My Trillian upgraded itself a few days ago.

Ever since then, my MSN gets signed off whenever I log onto my Trillian. This is why I've been using Meebo for the past few days.

However, this also means that people cannot add me to their contacts list. I have to be on MSN on my Trillian to get friend requests, and if it keeps signing me out, then I can't add anyone.

So it anyone was actually trying to add me (I don't see why anyone would add me, but that's beyond the point), I apologize. I have no clue how to correct this problem, and until I do find out, I won't be able to be contacted.

Again, I'm sorry...

Hi guys!

I found the Forest again, finally (and this time I've got better and prettier and faster internetzzzz! ^__^)
I'm sure most off you don't remember me, but that's ok, I guess.

See you in the Forest!

Garbage topic that I'll delete later.

[=1]Why does all this have to be so hard? Why do I feel like an outsider?

I'm not like other guys, who are proud of themselves for how much weed they smoke or how many women they've slept with. I sit there and laugh along with everyone else as they talk about how they can drink a case of beer in one sitting, but mentally I pity them for being so stupid and destroying their body just to impress some girls at a bar.

I don't have any intention on smoking or using drugs. I drink alcohol just a little, but even that backfires on me as just one little shot of whiskey will make me so depressed that I want to kill off my deer and leave the Forest.

I should be happy that I don't make stupid choices that others make, but instead I feel like a shell of a person who has no sense of direction. I just don't see my future.

Yes, I have big dreams and goals. I write about them all the time - I want to give away part of my profits to charity, I want to fix some of the mess that greed and ignorance has created in the world. But I feel like people look down on me because I don't want to keep my money and buy expensive cars, gold jewelry, and a huge mansion like they would. They look at me like I'm a hippie because I want to save the environment.

It took a very long time for me to realize how important that was to me. Things have gotten so out of control with pollution, deforestation, this whole "it's not my problem" attitude that all the people with power in the world has.

I have no aspiration. I let people use me for their personal gain instead of doing my own things that would benefit me. I feel like I just can't say no to doing what everyone else wants.

I'm not strong and not smart like everyone else is. I would be the first one to be killed or eaten if I was an animal, because everyone else would live and survive while I'd be the bait.

Hello~

Totally new to this, so... If you see me do something retarded, bear with me, please.

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i know that this might be much to ask for (or not?) but does anybody have a halloween spelldata that can be sent because i had the zombie deer mask and candles but they are gone now and im really sad so if anybody has that spelldata tell me ='(

Because you need to cheer up, gal. Big pic under the cut.

So, Koda is nearing the Stag age! I'm happy, because finally, I'm not a creepy looking deer that sounds like a dying whale anymore. So I'm planning on trying to get a skull mask myself, but I'm sure how well that's going to work......considering the BZD is gone. The antlers however, will be pretty simple to get, and I believe Ryff said she would cast them for me, possibbly along with my pelt? Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong Ryff. Anywho, back to the point. So Halloween's over, yippee. Halloween is one of the more fun time to be in forest, unfortunetly (yeah I know I probably spelled that wrong...) my dad cut my adventures short, by taking my laptop. And at the school, I can't download TEF so I'm stuck until my dad decides to stop being a jackhole, and give it back.

Well, at least Koda will still age while I'm away so I don't have to worry about that. I hope I see you guys in the forest soon! Have fun! =D But make sure to save some fun for meh....

NEW UPDATES!!: So now on my blog right about here, you can find the qoute(s) of the day/week. This week's qoute is: "Courage, it's not something that's given to you, it's something you earn on your own."~ Me XD

Btw, this is a special thanks to all you guys for those lovely comments and tracks! Thank You guys! -BIG HUGGLE-

And btw Ryff, Lucifer better not be standing over me stalking me or else...........muhahaha. You guys are just waiting for the big Jk aren't you.....JK!

my last personages

FEELINGS:
Licor is shy, temperative, and lovable
When you approach for the first time (when she doesn't know you) than don't expect kindness
Licor gets angrey when you startle her
Don't annoy her.not good thats another thing that makes her really mad (easy to annoy her)
Loves to sleep
Doesn't follow other deer that she doesn't know
She doesn't like to approach any deer (even if she does know them)
Likes to be alone (most of the time)
Loves to drink and eat
Got attitude (sometimes rude)

WHAT SHE MIGHT DO:
She may be defensive of her territory
Horrible annoyance problems (may act annoyed)
Brags about beating other deer in fights (self centered)
Stubborn a lot (may not be friends with your deer, even if you act friendly)
May paw the ground (means to follow her)
If you don't follow...then she will be mad, or keep on trying)
Might feel like hanging out with popular deer (laying down with a group) doesn't do often
Gets paws the ground a lot and fights with almost every deer she meets

DESCRIPTION(looks like...)
Licor has a skull mask with a red X on the right side of her eyebrow.

Welcome Treblinka, my newest character. I know, I know, there are horrible connotations of the name, but I think the name itself is beautiful. This dainty fawn is just a smile waiting to happen, and is happy to prance and play.

Plus, Dechtere Cundrie just met her and is a little jealous, I think.