{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















WonderfullySarcastic's picture

Good luck at your new school,

Good luck at your new school, Quamar, don't forget 'bout all us now, k?
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WonderfullySarcastic's picture

Yay! So happy to hear you're

Yay! So happy to hear you're feeling better, if only a lil bit :>
Is asking for a balloon that hard? -lil confused there-
Does that mean we'll get to see a doodle dump soon?

So glad you're kinda sorta back, Quammy Smiling

[e] ....Double..Post? And Page! -brick'd-
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Keepiru's picture

Doodle dump from hell,

Doodle dump from hell, YES!
More screenshots dump, YES!
<3
Starling's picture

Oh yesh, do post some stuff

Oh yesh, do post some stuff please kthx.

+Hello again/welcome back sort-of!

You know that I'm supporting

You know that I'm supporting both you and Nari in this, as much as I can. ♥
Tuhka's picture

awgh how come here are so

awgh how come here are so many posts I've forgotten to reply.. o_O
Thanks, Dec... I'm glad there are even some noticing...

Hmm. You have my support in

Hmm. You have my support in this as well, Q. That is extremely disappointing.

Hope it all works out for the better.. ♥
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I've noticed it too. I've

I've noticed it too. I've been noticing it ever since I saw some art on deviantart a while back...

You and Narina contacted them before, right? Nothing was resolved? If they didn't bother resolving it (and I'm assuming they didn't)..I'm really disappointed then.
J!n's picture

^ If I'm assuming right, one

^ If I'm assuming right, one of them did write something about it on their da, claiming it wasn't true.
Iaurdagnire's picture

Ergh, I feel dumb for posting

Ergh, I feel dumb for posting on Narina's blog now. I thought it was just about art style not the whole shebang.

Hope it gets resolved.

Tuhka's picture

I did contact them privately

I did contact them privately but indeed, it changed nothing. They were politely told about me and Narina's very uneasy feelings but I suppose they didn't care. 8>
I don't know what else could we do, or what should be done to resolve this. I've just been feeling so bad over this for a good while.
I just kind of needed to point this out, I'm not fine with this and I haven't manage to accept this. I understand there will always be similiar characters, of course there will. But too much is too much..

I'm trying to think about

I'm trying to think about what would be the right way for this to be fixed, if it can be. Contacting them obviously hasn't worked because it was denied, even when it's obvious to many.

But, it's then wrong to let it go and let it continue. And, they may just deny it again when confronted again. :/

I'd really appreciate if we

I'd really appreciate if we could even try to sort this out, without bringing the flamewar card present. Making it public is quite... unnecessary and cruel. Not bringing up names doesn't work, everybody knows what's going on as soon as they see things. And I want to apologize right away. I am really sorry, really. We were stupid to defend ourselves so harshly, but there really was the truth in everything. My partner was trying their everything to protect me when I was quite sick and didn't have the energy to handle things. When I got better I thought about writing you every-single-day. But everyday it got harder and harder, and I didn't know what to really say anymore when I already knew I was disliked. You don't think we'd care? Oh yes we do. Especially me. I realized the similarities when our character's relationship changed from friends to mates. And it will never make me say "oops" because I will still say the same things I've said earlier. I never wanted anyone to know, but the truth is the one I told you. The characters are something like 90% made of us. It just happened, even when they were meant to be just friends. Our irl relationship changed and so did our characters. There came the final similarity. But I think our characters aren't even investigated properly, when myself I see only similarities that can be seen in so many other characters. Mainly dominance, masochism, the sizes. But as I said, those come right from ourselves, and what we are, can't ever be changed. This fact has never been thought of (IMO).

And... everybody knows how this will end up. The points will always go to you, no matter how the truth would be told. Of course, why should I be believed when I've been here a lot less than you two. This is not trying to be anything bad to say, I just speak of realistic things. Still, I think this was never a thing to make a huge flamewar of. I apologize again what we've said, but I ask for everyone to look it as a defensive act. The wrong way of doing it, but still one. I also heard from my partner about the notes that were sent. I've never read those, 'cause I couldn't. And now I've heard about them, and not releasing anything too private, there are things that said this thing is finished. And again, I've been wanting to send a message, but as this has hurt me just as much as it hurts you, I've been incapable to do so. This is in the same level for me too. I do not care if this has just made everyone to hate me and my partner and avoid our characters forever, We protect and will protect what is ours, what is us. It feels like our whole excistence is being killed when it is said to be someone else, characters.

This was everything I can say public I think. If there is a negative feeling in my words, it wasn't meant to be that way. I understand how it hurts you, but when it's SO misunderstood like this, it hurts me the same. Now, I hope we could try gain peace between us privately, and not making this anymore a hate-this-guy thing. I just got back to the community and now I already see my new friends hate me, and being fed the wrong ideas. Please and thank you.

^ I don't hate you, Sessy.

^
I don't hate you, Sessy. I'm actually quite fond of you. I know, I may had just met you and your character but from what I see you're a very sweet and creative person and I admire your art style.

