I don't know why I'm posting this here, really, but I guess it's because I don't blog anywhere else and my dA feels a bit...public, lol. Just rambling, not really important to anyone but me. Also yes I am a crazy girl who talks to herself.

I need to get out of this "ZOMGTEFDURRSTEFDURRS" stage. (Should be pronounced "tef-durrs". Like it's spelled.) I know that's why my dA gallery is suffering - it's all I draw. I love Tuna, Oz, Pan, and Crusty Old Man, yes, but I need to give them a rest. Isn't it time I started kicking my creative side in the ass, anyways? It's been a long time. So yeah. Get off the couch and make some characters, woman. Who gives two shtis if your friends think they're weird, they're never gonna find out.

And did I mention you're not pushing yourself? Not at all. That ego boost from the "skilled young artist" thing has made you lazy as Phillip Hoffman. Improve improve improoooove. Draw every day. Stop putting it off to tool around on TEF - that's screwing with your school stuff, too, what the hell? There isn't even that much interesting stuff here anymore. (Don't kick me, I have a crowbar.) So yes. draw draw draw. Oh, and remember that art book that was publiched in liek the 40's sitting under your desk? It was a damn sight helpful when you read it, so try reading it again.

Also, SRO. What the hell happened to that retryout. Six months is too long, man. :\

Current goal: Get good enough for that one website. Yeah, you remember the one I'm talking about. C: It's a long ways off, so GET ON THE ROAD ALREADY, DAMMIT.

Love,
Pan.

HAHA no I lied. c8

Amazon adores you. ♥

So I just started up the forest and my laptop just completely blue screened of death and when it tried to reboot it went "oh hey this file is gone or corrupted"

ah...
Yeah I don't know when/if I will be able to get on the forest in the near future.
I may have to wipe it and er..yeah this is bad.

Stay tuned, running repair disk.

I'm Really bored sooooo....... A Random RP has started

Wanderers Silent Dream

For some reason, my screenshots don't show. I clicked the tab to the Endless forest three that says 'screenshots' and nothing appears..
not even me as a raven with that fawn..

My drawing skills aren’t all that great and as much as I would have loved to give drawing in return to those have done art for me or just to give to friends that have come to mean a lot to me, I thought I could at least offer to make picto siggies for the Forest folk.

I am thinking they will be roughly 170 pix in width and 50 px in height (size might vary). They will be in PNG format so can achieve the transparent background.

If someone wants a picto siggy, lemme know. I’d very much like it if you could please include a image of your picto (big enough to work with, please). Also, if you wish your deer’s name to be included as well, or just keep it as a picto. Fonts used will be varied between each siggy unless you have one you’d like me to use (if I don’t have it, I will try and get it). There will be a design of sorts included; I have various brushes (like skulls and crossbones, stars, icicles, tons of others if you want me to make it more elaborate). I will be making them in color, so I will give you an option on that as well if you don’t want the default golden glow like in-game.

Please reply if you are interested in this little form filled out, thanks!
Picto image?
Deer name?

So just for now this is just a concept I can't get out of my head) Later i'll work on the story and arts. Here they are (little fawns for now) - my dear deer - Luana (on the right) and Solanaan(left).

Their story is classic "Romeo and Juliette": Luana is one of the daughters of a moon goddess, and Solanaan - one of many beamy suns of the god of the sun. They met each other on one of the ceremonies of eclipse and fell in love. But due to the difference of their nature they were forbidden to be together. So they decided to run away and hide from their holy parents, who they thought were the reason they can't be together. Their reincarnations appeared in one special Endless Forest. But as it turned out, their parents were not quite the reason, unlike the rules of the balance. They run around the magic Forest unable to meet, calling in despair and searching... Their grief was so great, that they touched the hearts of this Forests Gods. Of course they couldn't change the ways of the Balance, but they gave Luana and Solaan the ability to see each other through the waters of the Forest instead of their reflections...

Thats pretty much it for now) I'll appreciate any advice, like for Luanas and Solaans sets when they grow up... or advice about names of their parents) At first i wanted to take some regular gods like Gelios and Selena or something, but I think thats too cliche) So tell me what you think!)

Edit: after a while I've decided to change my male's name a bit, somehow I keep thinking that Solanaan sounds better than just Solaan) His friends will eventually call him Sol anyways...))) Stay tuned) I got one more exam to pass and then I'll have plenty of time to wrifht their story and finally draw this beautifull couple) Can't wait!) Untill then - see ya later)

P.S. These are the pictures I found in the net, they are not mine, but they really fit the concept of Luana and Solanaan!

Today, I was struck with an idea. An idea that would take a lot of work and cooperation. It would take blood, sweat and tears. If there isn't already one, that is.

I think it'd be interesting to have a deer archive.

That is all.

So! Today is Terpsichore's first day as an adult! I'm... also in danger of losing my one professional client because I can't afford the right computer software. Anyone want to make me feel better? Spellspam Terp so I can get him some adult pelts and it'll be a happy distraction while I wait for potentially bad news! I've got him hanging out around the pond, since there's a magic antler tree around there...

Edit: I'd love to know who my buddy with the magpie? pelt and birdmask, purple flowers in the antlers is! My comp is glitching so that there's no picto, just a glowing spot...