I am Darky ^^

I just love being a grown up. Oh, did I forget to mention that? Yup, I've finally grown up and into my antlers. I'm not that pretty to look at just yet, but with each passing day I become more and more like the me I'm meant to be.

Well, as I woke up today---expecting the forest to be all bright and full of bird-song---something strange welcomed me. Fog. Now, I love fog just as much as the next deer, but when it's coupled with the haunting cries of wolves... *shivers* The fog was much to thick to see the lurkers, but I'm ready for them! Just let them try to eat me!! Bats where also rampantly flying over head, their leathery black wings beating across the sky, but I rather liked them.

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Fog or no fog, wolves or no wolves, I love the forest and no little precipitation is going to stop me! So after finding a few friends and experimenting with coat colors---and even dancing to a very haughty tune!---I laid down within a fairy ring with another fellow who proceeded to turn me into a bat! I'm afraid to say the other fellow got the short in of the stick, as I repeatedly failed to gain the transformation spell. I'm not surprised that after a while he grew tired of me and went to seek fun else ware. But I was persistent, after 3 tries I managed to gain the power and return the favor.



The forest is starting to get colder. I think I'll curl up beneath the big tree for the night. With those wolves roaming the forest and the wind whipping about, I'll feel much better there.

The snow made the Forest seem so much more real and beautiful than usual. Even spending time with friends seemed that much nicer. This entry doesn't really need words. The pictures describe themselves.




















"Man down! Man down!"








Spade was growing attached to this fawn. Or rather, they were clinging to him.

I just wanted to say that I really love this community. The drama gets silly, but communities are like that.

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Thank you very much to whomever helped me go through all the masks. I've not yet settled upon a set but I'm very grateful to have the opportunity to choose one.

I also had to log out early and I wish I knew a way to say goodbye without making you think I wanted to sit. Though, that short sitting was fun.^^

The friendly deer is on the right (with the orca mask) is the one I'm curious about.

http://img142.imageshack.us/img142/1043/unknownok2.jpg

Anyone know who he/she is? (:

I noticed I hit 5 weeks recently so I'm now an adult deer. Funny that, I actually hadn't logged on since the day of the last Epiphany.

I know I'm supposed to save spelldata, but which file exactly? I found a cute pelt I'd like to play with but I can't remember how to save it. And my hubby also plays so I have to make sure and back up the pelt before I log out and he logs in on the same computer, right?

Do I backup the ones in this folder?

C:\Program Files\Tale of Tales\The Endless Forest 3\userdata

Many thanks.

I'm sick of everything. When I come to the internet, and to the wonderful TEF community, I try to be happy and random as possable... but in truth, I'm just a few steps from being a complete mess of depression. Why?

Because of my wretched mother. Every day of my life with her has been a constant torrent of misery. She tries to behave like she thinks she's the worlds greatest little sugar plum of the world around her friend and strangers, but to me and my dad, she becomes this slobish and over pissey demon woman. Not a day of my life goes by where I'm not verbally assaulted or emotionally attacked. She doesn't say things outright, but there's a constant undertone and word choice designed to keep me in constant depression. Frankly, I want to put a bullet threw her head. Or hang myself. I deeply lothe being around her. Not even an hour can go by really, without me having to feel angery, miserable, or guilty. I'm sick of this woman, and I can't even escape her and her constant nagging insistance on upsetting me and my family members.

I have an autistic-retarded mix half brother, who's more than 18 years older than myself. He still lives at home with my family... He's the only one my mother doesn't constantly slay with insults and emotional bashes. My dad tends to suffer what I do.

I could write books on the miseries induced by this woman... She actually seems to be a madwoman. Insane driving, bi-polar seeming mood swings, manipulative, supressive, obnoxious, overly hystrionic, nosey, rude, overly judgemental, compensative, and simply idiotic. Those are the words that describe her when she's not in the presance of one or more of her 'friends', who suspect her to be this way toward me, and even approached me before on how they think things are.

just making a blog for any stray sketches i might want to share.

so far, i only have this:



LOL anyone watch SuperJail? its not that great of a show, i mostly watch it for this guy, the Warden. hes such a charasmatic fellow! i am very tempted to make this deer, but... i dunno XD i think, instead of 9 deer, i really have 7, since i dont use Mercutio and Cerelia much (cuz Tybalt ISNT AROUND D<)

so... i refound my recently lost love for the Warden, and decided to sketch up this, incase i did make this deer >D i would LOVE to have him, i absolutely love his character completely. though, in the forest, he wouldnt be a warden XD BUT WHATEVER.

so, ill hopefully get more sketches up here so you dont have to stare at Warden up there all day XD

I'm redoing the character of my deer Luthis. o:
Here are some ideas I have for him. He's Austrailian and speaks with an accent. He's bald. I think he'll be a musician of some sort. He loves cats and has two, a Maine Coon and a Sphynx. He also loves to travel, and finds it hard to stay in one place.
More later.

(WORK IN PROGRESS. I apologize for unnecessary bumping ]:)

[center]Name
Chenaniah (Chen or Chenan for short)

Gender
Stag

Picto
Looks like a sword pointing downward or a letter opener

Set
Argus pelt
Starling mask
Large curly white antlers (not sure of name)

Color
#FF6633