Has he left me again?
The snow falls and the deer prance about. This merry time, full of hope and joy, I wish I could join.
But he's left again, to where I may never known. I told you I wouldn't hurt you, but now its the other way around.
I want to enjoy this time of giving. I want to forget those snowy memories but, without you I won't.
Am I such a stupid doe, that I would give up what I know?
I always believe it wasn't true, looking at myself I knew, they would never love me.
But he claims he does, he says its true.
I am a stupid doe. I don't belong here do I? Those words still ring through my head,
"You are a abomination"

PFFFFFFT/FAIL. 8D And this is just because she hasn't seen/heard from him for sometime. So she is panic'n.

Please im kida bored.

This will be the only entry I will make for her. Track it now if you are interested!

And now, a public service announcement from Pent:

[=#374965]The first snow came today, I noticed that as I woke up and was covered in a thin layer of snow. I had slept by the crying idol and had nothing that protected me from the falling snowflakes. I got up on my feets and shaked the snow of, I felt cold after lying in the snow for so long and my legs felt stiff. I started trotting through the forest just ro regain my warmth, I passed the old oak and the ruins, finaly I stoped at the pond and drank some water.

I wasn't really excited over the first snow, the cold has never been anything I've liked.
As I wandered around I got my sight on a deer I've seen a lots of times these days, the deer with masks hanging from his antlers. I've heard that he's called "The Collector" why I don't know but somethin I know is that it's fun to cast spells on him.
I don't know why but I do not feel much fear of this stag, but I've never stayed around him for a long time. He often chases after me when I've casted a spell at him, It's fun.

As "The Collector" once again disappeared I desided to seek shelter from the snowy weather in the old oak but it seemed that many others already had come up with that thought. I'm not a fan of big groups so I huddled besides the big tree and it actually gave me some shelter.

After lying there for a while I noticed a stag that stood not farm from me, he lokked at me and I got up. He had a grey pelt and was also wearing the skullmask and the big white antlers, the same antlers as "The Collector" but this stag had no masks hanging from his. At first I was a bit suspicious as usual and as he tryed to get closer I backed of, I tilted my head and then I curtsed politly to greet him.
He greeted me back with a deep bow. I turned around and once again I started to trott through the forest, as I had trotted a bit I noticed that the stag was following me.

Today was my first ever snow day, soft little flakes falling from the sky landing on my nose and making me sneeze. The snow is infinity pretty I do have to shake my head every so often to stop it collecting on my antlers, I've found they get rather heavy with a layer of snow, never the less I got up slowly from my warm patch of ground where I had been sleeping having a stretch and glancing at the frigid water forcing myself to approach the pond to take a drink and then wandered round the forest again leaping as I ran to try and warm up.

In the cold air as my breath came in bursts of steam making me look more like the dragons of lore. I find myself wondering if I should switch my pelt to the green scaled look some deer prefer but I do love the iridescence of my magpie one as the light catches it exposing the beautiful green and purple hues on the back of my neck and the blue on the rest of my pelt. Perhaps before this cold snap ends I will make a decision. But I digress, I found The Collector again once again playing his mask game and I followed him for a time as he and a white pelted deer seemed to spar with mask spells, perhaps stealing masks from sleeping deer is too easy...

I walked with a winter pelted Saosin for a while, without a doe to guard he is a much more amenable stag and did not drive me away as we walked together he ate at a mask tree and that is where I let him be, we are still acquaintances after all and I would not want to push him. So looking for someone to play with I stumbled once again upon the collector sitting down staring at one of his stolen masks, he seemed so engrossed he did not notice me at first and after watching him yesterday I tried to mirror his movements in stealing masks.

Sheba
This is my voice





Im speaking out





This is my heart





My only heart




A heart that some hear





And others just ignore it





To some Im a hideous beast.




To the spirits and ghosts of this world I am a gentle being.




A question to all you other deer.






Am I really so different from the rest of you?





Because of my face you wince and run.






Because of one simple flaw you reject me.




One day you will think differently.



One day.......





One................

Just got mine ripped out on Monday and they still hurt like the dickens. Luckily my doctor gave me some lovely painkillers, but they make me dizzy and if I take the maximum dose for extreme pain I throw up.

Has anyone else had theirs removed recently? Does anyone still have theirs?

I know it's sort of random and not TEF-related but they hurt and they're all I can think about atm xD

DONT YOU JUST HATE.

When your mum gets really annoyed with the other sibling.

And then takes it out on you?

I DO.

My sister, gets in trouble. ALMOST ALLLL THE TIME. Because she has issues with aggression she cant help but kick everyones ass'es and throw chairs across the room at school when she feels like it.

And then when my sister is in trouble today.

For beating a kid up.

Infront of the HEAD OF HER YEAR.

My mum just points at her.

And screams, like "GO. TO. YOUR. ROOM"! And then on the way out, Mums like "STUPID IMMATURE CHILD."

Sister comes steaming past me, slams the door of her room.

Mum CHARGES LIKE A BULL up the stairs. And looks at me. And says "Get off that computer now before I brake it."

Whatthehell?

did I do?

I did nothing.

Apart from SIT AND IGNORE. Everything violent around me. Like a good girl.

My mums like "GET AND TIDY YOUR ROOM" Go away, you dont live in it. >:C "DO ALL YOUR HOMEWORK." Done. All the time. "BRUSH YOUR HAIR" Its 8:30 pm. Why? "HOOVER ALL AROUND THE HOUSE." whhhyyyy. I did that like five times this week. "DO EVERYTHING I HAVE TO. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO TO COLLEGE WITH YOU NOT HELPING? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WORK MORE?" Seriously, you dont have to go to college. You've never put in an application form. You've never even talked about it. Just because I suggested it ONCE does not mean you are in collage, woman. I work all the time.

Seriously, can parents be any less fair?