You've taken my fuckin' sister.
Suppose I have, yeah.
What next then? You gonna take Jared too?
Depends on my mood.
Don't get cocky with me, you stupid bint! Where the fuck is she?!
I'm a writer, Rut, not a seer.
You're writing my goddamn life, you know where it ends! Tell me where she is!
Honestly? I don't know. Infact I don't have a clue. I don't write your life, Tut, you do. You always have, even when I tried to stop you. You've got a mind of your own. I don't know where your life ends.
So howcome when I tried to off myself, way back, when I overdosed - howcome I didn't die then? You interfered, you let me live. And when Murrough nearly killed me, too! I've been inches from death more than once and every time, you force me to live.
Hey, man. Tuna saved your life with Murrough, and you didn't mean to overdose. If you wanted to die you'd die. And you don't. You're not stupid.
You've never even tried to help me. Just let me spiral.
Someone's feeling sorry for theirself.
Can you blame me? You took my dad away. Then you gave me a replacement that I hated. You let me have a childhood that I'd eventually run away from.
Yeah, suppose I did. But look at who you are now, dollface. You're the best character I've ever had. You're my favourite. When you cry, I cry. When you're angry, I get angry. You've no idea.
Good for you.
Mm.
You let me use Sulwyn. Then you let me take her back, fall in love with Her, and break her again. You let me stay with Her. You let me take Her back twice. You let me think about proposing to her and then you let her break me in two.
You're blaming me for too much here. I don't control other people's characters, and I don't control your emotions. You fell in love with Her yourself, I couldn't stop you. I didn't want you to marry her, either. But you wanted to.
How many friends 'ave you got, human?
...Uh, a few. Y'know. The important ones.
I've got Martisol. Sometimes I'm brave enough to look for Herla. Occassionally I bump into Seed. I've lost nearly every friend I've ever had, did you know that? And now you take away my fucking family.
Yeah. Sorry about that. It'll be alright, though. Trust me.
Trust you? Fat chance, love. I trust you about as much as I can...see you.
Trippy, ain't it? Wake up, man, you're gonna be late for work.
Oh don't you dare tell me this was a bloody dream--!
Copycat. Kidding, of course
Kidding, of course <3
Poor Rutilus. Makes me Want to talk to Martisol about her life.
|: |: |: asdf do iiiit 8D I
asdf do iiiit 8D I didn't want to make him whine about past loves because honestly he's genuinely over them now, but likes blaming me for stuff in his head I guess |8
This is lovely and
fff I want to do one too now. DX
Do it! I'd love to read ;;
Really? Ah, thanks!
Enjoyed reading this very,