Well if i can get my mom to look at and approve FeralHeart, I will get an account and if its not taken my user will be Gruffen! xD Can I have your usernames if you play so i can friend you on it when i join? Thanks!

EDIT: my mom and dad both said no. i cant play FH. my dad said i play my comp. too much already and my mom said she thinks its not safe. So you will not see me on FH anytime soon.

Hey. I am looking at the pictos right now, and it seems like they all look VERY similar at the moment.

Anybody have predictions on a new generation?? It seems we are in need of one.

Anyone sent a note to M&A saying we are running low on combos, either?

Dropping to the earth in another playful leap. Springing up again like a wound-up toy, back to the earth to do it over.

A shake of new-found antlers, a shake of the tree accidentally bumped.

A peal of laughter as a spirit soars higher with the happiness that exploded within.

Leaping, springing, shaking, swaying, freedom, delirium, optimism, winsome.

Another playful leap, another thunder of hooves reverberating on the ground.

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Who knew a skulled face could smile so brightly? Who knew a full-grown stag could move so jovially at the sight of that tiny new point on already burgeoning antlers?

Well, I am going to give myself a day off this Wednesday and stay home so I will not be in forest. I am going to move back to my university Thursday so I want to have a day to pack, go out and wash clothes plus grab a few last minute things like some munchies and coffee and also spend time with my grandparents.

I may be back in forest once I move in and get settled Thursday though I'm not sure how much time I'll be on as I'll be at “work,” though it's not a really a job as I'm not being paid. Just some volunteering to help other students move into their dorms and join in some fun activities, like field trips and crap. I'll likely be on during the evenings though so I'll be right back in forest c;

Look at it this way, I'll be in forest more often. Depending on how much schoolwork I get XD

And I also promise I'l be back with a special treat I'm not telling what it is, it's gonna be a surprise....

See ya soons

For a day or two. Going back to the homeland for a job interview for a couple days. I'm really attached to The Endless Forest already after being here for only a week :[ Just running around and talking to everyone (sometimes without words!) has been surprisingly therapeutic - I'm a little stress bucket. So I'm going to try to stay on the forums on my dinky netbook while I travel.
Bus ride is about 4 hours...does anyone want their character drawn?

They will probably look something like this: http://endlessforest.org/community/paperfang-81711

Abseilen (coloring still)
Carina
Foxglove
Beren
Steve
Juniper
Brooklyn
Sorrel
Evania

Repost from responding to Quad's blog on complaints and venting

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran


I am old. I have failed many times. I have watched friends die quickly before their time, and others who died by pieces. I have seen the living dead, who are only a body but who they were is gone and what is left is so dark and strange. I have had money and been unhappy, and I have had to rob Peter to pay Paul, and been happy and visa versa. I have lost a child by physical death, and lost a piece of me with her. I have lost a child who is off in the "far country" and will not speak to me for unknown reasons, and part of me is slowly dying, and watching for him to enter my front door. I have been betrayed by the love of my life, and would rather die than go through that again. That time I lost part of me, and even my sanity for a while. I have lost a job, and suffered humiliation, and loss of reputation because I could not be who I was and had to become what I am now.

Each time it is ashes, a type of death, chaos, and darkness. I struggle through, and I pray that today is the day I cease to exist in this life. And then a friend stops by, a stranger helps me on my way when I am wandering in this world, an unexpected gift arrives. a family member realizes what is going on with out me having to tell them, and I draw, sing, write, play games, and visit the endless forest. Sometimes there is no answer, no way to alleviate the pain you feel or are watching some one you love go through. Sometimes there is so many answers that you can not even hear them because of the roar they make. On a good day I live life to the fullest and enjoy the pleasure and joy that it brings, and on a bad day I accept and look to see if there is anything I can do to fix it, and if not I have learned to learn from it and just let it go. You cannot stop someone from dying.