I may be the devils advocate here but well, I have to say on Sessy's side, that we all cannot be 100% original on anything with art. There were always be characters, places, or things that may be similar in any part of the spectrum that will look like or seem like another's. While it's not cool to have a blatant copy, sometimes these things do happen by accident. It's no one's fault, it just happened. I actually have a mated couple of two male skulled deer that me and my brother play. While they're quite different from other male skulldeer matings, the concept is similar. Especially since they started from friends to lovers. Masochism and a huge size difference may not be present but friends to lovers is.

So Sessy, you're not alone. You have friends and no one's idea is 100% original or when it looks like something already done, it may not be attended to be a copy
Narina's picture

Keskustellaanko iha suomeksi

Keskustellaanko iha suomeksi nyt ku kaikki tässä samaa kansalaisuutta edustaa?
Kiva.

Kerrotko miten liittyy Nidhemin ulkonäkö teidän suhteeseen? Ja yleinen ulkonäkö ja hänen persoonansa, vittu perskarvoja myöten Ripa. Ethän oikeasti usko, että ihmiset täälä ruudun takana uskoo, että vietätte sadomasokistista suhdettanne sielä, ja jos oikeasti vietätte.. niin huhhuh.

Se, että teidän hahmonne ovat 80% samallaisia kuin meidän, ei ole millään lailla yhteydessä siihen miten kauan miä ja Quammy ollaan yhteisössä oltu. Oikeasti, hienostelematta, mahassa myllää oksettavasti ihan vaan se kun aukasee su hahmos bion ja lukee kertaalleen läpi ja tulee siihen tulokseen että Ripahan se sielä. Hahmo johon on käytetty kolme vuotta aikaa kehittää. Mulla ei ole mitään positiivista sanottavaa, annathan anteeksi kun näin raadollisesti puhun? Mä voin luvata, että meillä ei ole aikomustakaan jättää asiaa homehtumaan nurkkaan. Ei ainakaan mulla.

Ja en usko että sulla on loogista oikeutta kitistä siitä, että tätä setvitään nyt täällä, jos kerran itse et vaivautunut ottamaan minkäänlaista yhteyttä kun siihen privaatisti mahdollisuus annettiin.
Tuhka's picture

Making it public.. not to be

Making it public.. not to be rude, but you two were very much making blogs on DA bawwing about me and Narina pointing out our bothers to you making us the bad guys here. And like I said to your friend I'll say it to you too, I could have very much done the same, getting sympathy points, having people commenting how horrible everything is and hopefully such persons would disappear. But indeed, I didn't, and neither did Narina. Instead we quietly swallowed the facts there are something... maybe even too similiar to our lovelies but in the end, it feels pretty crap.
And honest, I was waiting to hear something back from you too but since I didn't, kind of was left with the impression you just didn't want to resolve it but just left it to your girlfriend's hands.

Njaa, ja nyt ilmeesest vaihtu suomenkieleen niin mennään suomella sitten, vähempi terävällä kielenkäytöllä omalta osaltani. On vaan jäänyt kaihertamaan että eikö teitä itteänne vituta yhtään että jossain myllää kaksi melkiistää täysin ihan samanlaista hahmoa kuin mitä teidän on? Sain notenkin siitä eräältä ihmiseltä joka sen tuli minulle näyttämään ja sanomaan että ovat ihan kuin eriväriset Cut ja Rip. Eikä se lopulta jäänyt ainoaksi ihmiseksi mikä jokseenkin vakuutti ettei me vaan olla ihan paranoideja. Ja luulisi että se kertoo jotain jos ihmiset tääläkin on huomannut.
Tuntuu vaan ihan helevatun pahalta nähdä kun yhtäkkiä joku CutRip kakkonen juoksee ympäriinsä ja niittää mainetta, ja hetken me sitä nieleksittiin mut tiiättekö et ei vaan pysy enään alhaalla. Sori.
Tuo's picture

No, kirjotin tähän jo äsken

No, kirjotin tähän jo äsken aika vastaavanlaisen kommentin kuin Narina, mutta koska Tuhka kommentoi asiallisesti, niin kai minäkin voin.

Mua ei todellakaan ketuta että siellä menee samantyyppisiä hahmoja kuin meidän, ne on TEIDÄN hahmoja. Meillä on OMAT. Ja meidän hahmot todellakin on luotu meidän itsemme pohjalta, ne ei ole mitään paskoja kopioita muiden hahmoista. Multakin on kaks hahmoa kopioitu, tiedän miltä se tuntuu, mutta perskules nyt kun nämä ei ole kopioita. ._. Mun hahmokin on luotu ennenko tiesin teistä tai teidän hahmoista.

Minä sanoin notessa että olen pahoillani journalista ja poistin sen. Vastaukseksi tuli muunmuassa "Tässä nyt on kumminkin sanottu kaikki mitä on ihmisillä sanottavana". No, ei näköjään ollu sitte.

Sanon vielä kerran, että meidän hahmot ei oo mitään kopioita teidän hahmoista, koittakaa jo tajuta se. Nidillä ja Riptaililla on ihan eri taustat, Cutlassin taustoista en tiedä, ja Möröllä ei sellasia olekaan.

