Today i was ready.....i was going to fly and nothing was going to stop me now intill of course ....the rain comes back, my hopes were defeated but i was going to try i got up and marched to the river i was so exited that i danced around the grass energeticly and it felt like i too could move gracefully and headed towords the gap and jumped....it was amazeing it felt like magic and everyone was clapping i was so proud and it was so easy as well more easier then i inspected one of the stags came up to me i turned around to greet him but he looked strangely fimilier it was him the Fawn! that was jumping with the adults he was in his adulthood now he was'nt as big as an aduly but was close he bowed his head in respectand i did the same and he asked if i could jump with his family of course i joined he seemed to jump much higher then when he was a adult but i felt a sudden sorrow build up all the elegance and grace in his movements were gone i gazed at his movements trying to detact a hint of grace but found no hope and i did'nt relise he suddenly looked up to meet my gaze we starred for a long time and then he continued to jump across the gap.
I spent most of the night dreaming about flying across that gap and i was more determand then ever. when i woke up it was raining...what a fabulous day for jumping but i also moticed i had got bigger and two small bumps had grown on my head and that freaked me out a little but i felt better when i relised that other foals had the same problem but i wonderd if that even was a problem after all. So apart from the rain and bumps on my head today was sort of a good day i guess i returned to the gap and fortunatly no one was around well thats what i thought when i saw something in the tree's it looked like a Fawn and it was smaller then me it was white which was very differant from my colour she was watching me the look was sad i tried not to be distracted and focused on the gap i was about to jump suddenly she dissapeard but i still had a feeling that she was near i was frightend now no one was around to help me i could'nt take any more i ran as fast as my little legs would carry me i tried to remember whitch way i came from so i could return to my sleeping spot but i wonderd if i would be alive to return there.I was too tired to ren so i curled up against a tree
i could hear calling from were i ran from i decied that being a chicken was'nt going to get me anywere so i planned to confront her and demand to know what her problem was so i ran back to the pond and there she was stnding there i could see her properly know she was white almost glowing she stared at me wistfully and then apolagized for scaring me and said that she had been chnged by the magic of The Endless forest and then suddenly...poof ...she looked like me now.After my coword perfomance we were friends and she livede next to a tree close by so apart from jumping my current target i had learned about the magic of The Endless Forest
I woke up in the morning in my sleeping spot that i always sleep in and saw some older deers jumping across a gap ,a river as some older deers call it i watched in amazment as they each jumped gracefully across the the narrow river even a young Fawn had a go and and i knew if he could do it so could i. When they left i walked over to the gap and since i was quit a inresponsible little Fawn i went straight for the widest gap i had always been told that it was alot like flying it was flying in fact. i got as far back as possible and ran my fastiest and at the last minute i skidded to a halt and fell in the river and i had never been scared in my whole life and yet all the other deers were laughing i felt really embarriest luckily for me the same fawn that jumped with the adults came over and helped me back to land he was much older then me maybe even close to his adulthood he told me to wait and watch him and his family jump i was completly focused and i watched as the little fawn jumped and he moved so gracefully it was like he was dancing and when he took off it was like he was flying like a magical pegasus about to fly i felt a sudden sharp pang of jealousy but i knew that one day i would be able to jump and move as gracefully as they could.
I had decided that my deer's name would be Kirjava, that means "mottled" in Finnish!
Then suddendly in an online game which my name is also Kirjava somebody asked me if it wasn't Will's daemon in Philip Pullman's trilogy of books! (Northen Lights, The Sutil Knife and The Amber Spy-Glass) And sure enough it was! I had read the series and really got into it but I never paid much attention to Will's daemon since in my opinion it was such a complicated name!
Do you guys think I such change my deer's name just for the sake of being original ar keep it as Kirjava? I just thought I'd share this personal discovery! ^^
This'll be his pictogram in a month's time c: But for now, he'll be using...
So, guys, meet Freddie :U I'll be shoving random crap down here so it'll be updated quite a bit, maybe.
I need help, however~ His past. Should he be Freddie reborn after his AIDS-related death in 1991? Or should it be a sort of alternative-Freddie? I'd rather go with the first one but I don't know o: I think maybe he'd have been reincarnated several times, as a cat for instance, then died and blah blah blah.
And you guys can make suggestions for his sets plz 8D
x ; peacock antlers, Crying Idol pelt, ??? mask x ; ??? x ; ??? antlers, devout pelt, ??? mask x ; ??? antlers, orca pelt, ??? mask x ; golden butterfly antlers, monarch butterfly pelt, ??? mask x ; gazelle antlers, devout pelt, ??? mask
SO AS YOU CAN SEE I DON'T HAVE A CLUE maybe this is just an excuse to post Freddie pictures. |:
...maybe I'll just figure out sets for him without basing them on outfits.
Sososooo, this be a place for all of us Kingdom Hearts Deer dork lovelies to try out, practice, and refine our characters-and, of course, to shove our muses into an awkward situation for our own pleasure ♥ Whilst I do not want to encourage cliques or make anyone feel left out, as there are a lot of us, it is common consensus that it will probably get too complicated and difficult to keep up with if there is any more than just the Kingdom Hearts Deer involved. However, if anyone has a problem with this and desperately wants to be involved or whathaveyou, please just say-we're all very open and friendly, so don't hesitate to let us know~! :3
That said, tracks/stalks, other comments, and feedback are all most welcome and of course, very much encouraged~! ♥ Just, if everyone jumps into this, it might get a bit hard to manage-I hope this is understandable!
Lovin' this ♥ So far the order is:
Axel
Xemnas
Demyx
Marluxia
Roxas
Larxene
Saix
Xion
Xigbar ON THE BOTTOM ♥
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Also: Guize, before joining, please read the first comment on this blog for information on how this will work with so many of us :B Thankiiies~!