fings =D So next time I'll see if i can find those. So, I hur ppl like to roleplay... That's good cuz I luff roleplaying.... So I'm gunna start sum new blogs just based on my favorite bands and songs. So if your interested please check it oot. ^-^ Btw I have a question, why do they play such faggy music and elevators? And I also wannu know if anyone likes the movie "Kung fu Panda". Cause, I know it's kinda a low budget movie, but fur sum stupid reason I luff it! K so I guess I'm done..... So uhm.... Bai?

THANKS EVERYONE! I kinda know wut I have to do, but I dunnu how I'm gunnu do it...But I'll figure it out! So I'm not rlly gunna play until I get this, "New Internet Server" Cuz parenty mine doesn't work! ... -.-" Joy. And well, u can't pimp ur deer until u get a little pictogrammy fing! So, yar..... -Listening to Superstar and jumping around excitedly- I AM A SUPER STAR WITHA BIG BIG HOUSE AND A BIG BIG CAR I AM A SUPER STAR AND I DON'T CARE WHO U ARE!!! ^-^

I'm bord right now. And I found this
test yesterday, it's an animal totem quiz.
Suprizing what bordem can make you do.

Anywho, because of my human curiosity I want to
see what answers you get. My precentage
was pretty much tied between a Fox, and a Bull,
I was least likely to be a deer or crow (33 %)

Decided to put my lil info stuff up here.

Bull -"You are the Bull. You have courage through tough situations and the ability to be prosperous in those situations. You can never have too much as abundance is something you cherish."

Fox -"You are the Fox. You are quite intelligent and use it to your advantage. You are a diplomatic person and use that to help your friends in times of crisis, not choosing sides. You are also very patient, waiting for what you want."

Anywho, clicky the link down below if you'd like.

Quiz - Which animal totem best suits you?

So my concert today was wonderful<3
My so called "manager" for today said there was to much time between me and the next singer/group, so I had to sing one more song, and guess what song he gave me? :S Beyoncé - Halo, that song is like... VERRY hard! >.< I kind of died! x'D But that also went perfekt, and the crowd gave me standing ovations when I did Halo! :''D For those of you who hasn't heard that song it's this: http://se.youtube.com/watch?v=hDRE3-NxeNI .
I'm so happy!

Yeah, I decided to do this deer meme thingie, too, for my two deer Cata and his daughter Paya! I'm not sure if anyone would be interested, but I'm bored so... enjoy if you have enough patient to read it all. ^^ EDIT: Added Pi'yu now!

Cata
Paya
Pi'yu

-----Who are you?-----
The old leader of the Shawnee herd, Catahecassa. But you can call me Cata.
Cata's daughter Paya! My full name is Payakootha, but that's much too long to always say to me, so just Paya, please.
P-U or better, Pi'yu.

-----Do you have any brothers or sisters?-----
Two younger sisters, how much I miss them. I hope they're alright in my old herd with another leader...
*lowers her head* ------ I once had a sister... Pena... she... *voice stops*
I don't know... I really don't know.

-----Do you have a mate?-----
I once had my dear Pesh. Now I have good friends, but no mate.
No. I am too young yet in my opinion. EVEN TOUGH there are cute guys aroung there. ^^
No... I don't think a doe would be interested in such a weird person like me.

-----Do you have any kids?-----
My little Paya. *nuzzles* And... Pena once.............
OMG NOO and I hope I never will, this must be so much stress! xD
Noo.

-----What is your favorite food?-----
Pine cones. :>
--- MUSHROOMS *nomnomnom*
Huh... everything since it's tasty!

-----Have you killed anyone?-----

It's been so long since Ive visited this place, I havn't felt like being here in a very long time, I don't remember why I left but I knew it had to do with my heart.

I shouldn't have come today I felt so sick, so depressed waking up in the temple ruins was new for me. I don't realy like it there and it brought back old memories. Good times realy. But i didn't want to think of him anymore. I'm not used to feeling so alone in this warm bright place, none of my friends seemed to be around nither.



I walked to the pond without trying to call attenstion to myself from any of the strange deer that where around. But no luck. I ran strait into a small heard just on my way. Stoping in my tracks and backing up slowly seemed to save myself from getting noticed. Although I missed the forest I felt like I didn't wan't to know anything about these strangers. I didn't even want them to see me let alone know me. I realized I didn't even wan't to exist.


Finaly making it there to my destination I began to drink, ever aware of my presence and of those around me. I don't want to interact anymore. Then. Something was staring at me, something from the water. I jumped out making a huge splashing racket that destroyed the piece. WHO WAS THAT! IN THE WATER? the water? I steped closer piering in what I knew now as my reflection.

But I was different. My eyes were dull, my nose was dry and cracking. And my antlers? these dreaded pointy spikes! *ACHOO* There. My heavy keys are back! A little more intimidating than the gazzel antlers, maybee it'll keep the strangers away.