Kiitos vaan tästä, ja siitä että teette Sessyn lempipaikasta sotatantereen. ._. Kiva vielä puolustaa itteään tollasia peurapiirtäjäjumalia vastaan joita suurin osa ihannoi ja asettuu saman tien teidän puolelle ja lisää paskaa meidän niskaan. Ymmärrättekö yhtään miltä tuntuu saada tollasta päin naamaa, vaikka ei ole mitään väärää tehnyt. Kukaan ei ota selvää, haukkuu vaan meitä nuoleskellakseen sanoisinko mitä. ._. Mun mielestä tää on törkeetä, eikä kunnioitus teitä kohtaan tämän myötä ainakaan nouse.
IoRez's picture

My two cents: Must be nice

My two cents: Must be nice having so many people making a fuss over your deer.
Kaoori's picture

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I don't want a huge fray but

I don't want a huge fray but I have to say this: coincidences can even look very similar sometimes. These things happen by accident sometimes and I believe what they said is true. I'm been watching these guys for ages on DA and how their deer became mates with a size difference and masochism was accidental.

The rest of you, leave these guys alone. They don't mean harm and their characters only happened to become who they had become by accident.
Starling's picture

EE KITTIES~

EE KITTIES~<3

Hi... I like the blog layout here, simple but very pretty.

Oooh your're making a tattoo for someone?! ;0 Do be sure to show us how that turns out, I bet it will look amazing. ;n;
Tuhka's picture

Hahaha, I dare to differ in

Hahaha, I dare to differ in opinion then, I think it's just... horrible, I never liked it.. 8D
and yup I am! But the design isn't completely mine, my friend had a base for it and shoved it to my hands so I could just refine it and work the idea further. (:
Anyway, how are you?
Starling's picture

lol, some people really give

lol, some people really give it their all and throw a load of css into one blog with tons of different colours. Sometimes I think it just looks messy though... My eyes are drawn to the smaller things. >3> I've even thought that Starling's bio looks too much lol, and to be honest there is barely anything there. Fff OwO

Me? I'm good thanks! Ha.. Kind of wanting a kitten myself right now, don't see it happening though. We already have a cat and she doesn't seem to get along well with other cats... There's a ginger cat on our street who bullies her all the time |D And he was attacking her on our drive the other day, but then my dad went outside and the ginger cat ran off, and our cat ran after it and ripped fur out of its back LOL >_> I doubt she will ever live that down pfft.

Although my sister came round earlier, brought me a gift: One of those awesome cuddly animals you can heat up in the microwave. And of course it is a cat, sat on my lap right now! 8'D *snuggles it*

How have you been? Asides from the happenings in your journal? XD

You're more than welcome to

You're more than welcome to seek out Fay. She's mostly alone if I have her on nowadays, and I've been thinking I'd like her to meet more critters. I've seen Cut on a few times on his own, but was too chickenshit to approach. |D
Kaoori's picture

wat you know you can always

wat

you know you can always hang by kaoori, although admiteddly i haven't been around that much in game. ;_;

I like friends and rp. ;u;

I like friends and rp. ;u; You're welcome to chill with any of my kiddos.
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We still need to grow some

We still need to grow some balls and set up a RP, we keep talking about it but seems like we're still too shy to ask each others. I'd love to RP with you again and have it last longer than previous ones. ; ;
Apparanza's picture

Feel free to approach and/or

Feel free to approach and/or interact with any of my characters anytime~!! C8

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Her's picture

I won't poke you for a RP or

I won't poke you for a RP or anything, I just wanted to pop by and say hi ilu. ;; ♥ If you really want more contact though I'm always online (Skype), and I follow your tumblr~ so. I'm pretty boring but I'm here for your loneliness because I know how that is..
Starling's picture

Welcome Back! : D

Welcome Back! : D
Keepiru's picture

Quammy!

Quammy!

HAY. B)

HAY. B)
Apparanza's picture

YAY 8D &hearts;

YAY 8D ♥

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Tuhka's picture

Starling - Thank you.. ;;

Starling - Thank you.. ;; *crawls all around creeping*
Keepiru - Keee! COME HERE. >8(
MoonlitStar - Hohoh, why hello. Visit here often. B)
Apparanza - B| <3
Keepiru's picture

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<D

Yeees, welcome back. Muahahh,


Yeees, welcome back. Muahahh, happy having you here!
Kaoori's picture

HELLO QUAMS AND WELCOME BACK

HELLO QUAMS AND WELCOME BACK
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Tuhka's picture

I LOVE YOU ALL, LET ME SHOW


I LOVE YOU ALL, LET ME SHOW YOU.
Calinka's picture

OMG

OMG

So nice to see you around

So nice to see you around again, Quammy
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Tuhka's picture

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Keepiru's picture

Narina

Narina
Kaoori's picture

these gifs and pictures i

these gifs and pictures

i can't

PS NARINA WHERE'S THE PUKING ELEPHANTS
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Kaoori's picture

ASHSFFGJG BOTH YOU AND

ASHSFFGJG BOTH YOU AND KEEP

I CAN'T

LKDJa:LDHa