Ahhhhh

riddledrhyme's picture
Hey all, it’s been a while.. again.
Trigger warning for medical stuff? Idk

I wouldn’t say I’m back BACk but I just wanted to let you all know I’m still alive if just barely. I think the last time I was here was shortly after my back surgery in 2018? ONE thing after another.. My sister nearly lost her twin girls during childbirth they’ve just gotten out of the NICU last month. Then I had to have another back surgery in April to repair damage from the 3rd one lmao. I need another one.. again.. They want to put rods in my spine but I’m holding off long as I can because who tf wants that at 25 lol.

I just wanted to give you guys an update since I finally felt ready to talk about it all.
I think about you guys and your chars so often it’s silly and I appreciate the discord messages sent in my time away even though I was too shitty-feeling -and shitty-persony in general lol- to respond. Forever sorry for mY WAYs. And for leaving plots and relationships so abruptly.
Just know I love you all dearly no matter what happens <3
You all, your stories, your art, and your chars continue to inspire me.

ALSO ALSO.. i have to share.. light of my life.
This is Sloan, he's an 8-months-old Working Line GSD and my service dog in training. He is the BEST, literally my shadow following me around and picking up things I drop to hand them back to me ;u; <33

pumpkinseed's picture

Sending you strength and

Sending you strength and positive energy. <3
HB's picture

i've been thinking about you

i've been thinking about you a lot lately, really glad to hear from you! :c sending you strength as well and wishing you all the best <3
riddledrhyme's picture

Thank you both so much

Thank you both so much

HBBBB literally same, missed you and your chars ;; <33
wake's picture

Helo~ YES definitely good to

Helo~ YES definitely good to see you around again was thinking about you as well, I hope everything starts looking more up for you.

But also what a good pupper you have!!
Qanat's picture

I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE OKAY, even

I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE OKAY, even if you're half.. Alive.. A little

3: also so glad your nieces are recovering and i hope they keep going super strong. my nephew was born late last year and idk what i'd do if anything happened to him

your poor back though SIGH. I'M WISHING YOU GOOD HEALING

congrats on that handsome pup too, he's AMAZIN. i hope people don't run at him and pet him all the time as they like 2 do..
riddledrhyme's picture

AHH ty both

AHH ty both <33

The twins are doing a lot better now, if a little tiny for their weight. They didn't eat well to start and have had feeding tubes up until last month but they're finally eating enough to sustain and gain weight.

ITs funny Ka.. at first they did when he was super cute and little.. now he weighs 70lbs and everyone thinks he looks like he'd try to eat them which works out SUPER well for us lmao

Been thinking about you a lot

Been thinking about you a lot of late. Really glad to hear you're alright, despite all life is throwing at you and yours. I hope things start easing up for you soon!

Sloan is a good boy, the best.
riddledrhyme's picture

AMMY thank you sm

AMMY thank you sm <33
Kaoori's picture

Good to hear from you! You've

Good to hear from you! You've been on my mind. Here's hoping for fast healing for your surgery. And I hope you're not in loads of pain.

Also, your pupper is gorgeous ♥

Ayyye, its good to hear from

Ayyye, its good to hear from you! Glad you finally mustered up the courage to talk, sincerely hope things are doin' good for ya and that you get better! ♥
riddledrhyme's picture

Thank you Kimi

Thank you Kimi <33 I'm lucky I have a great family doctor who's been with me through all this and helping with pain management

AND ty Basen ;; <3
Apeldille's picture

We never interacted much but,

We never interacted much but, hello again! Very good to see you around.

riddledrhyme's picture

Definitely the same to you,

Definitely the same to you, Apeldille! Love seeing your works around here again <33

I'm glad to see you

I'm glad to see you back!
Sending strength your way and hoping the best for you too ♥
Also, Sloan is very adorable!
Vessan's picture

Hopping in to say, Sending

Hopping in to say, Sending you good vibes dear and heal well <3 and bless, I hope your little nieces are doing much better now. And that pupper is absolutely gorgeous!

SO GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!

SO GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN!! :sob:
Take care of yourself and congrats on the gOODEST BOI.
So glad the twins and mama are okay ;; Strong little buggers! Give em love for me.

We miss you and we're always here if you need us for any reason whatsoever. <3
riddledrhyme's picture

thank you all so much, u

thank you all so much, u lovely people u ;; <33
Acurna's picture

Glad to see you back ~

Glad to see you back ~<3

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riddledrhyme's picture

Thank you guys

Thank you guys <33

ahhhh it's so good to hear

ahhhh it's so good to hear from you again! i'm rly sorry to hear life's been so rough on you and the fam, but all the happy and healthy vibes are bein sent your way bb <3 hoping to see you and your chars pop by now n then eue
riddledrhyme's picture

Thank you so much Pan

Thank you so much Pan <33